At this moment, Lin Mo became a spectator just like Lao Gun before, but there was one difference between him and Lao Gun, what Lao Gun was experiencing at this moment were what Lin Mo had experienced before.
Lin Mo survived the same torture and pain because he had top-notch mental strength and the enhanced bewitching curse for self-awareness hypnosis.
These are the keys to Lin Mo's ability to easily overcome difficulties.
But Old Gun didn't.
Lin Mo's strength lies in his mental shield, that is, his defensive power.
Elder Scrolls' strength lies in the opponent's attack power, that is, the attack of the infinite despair illusion.
So Lin Mo can handle it, but Lao Gun can't.
This is equivalent to sending a soldier to the village to boost the economy. Since his professional expertise is not suitable, the result is naturally obvious.
Previously, Elder Roller evaluated himself and thought that he could hold on for hundreds of times. That was obviously an overestimation of his ability. In fact, after only a dozen times, Elder Roller could no longer hold on.
And this is not even one-third of what Lin Mo could bear.
Lin Mo tried to put an end to the endless cycle of despair that Old Gun was experiencing. He had already seen that Old Gun was not doing well. Lin Mo felt that it was time to have a chat with Old Gun and get some useful information.
For example, Lao Gun must know a lot of things that Lao Liu and Lao Bangzi don’t know.
But Lin Mo soon discovered that he could drag Old Gun into this endless cycle of despair, or he could escape from this endless cycle himself, but he couldn't bring Old Gun out.
After all, this wasn't something he came up with.
Seeing that Lao Gun was getting worse and worse, his mind was becoming confused and he was showing signs of collapse, Lin Mo thought about it and decided to put all his mental energy into the next cycle.
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"Who am I?"
Lao Gun, no, it could also be Ye Chengxin, or maybe the protagonist of other tragedies, because every tragic life is so real to him.
Unless one has extraordinary mental strength and self-hypnosis ability to stabilize the mind, it is impossible to resist this kind of mental attack.
Anyway, Elder Scrolls is now on the brink of collapse.
The most terrifying thing is that after the extreme confusion, he has begun to forget who he is, because his past memories, including the memory of Elder Gun, have begun to become a little vague.
It is equivalent to that every time he restarts the cycle of reincarnation, he believes that he is the protagonist of this tragic life experience.
Maybe his surname is Zhang, or Wang, or someone else.
This time, his name was Liu Sanbao.
No education, no diploma, no skills.
He supported his family by working on construction sites. His family arranged a blind date for him in his early years, and he married a woman and had a child. His life was pretty good.
The work at the construction site is very tiring and the income is not that high. It is all hard-earned money. It is not a big deal when you are young, but when you get older, you will suffer from a lot of diseases.
If you are unlucky and get injured, it will be even more troublesome.
As the saying goes, if you walk by the river, you will get your feet wet.
Liu Sanbao accidentally fell from the second floor and fainted on the spot. He was sent to the hospital with a broken leg. The doctor said that even if he was cured, he would still be a cripple.
Walking is difficult, let alone working.
The contractor came to see me a few times, gave me some fruit, left me three thousand yuan, and never came back again.
For other people, they have seen similar things many times and they handle them in the same way, basically just paying a few thousand yuan to settle the matter.
What
Want compensation and an appraisal of work-related injury
That’s fine, I won’t stop you, but who understands this, and who is willing to go through this
Well, if you go and cause trouble, they are not afraid of you and will give you a little bit of compensation at most. But this little bit of compensation is not for free, you have to sign an agreement.
It means that there will be no more trouble because of this matter in the future.
Liu Sanbao didn't want to bother either. He thought that he had earned some money over the years, and he was almost fifty years old. The worst that could happen was that he would go back to his hometown and find a job as a doorman. Although he would earn less, it would not mean that he would lose all his income.
But he forgot one thing.
If someone like him can make money, his family may be able to survive, but if he can't, he may not even be considered a human being.
After returning home, his wife treated him as a burden and was extremely disgusted with him.
In order to survive, Liu Sanbao endured it.
Even if he is met with cold words every day, he can bear it.
After all, the other party is his wife and they have children.
But before his leg could heal, something happened at home again.
My child who is in the third year of junior high school is sick.
Liu Sanbao was so anxious that he was running around with his lame leg. Later, the doctor said that the child needed a blood transfusion, so Liu Sanbao naturally agreed to donate blood to the child without hesitation.
As a result, problems arose.
Bloody mismatch.
The county doctor asked him, are you father and son
This question confused Liu Sanbao.
He was anxious.
How could an honest man be suspected like this and be told that his son was not his biological son? This was Lao Liu's sore spot and he got angry on the spot.
But this incident became a thorn.
Later, Liu Sanbao secretly did a paternity test, and the result was like a bolt from the blue, which made this honest man feel suffocated.
The son is not his.
His son was not his biological son.
Liu Sanbao was very angry at that time.
He went to his wife to question her, and she readily admitted that she was pregnant during the blind date and that she was looking for him just to find someone to take over.
"Who told you not to ask clearly? You didn't see it. Besides, what do you have to lose? You got a son for free, you should be happy."
Liu Sanbao called the woman shameless, and the woman immediately cursed back, and she did so while jumping up and down. Not only did she curse, she also hit him.
Liu Sanbao had a lame leg and was a little unable to fight back. It would have been fine if he hadn't won the fight, but the verbal battle was even more disastrous. In the end, he was so embarrassed that his face turned red and he was so angry that he almost died.
It's useless.
The woman cried and made a fuss while sitting on the ground, saying that she was alone at home, raising a child with great difficulty. After taking care of the young one, she also had to take care of the old one, and she also did not neglect any housework.
"Isn't it just that the son is not yours? Is that important? The son still calls you dad, you haven't suffered any loss, and he will be able to take care of you in your old age. Liu Sanbao, you bastard, what are you doing? What right do you have to make a fuss? Have I enjoyed happiness with you? I haven't enjoyed a single day of happiness, and in the end you treat me like this."
Next the woman began to talk about her difficulties.
Liu Sanbao only felt that there was a breath stuck in his chest, which could neither go up nor down.
It's so uncomfortable.
According to what this woman said, it seems that he has not responded yet. Is he the one who is being unreasonable and wasting his good life
Things don't seem to be like this, even if it makes sense, it's not like this.
Finally, the woman said she wanted a divorce.
It should be that she was taking advantage of the situation, or the woman had long wanted to kick out Lao Liu, a half-crippled man.
I won’t be able to make much money in the future, and I still have to take care of you. You’re basically a burden.
It was only at this time that Liu Sanbao discovered a problem.
Over the years, all the money he earned went to this woman, and he got nothing in return.
Money, no.
The child is not my biological child.
What on earth had he been trying to achieve in his life
At this moment, Liu Sanbao felt what pain and despair were. The person he thought was closest to him crushed his hopes with his own hands.
There is no hope for life.
The devastated Liu Sanbao cried.
He didn't even cry when he fell from the second floor and broke his leg.
But in fact, this is just the beginning of Liu Sanbao's miserable life. If nothing unexpected happens, he will encounter even more miserable, desperate and painful things later.
Until this despair completely crushed and broke him.
But at this moment, Liu Sanbao felt someone grabbing his hand and then handing him something.
It's a knife.
Then, suddenly, he seemed to hear someone speaking to him.
“Kill him!”
This sentence was like an imperial decree, and also like a guiding lighthouse in the dark ocean. It seemed to be the source of all his hope.
Liu Sanbao felt that he had to do as this sentence said.
Because what the other party said makes sense.
He lost everything.
It's all this woman's fault. Not only is the son not mine, but all the money I earned over the years is gone. And she abandoned me when I needed help the most.
This is intolerable.
If you are a man, you can't tolerate it.
Before, Liu Sanbao didn’t know what to do, but now, he had a knife in his hand and guidance.
Then what happens next is very simple.
Liu Sanbao stabbed the woman to the ground like a madman, and then stabbed her again and again amid her screams.
Blood spurted out.
It was all over his face, hands, arms, and clothes, but Liu Sanbao didn't care at all. He was just venting the anger, unwillingness and pain in his heart. It seemed that only in this way could he make a breakthrough in the despair that was suppressing him and let him, who was already suffocating, take a breath.
Soon the woman stopped moving.
Someone pulled Liu Sanbao and ran.
Liu Sanbao glanced at the person who was pulling him. He seemed to be a young man from the same village, but he forgot his name.
The other party pulled Liu Sanbao outside and hid somewhere.
"Now, it's much more comfortable."
The young man who pulled Liu Sanbao to expose himself asked, his voice had a sense of freedom and otherworldliness.
Liu Sanbao nodded subconsciously.
The young man reached out and took the knife from Liu Sanbao's hand.
"Give it to me, it's mine!"
Obviously, he was the one who handed the knife to me just now.
After taking the knife, the young man threw it into the bushes in the distance.
"Let me introduce myself to you formally. My name is Lin Mo. Old Gun, I came to see you because I actually want to have a good chat with you."
"Who? Old Roll, who is Old Roll?"
Liu Sanbao asked.
A face full of confusion.
At this time Liu Sanbao felt fear because he knew he had killed someone.
In this world, murder is the greatest sin and must be punished with death.
Anyone would be a little panicked at this time.
"Don't be afraid. You're going to die anyway. If you kill someone now, you can die more comfortably. Really, I've played the role of Liu Sanbao before. To be honest, what happened later was ten or even a hundred times more miserable than what you're going through now. I'm helping you get rid of this now, and you should thank me."
Lin Mo smiled and took credit for himself, as if he had done something good.
Liu Sanbao was confused by what he heard.
At this time, Lin Mo was a little surprised.
"You really can't remember? No way, your mental strength is so weak? You should know that this attack method is your own, and you can't even defend yourself. This shouldn't be the case."
Although it seems a little unbelievable, this is the reality.
This time, Lin Mo paid a price to enter this reincarnation and found that Old Gun had completely forgotten everything in the past.
He forgot who he was.
From a certain perspective, Elder Scrolls is already dead.
Spiritual death.
What remains here is just a "shell" of his, and he experiences pain and despair countless times.
Because if he didn't die, the accumulation of pain and despair would drive him completely crazy and turn him into another kind of horrible existence.
At this point, Elder Scrolls couldn't hold on. He chose to give up and choose spiritual death.
Therefore, everything in the past will be completely forgotten.
Because at least every time, it is a new beginning. Even if it is destined to be a tragedy, what has passed is like a turned page and will never appear again.
Lin Mo shook his head and jumped out of this cycle.
Then he jumped again, completely breaking free from this unique spiritual cycle.
When he opened his eyes, Lin Mo saw Lao Liu wailing on the ground, with Lao Gun's thigh fused with him, but obviously, Lao Liu was not seriously injured.
The old Korean almost hid.
His belly had grown several sizes, but at least he wasn't dead.
Lin Mo loosened his hand at this time and threw Lao Gun's remains on the ground. These things quickly rotted on their own and turned into a pile of mud-like substance.
This represents the spiritual death of Elder Scrolls.
At this time Lin Mo walked over, patted Lao Liu and Lao Bangzi, and said, "Stop yelling. Lao Gun is finished now. We need to come up with a plan on what to do next."