As the door of the study was closed, Lin Jiayi felt that the surrounding environment suddenly became quiet.
The assistant told her a lot of things, and she actually listened to them and kept them in her heart, but she just couldn't understand what the assistant's words meant.
She didn't know how long she had been sitting at the desk, she always felt a little bored, she wanted to go out to get some air, and when she came back to her senses, she was already on the main road.
She didn't wear a coat or a change of shoes, but she brought a mobile phone.
On winter nights, it was very cold outside, but at this moment, she inexplicably liked the howling, biting cold wind, which could make her more awake and allow her to face the truth more rationally.
She thought that she might have walked aimlessly on the main road for a long time after leaving home, so her feet hurt from walking.
She didn't want to go any further, so she randomly found a place on the side of the road and sat down.
She thought about it seriously for a while, and then recalled that when she walked out of the house, she changed the password of the house, because Qin Ting knew it, and then when she was in the elevator, she blocked Qin Ting's phone number, and left When they reached the first floor, they told the front desk on duty that Qin Ting would come over in the future and stop him directly outside the building and not let him enter the elevator.
She did the right thing, this is her style... She is not a sloppy person, and it is not her character to be indecisive. Qin Ting is like that.
In fact, he used her name to cheat and abduct her in Beijing to earn cooperation... She didn't feel that bad.
He is married, married for ten years, and has a wife named Song Ying... She doesn't seem to be that uncomfortable.
After he met her again, he felt that she was in good condition, and wanted to give her a hug and abandon his first wife... She didn't seem to say that it was too uncomfortable.
However, he told his wife their time in the United States as a story of the past, and he never even lost his memory. His accident was a scene he directed...but it made her feel uncomfortable to death.
He didn't know her background, and if she wanted to make a fortune, that's fine... He told her that since she was a child, Lin Jiayi, the most important thing she lacked was backbone. If he didn't love her, she would definitely let her go graciously, but he actually used He faked his death to escape her, and left her with a love that she thought was beautiful, and she kept her heart on it for eleven years.
Eleven years... Nineteen to thirty years old, a woman spent all her best years and years on him... What happened? In the end, one of the endings she got was that all her sincerity was fed to the dog!
She really doesn't want to pursue the question of whether it's worth it or not, because the matter has come to this point, she chose the path, and she has no complaints.
It's just that the only thing she can't accept is... the beautiful dream of her youth, it turned out to be really just a dream of hers...
Some people, some love... are not afraid of getting along day after day, what you are most afraid of is sudden death, because after death, you will only remember the good... Maybe Qin Ting is really not that good, it was his death, her sudden death Lost, let her infinitely beautify him in her mind and beautify him again... Then he became the white moonlight in her heart, the white moonlight that no one can surpass.
does she love him Do you really love him
She doesn't even know... Perhaps, what she has always loved is the white moonlight that was conjured up in her heart.