The autumn wind was rustling, mixed with a bit of chill, blowing on Lin Jiage's body head-on, which made him wake up a lot after staying indoors for a long time.
He stared at the picturesque greening of the neighborhood in front of him for a while, and suddenly the long string of messages that Shi Yao just sent him flashed through his mind.
She might think that he didn't have time to read it at all... In fact, he read everything verbatim... Although he scanned it very quickly, his natural memory is amazing... Although he didn't dare to say it, he could memorize it perfectly , but he remembered all the important points in her words.
It turned out that her first impression of him was so good... The handsome little brother like in the comics made her very happy...
If he hadn't resisted at that time, if he had accepted her existence at that time, wouldn't that little her have fallen in love with him at that time
It turned out that she, like him, had resisted before, and also failed to resist...
In the process of growing up, he never took her as a fiancee seriously. If he met the girl he liked before he was tempted by her, he thought he would not care about her existence and control his liking , he would chase that girl generously, and even for that girl, he would not hesitate to get rid of her, a fiancée who could have existed in name only at the time... but she didn't... She actually was intangible because of him. With the existence of her fiancé, she dare not stay with boys for too long, nor dare to like boys...
The most beautiful part of a girl's youth is her high school and college days, but more than half of her time was wasted on him.
That's right... He and her have never been together. Although they are guarding the relationship between a fiancee, they don't have the joy and sweetness that a man and a woman should have, but she still gives him her youthful time.
From the age of thirteen to the age of nineteen, in these six years, she never had any chance to live the life she wanted.
She said, wanton love, wanton hate... That is the capital that everyone possessed when they were young and frivolous, but she didn't.
She also said that even if I have someone I want to like, I only dare to like it because I want to like it, not like it...
Thinking... such a simple word, it turns out that such a painful and amazing force can be emitted from behind it.
Lin Jiage knew that he was feeling sorry for the girl he liked.
Until today, he didn't know what kind of unfair treatment the girl she liked has been enjoying all this time.
Whether it's her family, or his family...
Lin Jiage couldn't help thinking of those words he overheard at his grandfather's door last night.
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Time passed quickly, and before you knew it, it was the day when Mr. Lin held a birthday party for his deceased wife.
The venue was still chosen at the Beijing World Hotel, but this time it was dinner instead of lunch.
Shi Yao went to Beijing World Hotel from school. She left a bit late because she was giving extra lessons to the students. When she arrived, everyone was present except for Lin Linjiage.
After she greeted the elders in the room, her mother called her name and asked her to accompany her to the bathroom.
Shi Yao knew that going to the bathroom was not the point, the point was that the mother wanted to find an excuse to say something to her.
She didn't refuse, followed her mother, and left the box.