Xue Xue and Peng Yunchen have not been in touch for a while.
It was like a joke, the promise to be friends with benefits was also forgotten, one was deliberately not mentioned, and the other was deliberately forgotten, and more than two months passed in the blink of an eye.
The time sequence has entered the junction of late autumn and early winter. As the air-conditioning mass goes south, the temperature drops in waves. Although Xue Xue lives on campus, she chooses to put most of her clothes in her room less than half an hour's drive away from home, which saves money. space in the dorm closet.
But the disadvantages are also obvious.
Just like now, in the afternoon when the temperature suddenly dropped, she was caught off guard and only put on a light coat. When she met Peng Yunchen, she sneezed loudly as a greeting before she could say anything.
Xue Xue rarely faced such an embarrassing dilemma.
She blew and rubbed her nose twice, and when she opened her mouth to speak, she felt up again.
But this time, Xue Xue, who was already prepared, abruptly suppressed the impulse again.
The consequence is that the physiological reaction is very uncomfortable, most of the eye sockets are suddenly red, and the black and white eyeballs are also covered with a thin layer of water mist.
Seeing this, Peng Yunchen had a thought.
"Why don't you wear more clothes?"
The words were wrong, and the tone was wrong.
So intimate.
Peng Yunchen thought so, but in the end, worry still prevailed.
"I still have a windbreaker in my office, let me put it on for you first?"
Xue Xue originally wanted to say that she was not cold, but upon hearing what the man said, she immediately turned a corner.
"Okay." She responded obediently. "Trouble teacher."
Peng Yunchen then took Xue Xue to the office.
They didn't communicate the whole time, but they met Mr. Zhang, who also taught Xue Siyuan before, and asked with a smile, "Come find Xiao Peng."
Before Peng Yunchen replied, Xue Xue had already said: "Yes."
"You guys really have a good relationship." Teacher Zhang joked with a smile, but didn't notice Peng Yunchen's expression and body that instantly became stiff. "Xiao Peng, you have to cherish it. Now there are not many students who will come back to see the teacher after graduation."
"Um… "
"Okay, I won't bother you chatting, I still have to catch up with the evening self-study of the second class, so let's go first."
"Okay, let's go slowly." "Goodbye, Mr. Zhang."
Because of this episode, the atmosphere between the two became more silent and treacherous.
After taking the coat, Peng Yunchen locked the door of the office again.
They didn't communicate with each other, but they all walked the same way to the staff parking lot at the back door.
This is actually a long detour.
"That's where I met my teacher."
Suddenly, Xue Xue spoke.
Peng Yunchen paused.
Xue Xue also stopped, didn't look at him, but said to himself: "That period was the time when I felt the most tired and uncomfortable, even to the point of despair, since I grew up."
She looked up to the sky.
"Stress is really terrible. It doesn't take external factors to crush a person from the inside."
In fact, Peng Yunchen's suicide in his previous life was not caused by pressure.
The feeling of being suspected, speculated, mistrusted, and gossip bit by bit, Xue Xueguang found it terrifying even in his imagination, let alone his personal experience.
"At that time, I often felt that I could not breathe." Xue Xue said softly: "But I dare not let anyone know, and I don't want my parents to worry, so I can only carry it by myself."
As if remembering the pain of the past, her expression twisted for a moment.
Peng Yunchen was about to comfort him, but before he could say anything, he heard Xue Xueluo say: "Until I met the teacher."
He was taken aback.
"Maybe teacher, you feel that you are just helping a confused student casually, but to me, it is far more than that."
"It may be a bit hypocritical to say this, but..." Xue Xue suddenly turned her head to stare at the man, and said clearly, "It was you who pulled me out of the abyss, so that I could experience the warmth of the sun again."
In a person's life, he will meet all kinds of people and experience big and small things.
Many people are very important and irreplaceable at the moment, but once they part, the fate disappears in the long river of time, and it is only a sigh when you occasionally recall it.
He cannot affect your life, nor can he control your life.
However, sometimes there will be a person whose existence traverses life and even saves you to a certain extent.
So you can't pick it up and you can't let it go.
Peng Yunchen's meaning to Xue Siyuan is typical of the latter.
If the other party lives well, maybe time will dilute everything in the end, but Peng Yunchen left, or because of a man-made accident, how could Xue Siyuan let it go easily
Even if her revenge was avenged, her obsession never dissipated.
Because of Xue Xue's sudden confession just now, the atmosphere between the two has undergone some subtle changes.
Before getting into the car, Peng Yunchen hesitated again.
"I think… "
"No, you don't want to." Xue Xue said before him: "Believe me, you can't find a better choice than me."
Facing the girl's nimble black pupils with a sly smile, Peng Yunchen suddenly had the illusion of digging a hole for himself to jump into.