Your rationality tells you that the master is an expert in express delivery, and you should ask the master for help.
But in your heart, you just want to find someone who can believe in your inner distress and vomit your bitterness.
Since you fell into the cycle, you spend every day as an ordinary day, saving this, helping that, but you seem to have nowhere to go, and you can't see any hope.
I know you today, but I will forget you tomorrow;
The people who are saved today will become the responsibility you have been carrying on your shoulders tomorrow.
You are not an emotional person, I don’t know where this sense of exhaustion and loss comes from, but you know that a master who is as pragmatic as you is definitely not an emotional person.
So you decide to muster up the courage to talk to Ms. Maosha and see if you can open up your mind.
Going out early in the morning again, you delivered breakfast to the homeless elderly for the nth time, called the Homeless Rescue Station on the street corner, then ate some breakfast casually, and went to the company.
As usual, the master praised you for your enthusiasm on the first day of work, and then he installed the car for you himself.
You delivered the morning express as quickly as possible, and stayed up until noon when you received a call from the master before returning to the delivery point to pick up the afternoon express.
After lunch, it's almost one o'clock. You called in advance, and then you carried the cat litter to Qin Rourou's house.
Maybe because her job doesn't require you to go out, she's always in pajamas whenever you come, which makes you a little uncomfortable.
It's not like the previous few times, those times were not for her safety, or faced with doubts. Every time you faced her before, it was an emergency. Like this, you are obviously two strangers, but you still have to find a way to make up Speaking up, it's strange no matter how you look at it.
It's a bit like a scumbag who wants to strike up a conversation with a girl who looks thin and looks good.
Considering that you are just a poor and white courier instead of rich and handsome, you may be easily regarded as a scum who wants to eat swan meat...
So you mustered up the courage to speak to her several times, but when your eyes touched the rose red silk pajamas of the other party, you put them back again, unable to open your mouth for a long time.
"What's the matter with you?"
On the other hand, Qin Rourou was surprised to see that you didn't leave after delivering the cat litter, so she frowned and asked you coldly.
"Nothing… "
If you can’t open your mouth, you might as well forget it.
Just when you were holding the signing slip and were about to tell her to be careful, the cat she kept ran out from nowhere, with its two front legs pounced on your calf, jumping up like it was going to climb a tree trunk, while jumping Also meowing meowingly.
"Ah, I'm sorry, Pippi is usually very afraid of people."
The young lady didn't expect that her cat would use the delivery man as a scratching post. She was startled and hurried to fish for it.
However, the more she fished, the tighter the cat's grip became, and even its claws stretched out. Even if the courier company's uniform is solid and durable, it can't withstand the cat's claws hanging like this. You feel like your calf was instantly pierced by an awl. Countless times, and the "awl" seems to be hanging on your leg and piercing upwards, so I was immediately stupid.
This cat looks like a famous breed cat, but it dare not kick it, but if it crawls again, it will jump to your waistband.
You are angry and anxious, and the little sister is also very worried. You dare not move, and the young lady is pulling on your leg. Seeing her hand trying to comfort the kitten is getting higher and higher, you finally can't help holding it down. on her shoulder.
"I'll do it myself, I'll figure it out myself!"
Your whole face flushed, and you stammered, "Really, the more you scratch it, the crazier it gets!"
When the little sister came back to her senses and looked up at you, she immediately noticed the embarrassment of this posture, and quickly took a few steps back in embarrassment, watching you squat down and coax the kitten with a particularly gentle and magnetic voice.
In the end, Pippi the kitten lay in your arms like a coquettish little girl, letting you caress its back, purring comfortably from its throat.
You saved your pants and your lower body. Although your thighs and calves hurt a little, you still breathed a sigh of relief.
"Is your leg okay? Do you want some medicine?"
When you raised your head, you found that Qin Rourou was also blushing.
Although I don't understand why she blushed, but with this outburst, your original worries dissipated a lot. Holding the kitten, you hesitated for a while, and finally opened the mouth to her.
"Miss Qin, actually..."
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half an hour later.
"So, I told you, when you finally can't bear it, you can talk to me?"
Sitting on the sofa opposite you, Qin Rourou is wrapped in a cashmere shawl, listening to your experience in a very relaxed manner, and asking a few questions from time to time.
"Yes, I don't know why you would believe me and tell me such a private thing."
You said puzzled.
Telling strangers about your childhood crush is a bit embarrassing.
Not to mention that she is said to be the only one in the world who knows about this matter.
"You must be a nice person..."
Just from the cycles you described dryly, Qin Rourou has pieced together an upright image with both a sense of responsibility and self-motivation.
Willing to show kindness to someone who only met once, and who still tells such a strange story, Qin Rourou is sure that the self in that timeline must have a good impression of you.
Even now, Qin Rourou can't be on guard. Instead, she thinks that you, little brother, are very close.
Although I don't know if these words are used by you to beautify yourself, but she chooses to believe in you again.
At this time, you are still holding the kitten Pippi in your arms, no matter how much you coax her, she just refuses to leave.
Because you get close to the young woman, and you are talking about your own affairs, the tension and embarrassment make you keep your hand on the kitten's back and keep stroking it.
You are using this method to relieve your over-stressed mind.
At this moment, someone knocked on the door.
"Ah, it should be the air conditioner."
You stand up as if waking up from a dream, still holding the cat in your arms.
"I'm going to send him away."
Qin Rourou raised her eyebrows and followed behind you silently.
The door was opened, and there was an air conditioner with tools standing behind it.
Seeing the door opened by a young man with a cat in his arms, the air conditioner was taken aback for a moment, and subconsciously told you that he had gone the wrong way, but you were already impatient with his intention of "over and over again" looking for opportunities, and drove him away viciously. .
Turning your head, you saw Qin Rourou looking at you in surprise, and holding the cat tightly in embarrassment.
"Am I too fierce?"
You're worried that Qin Rourou will treat you as a bad person, "There's nothing you can do about it. He has evil intentions in his heart. Be less aggressive and scare him. I'm afraid he will come again next time."
"No, no, I see you are so patient in coaxing the cat. I didn't expect you to feel safe when you are powerful."
Qin Rourou praised you softly like a cat with her soft loli voice.
You feel your scalp crisp and your face turns red again.
At this time, Qin Rourou has completely believed your words. After learning more about some details, she took out a notebook from the room and began to analyze it seriously with you.
"Generally speaking, this kind of cycle will happen. Most of the strange things happened to you, or a fatal disaster, or some memorable things, special days..."
Qin Rourou wrote down the time of your first cycle on the paper, raised her head and asked you, "Are you sure nothing strange happened to you when you cycled on the first day?"
"No, it was just a very ordinary day. That day was my first day on the job, but in fact, I have been running this route with my master for two months, and I am very familiar with it."
You have also thought about this question, "I didn't realize that it was going back until I woke up after delivering the courier. What is normal can no longer be normal."
In fact, the homeless old man, Qin Rourou, the cheating woman, and the child who fell down the stairs are all special events that you discovered by yourself after delivering the courier.
But these people actually have nothing to do with you, even if you don't save them, it won't cause you any "killing disaster".
"Is the root of the cycle not in you?"
Qin Rourou unconsciously turned the pen in her hand, "What could be the beginning of that matter?"
"I met an old man..."
You blah blah blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.
"This may be the right direction, but it's not that easy for you couriers to deliver all the packages, right?"
Qin Rourou asked.
In fact, it is easy to imagine that there are hundreds of courier packages, and there are always some undeliverable ones that cannot be contacted or have wrong addresses. It should be a difficult task to deliver 100% of them.
"Yes."
You told about the few things that bothered you the most, including the "Xiao Heyun"'s collectable valuables.
"You said that his phone can still be connected in the morning, but not in the afternoon? What about now?"
Qin Rourou reminded him, "You can make a call now?"
In front of Qin Rourou, you dialed Xiao Heyun's number and pressed the speakerphone.
The beep tells you that he is not turned off, but cannot be connected at all.
"Did you have this for the first day?"
Qin Rourou asked suddenly.
"Yes, it was not delivered on the first day."
You don't know why Qin Rourou pays so much attention to this courier, so you answered puzzledly.
She turned the pen, thought for a while, and said to herself:
"When a person buys something, it is still a valuable item, and he will always pay attention to where his courier arrives and whether it will be damaged. If a courier calls you in the morning and tells you that it will be delivered in the afternoon, you will definitely not shut down the phone , so as not to miss the delivery of the courier."
"You said that he couldn't get through the phone in the afternoon, and you once kept watch until midnight, and found that he still didn't return at night..."
She couldn't help but gathered the shawl on her body and shivered.
"Have you ever thought that maybe the owner of this item had an accident in the afternoon?"
There was a sudden, eerie moment of silence in the house.
If it was in the past, you would definitely not have such a big shock when you heard such words, but after going through so many cycles, you have seen too many, and you can no longer treat each express delivery as an ordinary item.
They either carry people's love and hatred, or reflect a person's current living conditions. There is no express that is not full of the owner's hope and sent out by him.
Among the undeliverable couriers, there are wives who have been let down, young women who have been violated, and shy white-collar workers who can't integrate into the group and are afraid to trouble others...
He has directly or indirectly changed their lives or the trajectory of their lives.
Since this is the case, maybe something unexpected is happening to this person named "Xiao Heyun"
"Then what should I do? Do you mean to let me find a way to solve this 'Xiao Heyun' trouble?"
After a while, you frown.
"I'm just a courier, neither a policeman nor a savior. Where can I find Xiao Heyun now?"