In fact, he took the initiative to contact Xue Xue to deal with his ex-girlfriend.
Peng Yunchen found that he couldn't understand Ying An'an more and more.
The two were childhood sweethearts, and later became lovers logically. Along the way, they received far more blessings than doubts, so at the beginning, Peng Yunchen was very incomprehensible about An Anti's breakup.
"I know it's your dream to be a teacher."
"But, are you willing to just be a teacher?"
After Ying An'an's words fell, Peng Yunchen's immediate reaction was puzzled and confused.
"Why are you unwilling?"
he asks.
"The job of a civil servant is very stable, but no matter how well you do it, you are just a lifelong salary."
"Especially the teacher."
"When you become a high school teacher, you will only be a high school teacher in the future." Ying An'an looked at him with eyes that hated iron and steel. "You will always be an ordinary person in Beijing and Hong Kong."
It was the first time that Peng Yunchen felt strange to the woman in front of him.
What Ying An'an said, Peng Yunchen could understand every single word individually, but when put together, it was like a heavenly book, which made him doubt his language ability.
"We're just ordinary people, aren't we?" He took some time to find his voice, and tried to understand Ying An'an's words, or explain his thoughts. "And being a teacher... this profession is very meaningful. It can help children find their life direction and mediate psychological pressure. Although they can't be as meticulous as parents, there are many needs in this world..."
"enough!"
Ying An'an interrupted Peng Yunchen sharply and roughly.
"You're always like this." She gave a bleak smile. "Achen, I admit that you are really a very good person, but you don't understand what I want, you never understand."
She said softly: "I am not worthy of you, so let's break up."
For a moment, Peng Yunchen felt like a clown, funny and embarrassing.
In front of his girlfriend who he thought he could hold hands with until the end of his life.
Whether the other party has changed, or as Ying An'an said, he has never understood her, and Peng Yunchen can't figure it out.
The only thing they are clearly aware of is one fact: their plans for the future have seriously deviated.
Peng Yunchen is not the kind of person who would brazenly try to persuade him to stay.
This was the first time they broke up, in the year when Peng Yunchen was preparing for teaching resources.
Many people feel that they are on and off, but in fact, the two have never gotten back together in a strict sense.
It's just that one habit asks for another habit to give in, and one habit relies on another habit to carry it down. This creates the illusion of repeated breakups and reunions in the eyes of outsiders who don't know the inside story.
Sometimes Peng Yunchen also feels that he is quite sad.
But being with someone for a long time is like being addicted to drugs.
And most of the time, Ying An'an is considerate and considerate, she knows the proportion just right, and often retreats to the safest position when Peng Yunchen feels exhausted and wants to make a clean break, and returns to the cautious little sister next door.
It's not without reason that Peng Yunchen tolerated her more than others.
Ying An'an's parents died in a mountain disaster in her first year of junior high school, and her relatives were unwilling to bear the responsibility of raising her. Peng Yunchen's parents were so busy at work that they couldn't even take care of their own son, let alone a friend's daughter.
Half a year later, Ying An'an, who was sensitive and delicate, couldn't stand the pain of being regarded as a helper under the fence and asked for help, so they took the child into their own care.
At that time, Peng Yunchen was recuperating at home due to psychological factors, and Ying An'an's arrival was like a ray of sunshine falling into the shadows.
Since then, they have gotten closer and closer, and have confirmed their relationship early.
Everything is a matter of course.
Who would have thought that it would end like this
At first, Peng Yunchen thought that Ying An'an was just like himself, and hadn't adapted to the role transition of the two from lover to friend. After a long time, or if she and her new partner were confirmed, the situation would improve.
However, Peng Yunchen gradually realized that he thought things too simply.
He also thought of Ying An'an too well.
The other party has become quite a stranger.
The prosperity of Beijing and Hong Kong, the colorful life of the university and the feasting world outside have completely dazzled her eyes.
Peng Yunchen realized this fact again.
More precisely, he's been aware of it for a long time, but didn't face it until recently.
The turning point is Xue Xue.
After careful thinking during this period, Peng Yunchen finally admitted this.
At the same time, he knew that he could no longer turn a blind eye to the heartbeat that flashed but never disappeared.
As for when it started, the man doesn't want to think about it.
Sometimes, thinking too clearly will not make you happier.
Taking the initiative to ask Xue Xue out this time is a chance he gave himself.
It was caused by impulsiveness but he didn't regret it, especially after discovering that Xue Xueyi didn't hesitate, he thought that he should be braver.