"Does it hurt that much?"
"It's okay..." Lin Che pulled her hand back, "It's okay, it's a little sore, maybe I used too much force..."
"I'm sorry..." Gu Jingze looked down at her and said.
I almost lost my mind last night. I only cared about making myself comfortable, but I didn't care about her body.
There were several times in total, and each time lasted for a long time. She must be very tired.
Lin Che shook her head, "It doesn't matter, I don't blame you."
Gu Jingze said, "In the end, it's still my fault."
"I really don't blame you." Lin Che said, "I can't watch you suffocate to death."
“…”
Lin Che remembered that she had volunteered to sacrifice herself last night, and quickly explained, "So... I said I can help you, even if I use myself to help you, it doesn't matter. Anyway, I just see how uncomfortable you are. What if?" It can’t be over the effect of the medicine, and if you are suppressed again, I won’t be able to explain it to others, right?”
Therefore, she had no other intention in saying that, just to help him.
Gu Jingze looked at her, "I understand, I understand what you mean, but I can't use you as an antidote. You are not an antidote. You are not an object. You are a person. I can't do that."
Lin Che was stunned.
I didn't expect that he would think like this.
His respect made her feel warm in her heart.
This is Gu Jingze, so good.
Gu Jingze thought that he had finally maintained the last bottom line, otherwise he would really feel unable to forgive himself.
Lin Che's fingers slid unconsciously on the sheets, she lowered her head and said, "It... doesn't matter, it's not an antidote."
"It's the antidote. It was my unconscious venting. I can't vent it on you."
In his opinion, although that kind of thing is something he wants to do, it should also be something that can only be done when two people respect each other.
It is sacred and pure, not a mere vent.
If it's just a matter of venting and it doesn't make the other person happy, but makes her feel pain, then it's disrespectful to her.
If he is just venting, then how is he different from those mindless beasts
Lin Che looked at Gu Jingze and felt once again that he was truly a person worthy of respect because he was willing to respect others.
How many men of his status take women as trophies, like collecting stamps, and play with all kinds of women, which shows no respect for women.
However, with such a status, he has maintained his own bottom line.
Gu Jingze said, "Here, let me rub your hands."
Gu Jingze took her hand.
"No... I haven't washed my hands yet, they're dirty..." She wanted to withdraw her hands.
However, he frowned and held her hand.
"Don't move, let me do it." Gu Jingze said, reaching out and gently rubbing her arm.
But sure enough, I immediately saw that there were still traces of yesterday on my arms. Later, I was too tired and didn't wash them off, so I just went to sleep.
Looking at the mottled marks at this time, Gu Jingze felt as if the effect of the medicine was coming again.
The feeling of looking at something that belongs to you on the tender white skin of a girl is really the best drug...
It can naturally arouse the desire to conquer in a man's heart all of a sudden.
He quickly averted his eyes, but felt very guilty in his heart.
Lin Che also caught sight of it and blushed even more embarrassedly, "It's really... dirty..."
"How could it be? Didn't I tell you before that this is not dirty?" He leaned close to her ear and whispered softly, "This is something that belongs to me. Why is it dirty..."
“…”
Lin Che hurriedly shook off his hand, "Okay, there's no need to do it. I'm not in so much pain anymore. I'm going to take a shower."
With that said, Lin Che hurriedly ran out of bed, rushed into the bathroom, looked at his color on her body... and felt even more speechless for a moment.
Looking in the mirror makes me feel even crazier.
There were numerous handprints and lip marks on her body, and she looked as if she had just experienced a disaster.
His rough actions on her, including kisses and rubbings, echoed in her mind. Looking at it now, she was really... extremely shy.
She looked at herself in the mirror, and her face suddenly turned red to the root of her neck.
She is really a ****, she must be a masochist at heart, so when she sees herself like this, she can still think of being shy...
However, it actually didn't hurt very much. Although it looked a little scary, it probably had something to do with her physique. Her skin was too white, so even the slightest exertion would leave traces. Otherwise, it wouldn't look so scary.
And outside.
At this time, someone came in and asked Gu Jingze, saying that Miss Mo was here and waiting for him outside.
Gu Jingze frowned, looked at the person and said, "Just say I have to rest today and let her go."
But the single visitor said, "Sir, Miss Mo said that she won't leave until she sees you today."
Gu Jingze sighed deeply. Seeing that Lin Che was still washing up, he didn't want Lin Che to go out and see Mo Huiling hanging at the door, so he might as well go out and settle the matter first.
So Gu Jingze nodded in agreement first.
After going out, she saw Mo Huiling at the door with an anxious look on her face, and she rushed over.
"Jingze, are you okay... are you okay?"
He raised his head and saw that Gu Jingze had nothing on his face, and he didn't feel haggard at all. On the contrary, he looked very energetic.
Mo Huiling was surprised. Since he couldn't touch a woman, he must have been holding it in all night. The effect of this medicine was so strong, and he probably wouldn't be overly affected by it. How could he still be so energetic
Gu Jingze avoided her hand. Although he didn't want to be so heartless, he still couldn't help feeling disgusted.
Mo Huiling was stunned and bit her lower lip. She knew that she had gone too far and did not dare to say anything. She sobbed softly, "I'm sorry, I know I was wrong. I didn't know that the medicine would be so powerful. I really , I just want to be with you well. My dream is to be your woman, even if it’s just for one day. Waiting for so many years is not a waste. However, I am really unwilling to accept it. I have obviously stayed for so many years. , I want to give you my first time, but why, I can’t give it to you in the end. I just want to give you my best thing... "
"Okay, Huiling."
That's right, he was sorry for her and couldn't let her get the happiness she deserved. During the many years she was his girlfriend, she never had a moment of tenderness.
However, it still makes people feel tired to say this all the time and over and over again.
Mo Huiling said hurriedly, "Do you listen to me? I also wanted to stay and take care of you at night, but I was afraid that if I touched you, your illness would become more serious, so I left. Really, you don't know, How heartbroken I felt when I left..."