After watching a movie all night, it must be a lie to say that you are not interested in such a life.
You are just a young man in your early twenties, and you are not an ascetic monk. You still have the blood and hope that young people should have, but the world is too difficult, and you are extraordinarily harsh. Just put it away.
Now that you are aroused by Miss Sister, you can't help but feel a lot of pride in your heart.
The middle-aged uncle can have fun while suffering, and take advantage of the reincarnation to improve himself. As a young man, what is there not to dare to try? !
But the thought of what reality looks like calms you down again.
"Now I'm poor and white, I can't lose my job, and no one knows when this cycle will end, so I still have to go to work during the day..."
You looked at the disappointed eyes of the little sister, and suddenly smiled, "However, after work, I can indeed try a different way of living."
The young lady is very happy for you, and even advises you.
"If you really think that the cycle can give you a lot of opportunities, you can also deliberately not send all the express delivery, so that the time is equivalent to wasted, right? You can think about it, if you can live to be a hundred years old, more With so many cycles, you actually live a little longer, so don’t always think about being trapped in time.”
At this point, the little sister and the homeless old man have the same thoughts, "Although it is boring to experience the same thing every day, the world is very big, and the world within your established life circle is still brand new. You can Explore its boundaries little by little... ”
You fully understand what Miss Sister is thinking now. She probably thinks that she won't persuade you earnestly, and you will go to deliver the courier again as soon as you turn around.
But you're really not that dull.
You chatted until two o'clock in the middle of the night. The long-term regular life made you a little bit unbearable, and you dozed off frequently. The young lady seems to be a night owl, and the more you stay up, the more energetic you become.
In the end, you declined her offer to suggest that you could sleep on the sofa. Considering the inconvenience of living alone in the same room, you yawned and decided to go back to your rented house.
You repeatedly told the little sister to pay attention to the door, and reminded her to lock the door, stuffed with recurring movies in her mind, and wanted to go out in a daze.
Before leaving, the young lady suddenly grabbed you.
"Um?"
You looked at her hesitant face under the streetlights on the building, thinking that she was still worried about yourself in the daytime, and you couldn't help but promise again, "Don't worry, I will definitely come to save you in the daytime, and I won't let the bad guys get their way."
"It's not about this..."
She hesitated for a while, probably thinking that a person like you would not understand if he didn't speak clearly, so she finally bit her lower lip and summoned up the courage to speak out.
"If you want to try the method of falling in love, you can come to me..."
"ah?"
You thought you fell asleep and shook your head vigorously.
Once the words have been spoken, it is much easier to speak them again.
"I'm not very demanding, and I have a good impression of you. I'm actually quite nerdy. Except for work, I spend every day creating at home, and sometimes I can't even go out once a week. I rely on my mobile phone for communication and shopping. Online shopping, but in my heart, I have always longed for something wonderful and new to happen to me.”
She bravely confides in you.
"If you are willing, I am willing to share all this with you. I believe that I will do the same in every timeline. If you want to find someone to accompany you and try a different life every day, you dare to knock on my house the door…”
This is almost tantamount to a confession or a courtship, and it leaves your emotionally blank mind completely speechless.
Saying such blunt words has probably reached the limit of my young lady. She saw your eyes widen and her face became hot, so she didn't say anything else, but closed the door gently, letting go of her shyness. Closed the door.
After you walk all the way downstairs and back to the rental house, your mind is still a mess.
Are you... have you caught up with your girlfriend
But you haven't started chasing it yet? ?
No, you haven't decided whether to chase after him or not? !
With a bunch of messy thoughts, you fell asleep in a daze.
Early the next morning, you started to write down your plan for the day item by item. When you wrote "save Qin Rourou", you added a few more items.
[Rescue Qin Rourou and invite her to have dinner with her after get off work at night.]
[Inquire about the admission to the police academy.]
[To learn a technique.]
You looked at the full schedule, washed your face with cold water, and started your new day.
In order not to lose your job after the cycle, you continue to perform all the work that belongs to your courier conscientiously, but in your spare time, such as waiting for others to pick up the courier, you will use your mobile phone to check how veterans apply for the police officer The school needs to prepare those materials and materials and so on.
You find that what Qin Rourou said is correct, the police academy in this province does recruit veterans with a high school education or above, and there is a policy of bonus points.
Although your student status is still in your hometown, you joined the army only after you got your high school diploma and university notice, but you didn't go to the university to report, and you met the admission requirements of the province.
You excerpted all the registration process from the website excitedly, as if you discovered another world with excitement.
You meticulously complete the things in the plan, including the "try with her" that the young lady reminded you to try.
Fortunately, in the following consecutive cycles, every "little sister" agreed to your invitation, dressed up to date you after get off work, and learned about what happened to you while eating .
As the young lady said, she is a curious and receptive person. After knowing what happened to you, she discusses every possibility with you enthusiastically, and takes you to try yourself. Things not to do.
You were dragged into a famous barber shop in this city by her, and you tried all kinds of hairstyles that you couldn't think of at all. In the end, everyone agreed that your original round size is the most suitable for you;
She enthusiastically accompanies you shopping and chooses for you every piece of clothing that is suitable for you to wear when you get off work. Although these clothes will disappear the next day, in the process, you really know what kind of dress is suitable for you. What kind of clothes are more comfortable and decent.
Even the most boring fitting you find becomes less boring because someone gives you pertinent advice and opinions instead of sales.
Although every time at the end, you always feel that you are treated by the young lady as the kind of doll who changed clothes when you were young, but your heart is still touched by someone caring;
Every day, you will be like ordinary couples. After work, you will use WeChat to discuss what to eat at night, what each other's taste is, and what you like most.
You search for those Internet celebrity restaurants in various recommendations, and after trying them, you either complain to each other, or agree to meet again next time.
The two single youths who always settle for dinner alone got to know each other quickly in this way.
You play video games together, go to the amusement park, you accompany her to a friend's party, go to the cinema to watch the movie she has always wanted to watch, and you have tried to do nothing, just chatting happily all night.
She accompanied you to try various courses in training institutions such as baking, English, chef, accounting, electrician, baby care, computer design, computer operation, programming, etc. In the end, you chose computer operation and car driving, and she chose Baking and gardening.
You start to understand Qin Rourou more and more, your affection for her gradually deepens, and for her, seeing you every day is new, and she will always maintain the greatest curiosity and desire to explore for you.
With someone to "date", every day is different, and those same day-to-day cycles seem less difficult.
You start to feel that there is nothing wrong with cycling, and you also start to understand why so many people like the feeling of "being in a relationship", because the feeling of someone needing you is really great.
Once, you chatted with her on WeChat at work, and even almost delayed to save the child.
It is also because of that time that you have lingering fears, and you don't think too much about talking about love when you are at work.
Because you don't know whether your tomorrow will come because of your love, and those things that have passed away may not have a chance to come again.
But in the process of "re-acquainting" with Qin Rourou in the past ten days, your feelings for her have deepened day by day. Although it was only a few days, after you have made friends with each other, you can no longer use the original "making friends" attitude to get along with her.
To her, however, you are just a stranger she has just accepted.
Maybe she will trust you for one reason or another, and maybe enjoy the excitement of such a movie plot, but if this stranger-like "you" always shows a particularly familiar attitude towards her inexplicably, and even begins to show some intimate feelings When it comes to body movements and familiar tone, her vigilance and reason will still prevail.
So one day I was able to call you by your name directly, but the next day I politely changed to "Mr. Song"; start…
Your life seems to have become a game with bugs. Both parties in the game are attacking each other's favorability. Your favorability value has been brushed to almost full by the other party, but once you load the file and start again, the other party will again Back to the passing line, your favorability value is getting higher and higher, and you will never get the ending of "happy love".
The deepening but unreciprocated feelings make you lose your "normal heart", you panic, you start to feel pain, and you don't want to fall in love anymore.
So on the twentieth day of your cycle, you decided to "break" this weird relationship, even if this wonderful taste has made you "addicted", the other party is unforgettable for you.
On this day, you quietly put cat litter at the door of her house and sent her a text message.
Then you stood guard at the stairs, beat up the air conditioner who was about to go upstairs, and drove him out of the community fiercely.
But feelings cannot be suppressed. The more you suppress, the deeper your thoughts will be. You looked at the apartment building of Miss Sister’s house, and after a fierce struggle in your heart, you finally chose to grit your teeth, turn around and leave here. There was no option to see her again.
In the following time, you mechanically repeated the work of delivering the courier like a wandering soul, and as usual, you used various methods to make the other party come to pick it up.
You want to numb yourself with work, but without the anticipation after get off work, you seem to lose the motivation you used to have at work.
"Hello… "
You weakly made a call for the courier, and glanced at the name on the courier slip.
"Mr. Xiao Heyun? You have a courier arrived. Are you at home now..."
In the middle of speaking, you suddenly stopped, looking at the courier in your hand in disbelief.
Xiao Heyun
It's clearly two o'clock in the afternoon, but this phone call that you never got through in the afternoon is getting through now
Excitement and shock made you suddenly speechless, you picked up the phone and looked at the status of the call, and a thought flashed through your mind.
Maybe this is an opportunity for change!
Maybe as long as the courier is delivered today, the cycle can be terminated!
"Mr. Xiao, you have a package containing valuables. I'm delivering it. Where should I send it? This is a collect delivery. Are you at home now? Is it convenient for you to collect it?"
You are talking on the phone in an excited tone, feeling like tears are about to flow down your face.
"Ah? What courier? I'm not in the dormitory, just put it in the security room!"
But the other party seems to be busy and unwilling to answer your call.
You have tried it before. The security guards in this community are unwilling to accept the express delivery with valuables written on it. Even if you propose that you pay for the collect payment first, the other party will never agree to sign for it temporarily, for fear of taking responsibility.
You start to emphasize to Mr. "Xiao Heyun" that this is a payable item, and it is best to sign it face to face, or send it to a designated collection point, even if it is farther away, you are willing to send it.
You don't want to procrastinate for a minute, who knows if he can still call in the next moment
"Then can you deliver it tomorrow?"
The other party tells you that he has no friends who can sign for the expensive package, and he is not at home, and that the package contains a camera he bought on a second-hand Xianyu website, and he must personally inspect the goods before signing for it.
You desperately propose that if there is a loss, you are willing to compensate at the price, but the other party does not give you a chance to continue begging.
"Master courier, I'm really busy, why don't you deal with other couriers first, if not, I'll contact you later and go to the courier point to pick it up, okay?"
Xiao Heyun's tone was very urgent, he hurriedly finished all this, and then hung up your call.
You anxiously dialed back, wanting to discuss other possible solutions, but the other party hung up on you.
You persevere and continue to call, and you will blow up his mobile phone if you don’t know how to make a phone call. After dialing a few times, you find that he has blocked your mobile phone number? !
You have cycled so many times, and the experience of getting through the phone this time is the only one among so many same cycles that is different from the previous one.
You begin to firmly believe that this express delivery is the most important opportunity to end this cycle.
So you immediately turned around and drove to Miss Maosha's house.
You want to tell her the good news. By the way, borrow a mobile phone from her, use her phone to call Xiao Heyun, and ask him to accept your courier no matter what.
With the expectation of ending this boring cycle and the vision of a bright future for you and your young lady, you anxiously speed up and cross the street like lightning.
As a result, because you were too impatient, you lost your previous prudence and care, and just when you were driving in the middle of the road, you realized that you accidentally ran a red light.
An off-road vehicle just rushed out of the intersection and collided with you. You were knocked out with the car, your head was hit hard on the concrete floor, and you were hit on the head again by the downed delivery car.
A severe headache hits you with confusion, and you pass out.
When he opened his eyes again, he returned to the morning in the basement.
You look at your unscathed head in the mirror and know that you haven't broken out of the loop, and because of an accident, a precious day wasted and nothing was done.
You don't know if the child was saved in the end, and your anxiety and remorse make you walk around the room like a trapped animal, unable to calm down at all.
Obviously seeing hope but losing it, I don't know if today is the day of dawn...
You have already begun to believe that sending Xiao Heyun's express delivery is the way to break out of the cycle. Various external and internal factors drive you to make a decision.
You decided to trap Xiao Heyun at home today and not let him go out.