You have never had a savior complex, and even when you are stuck in a cycle, you never think about saving the world, just treat it as some extra days in your long life, try to spend every day Just do it well.
You will help the elderly wherever you go, but you just don't want to see the elderly suffer, which makes you think of the elders in your own family.
But you never thought that a random act of yours could really change a person's life.
You are at a loss and helpless, and you don't understand the meaning of God's reincarnation.
Is it to save the cat litter lady who was hurt by the air conditioner
Or to save this homeless old man who fainted on the road due to hypoglycemia caused by hunger
If you shoulder the burden of your own life like walking on thin ice, how can you shoulder the heavy life of so many people
"What's wrong with you? Did you know the old man just now?"
Someone sees you sitting on the side of the road in a daze after hearing the news, and pushes you, "Since you know each other, why are you still sitting here stupidly! Find out which hospital it was sent to, hurry up and have a look!"
This push woke you up, and you got up as if you had just woken up from a dream.
Fortunately, not long after the incident happened, the owner of the car involved was negotiating with the traffic police who arrived after him. You went over and inquired about the hospital where the old man was taken, and found that it was not far away, so you trotted all the way there.
When you ran to the hospital out of breath and inquired about the situation of the old man, the little nurse at the reception desk of the emergency department asked you what your relationship was with the old man.
You are at a loss again.
In this cycle, do you know the old man
No, you don't know each other.
Not only did they not know each other, they didn't even send an early friendship.
Even if you meet him, what can you say
He is already in such a miserable state, why should he still accept strangers' onlookers in his illness
"I was just a passerby at the scene and wanted to know how he was doing."
You got stuck, smiled helplessly, and found a place outside the emergency room to sit down and wait.
Even though we can't meet each other, at least we need to know whether he will be fine in the end.
The hospital is really a place you are all too familiar with. After taking off that military uniform, you spent the last few months of her life with your mother in the hospital, and you have seen too many joys and sorrows.
But there is no place like the emergency department that makes you feel like you are always racing against death.
You watched the tall ambulance driver and the accompanying doctor push the cart into the emergency room, and you also saw the family members of the patients come out of the emergency room crying and mourning;
You see the patients crying for help, and the rescued people shouting "I don't want to live".
There has been no news from the old man.
You know from the family members who have been waiting next door that the accident related to the bus and the tanker that happened this afternoon has affected many people, because the burn department of this hospital is better, and many patients have been referred here. The emergency department is so busy because of the accident in the afternoon.
You were shocked when you heard that the accident had suffered heavy casualties and that the death toll now exceeds twenty.
The little nurse in the emergency department originally thought you were a relative of the old man, but it turned out that you were just a kind-hearted person passing by, looking at you curiously and helping you find out about the old man's current situation.
The homeless old man suffered from severe malnutrition and was getting old. This time he fainted on the road due to hunger and was run over by an oncoming car.
Fortunately, the incident happened in an urban area, the speed of the car was not fast, and the driver responded in a timely manner, so no secondary injuries were caused.
However, because of his poor physical fitness, he had a lot of problems on his body, and his bones were loose, which made the originally not complicated first aid a bit difficult, and his organs were also damaged to varying degrees.
During this period, the driver involved finally arrived.
When encountering any kind of incident, the first thing most people think of is whether they have been touched by others, but this driver has been very kind from the beginning to the end.
He not only paid the corresponding fees, but also said that his car was insured, and the insurance company would be responsible for the follow-up treatment expenses of the old man. He asked the hospital to do its best to treat the old man. He knew that the old man was a homeless person. Nursing and living expenses are also paid by him.
After listening to the driver's words, you breathed a sigh of relief.
You also want to do something for this old man, such as helping him pay some expenses, but you are really too poor, and all the money in your body adds up to less than three thousand.
Three thousand yuan may not be enough for a surgery.
At this time, a doctor came out of the emergency room in a hurry, making a phone call while walking.
"I don't care how many of you there are. The old man who was sent in a car accident just now has type AB blood. Now our department does not have enough blood type AB. If you don't find a way to get blood for me, you will die!"
It may be that the result of the communication was not very smooth, she seemed to be scolding.
"I know that there was an explosion today, and the blood was tense, but if your blood bank is out of blood, how should we do surgery? How to save people? We are doing emergency work, and the blood is waiting to save lives! No blood transfusion, this The patient will die!"
"I don't care how you raised it, even if you draw it, you have to send me the blood!"
After making the phone call, she asked the nurse for something, and hurried to the operating room again.
"Suck me!"
Hearing what the doctor just growled, you stood up involuntarily and rushed to the doctor.
"Doctor, I have type AB blood, where should I go to donate blood so that I can use blood for the old man just now?!"
You've never been so thankful that you were still able to help save this old man's life.
After the hospital's test, your blood was confirmed to be usable, so you donated 400 CC of blood at the blood collection center designated by the hospital, and hurried back to the hospital, waiting for the emergency situation of the elderly.
You waited outside the emergency room for more than an hour, the old man finally finished the operation, his life was fine, and he was transferred to the general ward.
Knowing this result, you breathed a sigh of relief in the emergency department.
You haven’t eaten dinner, you’re highly nervous, and you’ve been drawn 400 CCs of blood. Now you feel relaxed, and you seem to be collapsed on the bench, sweating profusely, unable to stand up for a long time.
The little nurse who was in charge of receiving and directing your blood just now saw you like this, hurried over with a cup of sugar water, helped you drink it, and fed you some bread and snacks.
You thanked her for her help, and you were really about to leave when the little nurse looked around, snuggled up to you quietly, and whispered in your ear:
"The old man has already gone to the general ward. I see that you are worried about him. Shall I take you to see him?"
You worry that this is inappropriate, but the little nurse tells you it's okay.
So you followed the little nurse to the inpatient building at the back, and in a four-person ward, you saw the homeless old man who had just been sent to the ward.
Since his family members could not be found and he did not have a valid identity document on him, the driver who hit and injured him and the traffic police sent over helped him complete the hospitalization procedures after busy work.
Seeing you being led by the little nurse and knowing that you are a kind person who donated blood for him, they all expressed their appreciation to you and thanked you for your selfless help.
You smiled wryly and accepted the praise from others, and went to the hospital bed to visit the old man.
Just as you bent down to pull the quilt for him, he suddenly woke up.
Seeing you, he seemed to regard you as someone else, and held your hand weakly.
"Don't learn from me!"
His fingers are weak, but his eyes are fixed on you, and he said word by word: "You have to do everything well, everything is very important! Don't become like me."
You were shivered by the cold fingers of the old man holding the water, and looked at him with a surprised expression.
"He's awake!"
The driver and the police, who were waiting for the patient to wake up, surrounded him.
Doctors and nurses rushed over, taking body temperature and asking questions.
It's a pity that after you let go of your hand, the old man's consciousness is not clear, and he can't speak clearly. What he mutters in his mouth is words that others can't understand.
When others gathered around to care about the condition of the elderly, you withdrew your palm and quietly left the ward.
The two met by chance, but because of some accidents, they had an emotional connection, but if we really want to say how deep the relationship is, how is it possible
Just knowing he's alive and cared for will put your mind at ease.
You are now truly letting go of the burden in your heart.
Before leaving the hospital, the beautiful little nurse flashed a pair of big eyes and hoped that you would leave her a contact information, so that she can send you a message or call you if there is any follow-up on the grandfather.
You declined her offer.
As you said, you are just an ordinary passerby. You have given your kindness, but you have not considered other people's lives to be your responsibility.
What was originally caused by your negligence is also made up for by your blood donation. You have no regrets for the homeless old man.
And tomorrow is not necessarily tomorrow. It doesn't make much sense for the old man to follow up and leave a call.
You walked away like a chivalrous man who did good deeds without leaving his name. You didn't see the figure of the little nurse stomping her feet in depression in the night wind.
After you confirmed the old man's physical condition and left the hospital, it was already ten o'clock in the evening, and the time for winning the lottery had already passed.
But it doesn't matter, the mobile phone can also check the results of today's lottery online.
After a day of tossing around, you are finally hungry, find a convenience store, make a bowl of instant noodles in front of the windowsill, take out your phone and start searching for the results of today's lottery.
The lottery ticket you just took out of your pocket is placed in front of the instant noodles, and you are sucking on the noodles while waiting for the search results.
A few minutes later, you throw the lottery ticket in the trash.
The lottery was drawn, and someone still won 500 million, but the number was not the one you bought, and the winner became a lucky lottery player from another province.
And the lottery numbers you memorized so hard yesterday are now a piece of waste paper.
This is the only life-changing solution that you can hope for at your level, and it is now shattered.
You hold the hot instant noodles in your hands, but your body is as cold as falling into an ice cave.
[It turns out that everything can change, only you are stuck in this day and will not change.]
The author has something to say: Because the little brother and Li Shiqing on the bus team are desperately changing the timeline, so every day is actually different, not struggling in the same timeline. As long as the time has been changed, different results will be fanned out by the wings of the butterfly, including the daily lottery numbers, so the operation of the little brother who wants to use the lottery to get rich the next day is not very reliable;