Xue Siyuan was under a lot of pressure. But she couldn't talk to anyone. Be it parents, friends or teachers. "Xiao Yuan? Xiao Yuan?" "Huh?" Xue Siyuan, who came back to his senses, met his mother who was looking at him worriedly. "What's the matter, Mom?" "You look absent-minded." Yu Fengnian frowned. "Are you feeling unwell? Or... what happened at school?" The question was rather cautious. It’s not surprising that Yu Fengnian is like this. After all, there have been many cases of committing suicide due to school bullying recently, both at home and abroad. She just talked about this with the wife next door two days ago. As a parent, she can’t help feeling frightened while feeling the same tragedy. I'm afraid that something unexpected will happen if I don't pay attention. Xue Siyuan is the child she and her husband have worked hard for for many years. Although the family conditions are ordinary, Yu Fengnian and her husband Xue Ling can't wait to present the best in the world to their daughter. And Xue Siyuan himself is quite competitive. She and Xue Ling sighed more than once that having such a good daughter is a blessing that the couple has cultivated for 800 years. "I'm fine, maybe I'm a little tired recently." Smiling towards Yu Fengnian, Xue Siyuan lowered his eyelids and hurriedly took a few mouthfuls of food. "Well, as expected, fried rice with eggs is the most delicious." "Hey, eat slowly." Yu Fengnian was quickly distracted by his daughter's movements. "I can't eat so fast even if I'm hungry, what should I do if I get a stomachache later?" "I can't help it." Xue Siyuan raised his head, and while chewing the rice in his mouth, he said vaguely: "Isn't it the fried rice with shrimps and eggs that you cooked? It's delicious." This sentence successfully made Yu Fengnian laugh. "I like it so much? Mom will do it again on the weekend." "Okay!" She muttered, "Mom, you can do what I don't mind every day." "Haha, you are so greedy, I don't know if you look like me. Give it back to your dad." "I'm your child." She said coquettishly, "I must be like you and dad."
Originally, Xue Siyuan planned to stay and help wash the dishes, but as soon as he stepped into the kitchen, he was rushed back to his room. "You are preparing to take the university entrance exam. Time is much more precious than mother's." Yu Fengnian looked at her daughter lovingly. "Besides, there are not many bowls. Mom can wash it by herself quickly." "Then..." "Come out to get fruit later, huh?" "Okay." Xue Siyuan responded obediently, and went back to the room and closed the door, like a mask The smile that was also hanging on his face suddenly faded completely. She leaned against the door panel, staring blankly at the air, expressionless. Maybe it only took a while, maybe it took a long time, until the sound of the water stopped, Xue Siyuan walked slowly towards the desk with heavy steps. To her, the distance of just a few steps is like crossing an endless river. When Xue Siyuan pulled away the chair, sat on it, and looked at the math test paper that he had just finished writing in the afternoon, he felt that the numbers floated up one by one as if by magic, forming chaotic characters floating in front of his eyes, unable to grasp or touch But it's very annoying. It gave her a momentary urge to tear up all the paper in front of her eyes.
Children who are not living in love have no stress. Xue Siyuan didn't know what happened to others, but as far as her own situation was concerned, it was a pain that she couldn't tell anyone. Just because I am loved and expected, I don't know how to deal with it. Because she didn't want to disappoint her parents, Xue Siyuan could only suppress all negative emotions and thoughts. Over time, her heart was like an active volcano. Under the calm surface was a surging undercurrent, and she didn't know when it would erupt. Just when Xue Siyuan was about to reach the critical point and was dying, she met a person. Bring her out of the abyss, breathe fresh air again, experience the warmth of the sun and the coolness of the water, and rekindle the curiosity, love, yearning and drive that this age should have for life and life. That man is the new teacher at the school. There is a nice name called Peng Yunchen.
Xue Siyuan did not lie to Yu Fengnian. Although she didn't have a happy life at school, she got along well with her classmates and teachers. This is actually not easy. In order for their daughter to receive the best education, Yu Fengnian and Xue Ling visited a lot of relationships before sending her to the premier international school in Beijing and Hong Kong. The children who study there are either rich or expensive, and only a few of them get places by relying on their outstanding talents and talents. The circles inside are clearly divided, and there are many invisible barriers. And Xue Siyuan is in it, so it can be said that he is an outlier among outliers. Her family was well-off at best, she had no worries about food and clothing, and her grades were pretty good, but it took a lot of effort to maintain it. She was hovering around the top 50 in her grade, and it was difficult to take a step forward. Like a wild flower surviving in the cracks, it can't stand the slightest disturbance.