The phone stopped vibrating. I held the phone against my chest and looked at the God of Gamblers in the clinic. He kept pressing his phone. I knew that the God of Gamblers liked to play mobile games, but at this moment he was not playing games. Instead, he was texting with his girlfriend. Because of the light from his phone, I could see the expression on his face. He always looked nervous when playing games, but now his face seemed to be filled with sunshine, winter sunshine.
I turned my body inside, facing the wall, not wanting to look at the God of Gamblers' happy expression anymore. To be honest, I was a little jealous. I had thought about breaking up with Lin Yi more than once in my heart, but I could never make up my mind to do so, because Lin Yi was beautiful no matter what, and it was really not easy for a ** person like me to find such a partner. Although she was rather cold to me, I knew that as long as I didn't say break up, Lin Yi would never break up with me, although I couldn't explain why. It might be because Lin Yi was a very stubborn person at heart. Once she made up her mind about something, it would be difficult for her to change. So as long as I didn't do anything to let her down, she would not break up with me. Moreover, I had been hoping that she would slowly discover my good points and treat me better.
Of course, I am not as pure as everyone thinks. I have always been looking forward to doing that with her one day, and I have always fantasized that it would be the first time for both of us to do that. Although girls nowadays are very casual, especially beautiful girls, very few are still virgins, but I have always believed that Lin Yi is, because she is that kind of girl. I have also really told Dana that I want to marry Lin Yi, but there is one more thing I didn't say, which is that Lin Yi told me that if I want to do that, I can only wait until we get married.
Originally these thoughts were deeply rooted in my heart, but for some reason everything began to waver after Zhang Nuan appeared. The picture of the future that I had always imagined in my mind began to become blurred, especially after tonight, when she gave a blowjob to a boy who was not her partner, and also discussed with me all kinds of girl comics with only love. I really can't tell which one is the real her. Maybe it is really a wise choice to draw a line with her and stay away from her. Should I really give her phone number to Xiaotian, that bitch, and then tell Xiaotian the other side of Zhang Nuan, making her a headache for Xiaotian's bitch
I closed my eyes, a little hesitant, or simply unable to make up my mind. As soon as I closed my eyes, I could see Zhang Nuan frowning and asking me to read the notebook, and the heavy words written on her notebook. Every word on it seemed to be engraved in my heart. I have never been good at memorizing things, but now I can clearly remember every word on it. I feel a little irritated about tomorrow. Just when I was about to fall asleep, my phone suddenly vibrated. I suddenly became alert, and my heartbeat slightly accelerated. I couldn't help wondering if it was Lin Yi who couldn't sleep and sent me a text message
Thinking of this, I quickly turned on my phone and opened the new text message, but my heart skipped a beat when I saw the sender. I quickly exited the message and put my finger on the delete key, but just when I was about to press it, my heart began to get more and more uncomfortable. Some pasts can't be gotten over. No matter how much time has passed, I dare not reply to her text messages, or even look at her name. After hesitating for a long time, I still opened the text message she sent. There were only a few words, but I read it many times. I can't understand what kind of mood she would have been in when she sent this text message, but sometimes some things can't be turned back. I finally didn't delete the text message, but moved it to the favorites, her favorites. No one knew my secret, no one even knew that we knew each other, and of course no one in this school knew our story.
I stared at the ceiling with my eyes open. It was dark and quiet all around. It seemed that such a night was only suitable for reminiscing. However, the memory of her was like a thorn growing in my heart. I couldn't touch it and couldn't forget it. I didn't reply to her text messages in the end. I just turned off my phone and lay there with my eyes open, unable to sleep all night. I don't know when I fell asleep. I only remember that when I was half asleep in the morning, I heard Da Na yelling from below, "Fuck! Hurry up, I forgot to turn on the alarm on my phone. It's already 7:40!"
As soon as I heard the words "7:40", I jumped up from the bed. Then I heard a thump. Damn, the God of Gamblers actually jumped down from the bed! Liu Feng put on his coat and climbed down from the bed. Then he shouted to us, "I'm leaving first, hurry up!" After that, he started running outside. The three of us were used to it. Liu Feng was very timid, especially afraid of our class teacher. When he first came to this class, the class teacher was ready to show everyone his power, and Liu Feng just ran into the trap.
The God of Gamblers and I both put on our clothes as quickly as possible, but definitely not as fast as Liu Feng because this kid was so naughty that he didn't even wear any underwear. He just put on his pants and a shirt and ran away. While I was getting dressed, I called out to Dana to get dressed quickly, but Dana took the paper on Liu Feng's desk and said, "Fuck, I can't hold it anymore, I have to go poop. You two go first." Then he told Lao He that I was going to the bathroom in the dormitory and would be there soon. Oh, I can't hold it anymore!
With that, Dana took the paper and went to the toilet. Damn, there was nothing we and the God of Gamblers had to do but get dressed and run to the classroom. Our head teacher has always been very strict with us if we are late. Although we all live on campus, the situation of lateness has always been very serious, so the school later issued a policy that the head teacher's bonus will be deducted if there is a late student in any class. Damn it, since this policy was introduced, our head teacher would make us stand in the corner for at least one class if she caught us being late, and she would also give us a beating with the whip.
Who knew that when we ran to the classroom door out of breath, we saw Liu Feng standing at the door, and standing next to him was Lao He, who had a livid face. When he saw us coming, Lao He started tapping the ground with his left toe. Damn, seeing this move, the God of Gamblers and I peed, because neither of us had ever been whipped by Lao He, only Liu Feng had tried it, but now Liu Feng was trembling all over when he heard Lao He's name. Lao He stared at the God of Gamblers and me with a pair of dead fish eyes. We had no choice but to bite the bullet and run over quickly. When we got over, I found out, fuck, Liu Feng was actually crying! Damn, a high school student actually fucking cried!
What I was thinking at the time was not that Liu Feng was such a coward that he cried because he was afraid of the teacher, but how crazy was Lao He for a little bonus! Under Lao He's watchful eyes, the God of Gamblers and I also stood next to Liu Feng. The three of us lowered our heads and dared not look Lao He in the eye. When Lao He saw that there were three of us, he asked, "Why are there only three of you? Where's Zhang Qiang?" I whispered, "He's still in the dormitory using the toilet and will be here soon."