Her hand that was held by Gao Yang slowly gave up struggling. She shouted loudly for them to stop. Gao Yang let go of her hand, and the men also stopped. She bit her lips hard and slowly walked towards her boy. Her thin lips seemed to have been bitten to bleed. She slowly squatted down beside her boy, she gently touched the wound on his forehead with her fingers, and then asked with heartache, "Does it hurt?"
Her boy seemed to blink and grin in pain when her fingers touched the wound, but he immediately smiled and said to her with his mouth full of blood, "It doesn't hurt, these little bitches are just like tickling me..."
But she couldn't listen any longer, and tears dropped down her cheeks, falling to the ground with a plop. The boy was stunned for a moment. He didn't understand why she suddenly started crying again. He just opened his mouth to comfort her and said, "Why are you crying? I'm fine. They can't do anything to me. Don't listen to them trying to scare you."
But she just slowly lowered her eyes, and tears flowed from her eyes like spring water. The boy just wanted to raise his hand to wipe her tears and tell her not to cry, but a gentle "I'm sorry" came out of her mouth, so unexpectedly and so unbelievably. After she said the last "I'm sorry", she stood up and walked towards Gao Yang, and the boy's hand that had just been raised could only catch a tear that had just slid down her face. That tear was warm, carrying her body temperature, and fell into the boy's palm. Although it was shattered into countless small water droplets, they all soaked the boy's hand and warmed his heart.
She walked up to Gao Yang and said to him, I promise to be your girlfriend, please don't bother him anymore.
Her words were like a bolt from the blue, hitting me as I lay on the ground. I looked at her in surprise, then struggled to get up from the ground and shouted at her, "Are you crazy? Didn't I fucking tell you that I'm fine? Go back quickly, I don't need your help!"
But Bai Lu just turned around and looked at me coldly and said, you have your girlfriend, I have nothing to do with you, and it has nothing to do with you who I am with. The reason you got beaten today is just because I used you as an excuse to reject him. I have already said sorry to you, and you will never be implicated because of me again, so from today on you and I owe each other nothing, just like you told me, from now on, you are you and I am me, you go your way and I go mine.
I was wearing my Ultraman underwear and leaning against the wall like a fool, looking at Bai Lu standing next to Gao Yang. I knew that when Bai Lu said such decisive words to me and said goodbye, my pain was not even one tenth of what she felt. But what could I do? Could I beat Gao Yang? And Bai Lu was right. I had my girlfriend. What right did I have to care who she was with
I could only look at them speechlessly, and I knew that I could not have any impulse at this moment, because then there would be no point for Bailu to sacrifice herself for me to be with Gao Yang. I could only watch Gao Yang put his arm on Bailu's shoulder, and then tightly clenched his fist that had been beaten to pieces. Gao Yang just looked at Bailu proudly and said, "I have never had anything I wanted but could not get since I was a child." Bailu just stared blankly at the window in front of her, without saying a word, and there was no expression on her face.
Although Gao Yang was very dissatisfied with Bai Lu's attitude, he still said to the idiots on the basketball team, "Let's go to the supermarket with my girlfriend to have some drinks!" The gorilla threw down the stick in his hand, looked at me with disdain and said, "You're lucky, little bitch!"
Gao Yang hugged Bai Lu and walked out with the others. When the people who were gathered at the toilet door saw that there was nothing interesting to watch, they went back to do what they were doing.
I stood there blankly watching the people at the door slowly disperse. Although I was not beaten as badly this time, I felt like I had lost something in my heart. I felt as if I was in a trance. I just stood there stupidly, not going out or putting on my clothes that fell on the ground. I just stood there leaning against the wall. I stood like that for a long time and slowly came to my senses. Then I realized that there was still someone standing at the door. One of her arms was wrapped in plaster and there were traces of crying on her face, but she was not crying now, but her eyes were still red. She just stood at the door of the toilet and looked at me, but at this moment I could no longer understand the expression on her face or the look in her eyes. I just squatted down blankly and began to put on my clothes little by little, while she still stood motionless at the door looking at me.
I finally got dressed, even though I looked like a fool, but I didn't care about it at all at that time. My mind was empty and I didn't want to think about anything, but I couldn't help but think of "A Better Tomorrow 3" which I watched when I was a child. Although I smashed the videotape when I was a child, I still watched the entire movie on the computer when I grew up. I have always been deeply impressed by Chow Yun-fat's expression when Anita Mui rescued Chow Yun-fat, but I never thought that I would become that Chow Yun-fat in the end. The only difference is that the Anita Mui who rescued me was not Zhang Nuan, but Bai Lu, the Bai Lu who looked more fragile than anyone else.
I walked out like a lost soul, but Zhang Nuan was still standing there motionless. It seemed like she was waiting for me, but it also seemed not, because when I walked out and stood beside her, she was still standing there motionless looking in the original direction. I thought about it and whispered an sorry to her, then prepared to go back to class. But before I could take a step forward, Zhang Nuan turned around and slapped me hard with her uninjured arm. The sound was not as crisp as the one I slapped, but it was unusually dull. However, it attracted everyone in the corridor to stop and watch.
I was stunned by her slap, looking at her with my eyes wide open and blinking continuously. I was so surprised that I couldn't utter a word, because I couldn't understand why she had been standing there waiting for me just to slap me
After she slapped me, she didn't say anything. She just stared at me with her big eyes without blinking. Then, when I wanted to speak, she turned around and walked away, leaving me standing there alone, staring at her back with my mouth wide open, completely confused, because at first I thought she was still angry with me for slapping her in class, but what I saw in her eyes just now was not those, but other things, many other things, which were entangled together and made me unable to see clearly, but I saw disappointment in me on her face, a disappointment that made her angry. I covered the half of my face that she had hit and returned to class in silence. She just sat in her seat looking out the window. I sat quietly beside her, but she seemed to not see me at all.
Neither of us spoke for the entire afternoon, and we seemed to have been maintaining the same posture. Zhang Nuan just sat there looking out the window, and I just sat there staring blankly ahead. When the get out of class was almost over in the evening, I really couldn't stand it anymore, because I really couldn't stand the way she didn't say a word.
I turned around and said to her, I know you are mad at me, but I really can't fucking stand it if you don't say that, can you say whatever you want, you can hit me and scold me however you want, can you just vent it, seeing you like this is more painful than killing me!
Unexpectedly, Zhang Nuan didn't even look at me, but just picked up a pen and started writing on the notebook. I looked at her and couldn't say anything. I knew she was angry with me, but I didn't expect her to be so angry. I laughed hysterically and thought to myself that this was the best. Everyone around me should just leave me. I'm just a waste anyway. I'm useless and will only make everyone hate me. Let me fend for myself.
Just as I was thinking this, I suddenly saw Zhang Nuan pushing the notebook that she had just written on towards me with her arm. Although she pushed it with great force and almost dropped the notebook on the ground, and her attitude was not nice at all, but for some reason when I saw her pushing the notebook towards me, I felt a warm current flowing into my heart, making me feel that everything was not as hopeless as I thought, because she didn't seem to give up on me.
My breathing couldn't help but become rapid. I quickly reached out and opened the notebook that Zhang Nuan pushed to me to see what she had written for me. I opened it and saw only a few big words on it: "Didn't you tell me not to let me talk to you with this mouth?"
I had a little bit of expectation before opening the notebook, but after reading this sentence in the notebook, I slumped in the chair like a deflated balloon, because her words choked me and I couldn't utter a word. I didn't know what to say to apologize to her, and it seemed that anything I said now would only make her angrier.
But I don't know why, after she said this and I was choked and couldn't say anything, I felt particularly angry. The more I looked at the notebook, the angrier I got. Finally, I was so angry that I picked up a pen and wrote on the notebook. I wrote one sentence: Why didn't you go to the teacher at that time
After I finished writing, I pushed the notebook over with all my strength. I might have pushed it quite hastily and quickly, and it seemed to hit Zhang Nuan's arm. I heard her scream at that time, but I didn't say anything or look at her. I just snorted with disdain, but I couldn't help feeling uncomfortable in my heart. I regretted pushing the notebook so hard just now, because her arm wasn't healed yet, and I was pushing the notebook so hard, would I hurt her arm
When I thought of this, I couldn't help but turn my head to see if she was okay, but before I turned my head, she pushed the notebook back again, of course with more force, as if she was taking revenge on me for pushing the notebook just now. This scared me at the time, and I couldn't help but sigh, knowing that the push just now should not be a big deal, otherwise she wouldn't have used even greater force to retaliate against me.
I scratched my head and wanted to say sorry to her, but when I turned my head away, she still turned her head to the other side, pretending that she didn't want to pay attention to me at all. I could only curl my lips and give up the idea of apologizing to her. I silently opened the notebook in front of me. This time her handwriting was not as serious as usual. It was very sloppy. To be honest, her handwriting was not very good-looking even if she wrote seriously. It was just neat and pleasing to the eye. But with this sloppy writing, the words were like those of a silly girl, crooked and wavy. I couldn't help but want to laugh. Only then did I understand why she usually wrote so seriously. But I still hurried to see what she wrote. After reading what she wrote, I was choked and stood there for a long time without knowing what to say. She wrote, "Then you blame me?"