cancel... don't cancel... don't cancel... cancel...
The two answers fluctuated in Shi Yao's mind for a long time, but she did not find a definite answer.
In the end, Shi Yao replied with four words: "I don't know."
"I was also annoyed by this incident. When I found out that I had a fiancé, I was only thirteen years old. At that time, I didn't know what a fiancé was? All I knew was that one day, a car drove up to my house Downstairs, then the car took my parents and I to a big and beautiful house. The old man in the house was very kind. He gave me a lot of delicious food, and a lot of candies that I never had. The way I've seen it... "
"Then my mother told me that as long as I became the fiancée of this young master, I could eat these candies all the time. I was quite happy at that time, but that night, I saw the fiancé they were talking about, a very beautiful little girl. Brother, he is prettier than the boys in the cartoons I watched. I was very happy when I saw him. I really wanted to be friends with him, but he was very fierce to me... "
"Then I was frightened by him. I thought he was not beautiful at all. He was no different from the devil in cartoons. I ran to my parents and told me that I don't want to be his fiancee. My parents gave birth to a baby I was very angry, especially my father, who smashed the chair and told me that I could not refuse... I have never made my parents angry since I was a child. At that time, my father said, if I am disobedient, I will not be there. What is it? I can't remember the situation too clearly, anyway, I just didn't resist, and he probably didn't resist his family, so my relationship with him has continued like this... "
"There are some things. When I was young, I might really understand half of them, but as I got older, I gradually understood. I have a fiancé, and I can't be like girls of the same age. It's wrong to make friends with other boys, and I can't like boys, that's also wrong... "
"How should I put it? Anyway, throughout my adolescence, I kept in mind that I had a fiancé, and a fiancé who ignored me and maybe didn't even know me, so I couldn't hate like girls of the same age. Wanton love... Even if I have someone I want to like, I only dare to like it, not like... "
Shi Yao didn't realize it herself, and unconsciously, she typed out the words that she had kept in her heart for so many years and dared not say.
After she clicked send, she was stunned for a while before she realized that she seemed to have talked too much. She hurriedly withdrew a large string of texts, then changed a sentence and sent it to Mr. Digital: "It's not early at that time. I'm going to take a shower and go to bed, bye."
Mr. Numbers did not return her messages.
Shi Yao secretly breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that he probably didn't look at the phone, that is to say, he didn't see her long-winded words just now, and then put down the phone and went to the bathroom in peace.
After she came out of the bathroom, she saw an extra message in the wechat on her mobile phone.
[111111]: "Good night."
Shi Yao replied with a "good night" expression and fell asleep.
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At the same time, the old house of the Lin family.
Lin Jiage glanced at the good night emoji Shi Yao sent on his phone, and didn't reply to her, but got up and walked to the balcony.