Zhang Nuan just looked at me with her big eyes, without saying anything and without writing on the paper, she just looked at me like that. If some girls' eyes can speak, then Zhang Nuan must be such a girl. But now I can't understand the words in her eyes. Zhang Nuan looked at me for a while and then snorted and ignored me. She turned her head to the side, then used her body to block the phone and continued chatting with Dana. I originally wanted to ask her something, but looking at her expression, it seemed that she didn't want to talk to me anymore.
I could only lie down on the table again out of tact, but I had an indescribable strange feeling in my heart, just like when Dana taught Zhang Nuan how to play games in the Internet cafe, but now it is even stronger than then.
I didn't know why at the time, I just thought that Dana and Zhang Nuan were not a good match, and they were from two completely different worlds. But I didn't tell Zhang Nuan anything, I just secretly hid these feelings in my heart, not wanting anyone to know.
When I was lying in bed getting ready to go to sleep that night, I could think of this incident as soon as I closed my eyes. I wanted to send a text message to Zhang Nuan to ask her what she really thought, or whether she really liked Dana or not. But I hesitated for a long time and still didn't send her a text message. In the end, I sent a text message to Bai Lu, telling her that we are working hard now and we will definitely win!
I thought Bailu was already asleep at this time, but unexpectedly she immediately replied to my message and said, "Okay, I'll wait for you."
I don't know why my heart felt heavier when I saw her text message, because I sent this message not to comfort her but to encourage myself. But when I saw her words, "I'll wait for you", it made me feel more pressured. Because when I started with Zhang Tong and the others, I still had some confidence, even if it was Dana and the others, but now it's Fatty, Glasses and the others, I feel a little unsure myself. But I know I have no way out, I closed my eyes, didn't think about it anymore, and fell asleep quickly.
The next morning, I got up early as usual, took the ball to the basketball court for training, but what surprised me was that Ai Yi and I waited for the three of them all morning, but they didn't show up. When I called them, they all said sorry to me and said they didn't want to help me anymore, nor did they want to practice basketball with me anymore.
I was very puzzled at the time, so I asked them why, but they said they didn't have any reason, they just didn't want to practice. But when I returned to the class, I found that the three of them were injured. The fat guy's face was swollen, and the glasses were gone. When the get out of class was over, I asked them who did it. At first they didn't tell me, but after my repeated questioning, the glasses finally told me that Gao Yang and his friends did it. Last night, Gao Yang brought people to their dormitory and beat them up. They fought back, but they couldn't beat them at all. After Gao Yang and his friends beat them up, they asked them if they dared to act cool again.
They could only say they didn't dare, and Gao Yang also left a message saying that if they dared to do anything bad in this school again, he would bring people to deal with them every night and make sure they would live a life worse than death in this school. So it's not that they really don't want to help me, but they really can't afford to offend someone like Gao Yang, so they are the ones who should say sorry.
After hearing what Yan Jing said, I was so angry that all the blood vessels in my body seemed to explode, because I really didn't expect Gao Yang to be such a mean person. But I didn't say much to Yan Jing and the others at that time. I just kept apologizing to them, saying that it was my fault this time. Then I went downstairs to look for Gao Yang, but I didn't find him. Then I heard from people that he went out to participate in a competition today, so I had to give up and went back to class in disappointment.
When I got back to class, I told Ai Yi and Zhang Nuan about this. Zhang Nuan was so furious that she wanted to rush down to kill Gao Yang. However, Ai Yi just asked me calmly, "They are afraid of Gao Yang and dare not help you anymore. What are you going to do this time?"
I lowered my head and angrily told Ai Yi, "It's okay, I'll just find three more." But what I didn't expect was that my idea was too naive, because not only the people in my class, but also all the people I could talk to in this school, avoided me like the plague. It seemed that no one wanted to have anything to do with me anymore, because everyone knew that I was a thorn in Gao Yang's side, and anyone who had anything to do with me would be targeted by Gao Yang.
That afternoon, I looked for almost everyone I knew, but no one dared to help me. Later, when I returned to the classroom and sat on a chair, I realized that I was not looking for people to help me, but harming people, because no one wanted to mess with Gao Yang in this school. And now the only people in this school who are not afraid of Gao Yang, or dare to go against Gao Yang, are either bribed by him, and are only Dayao's gang. But they will never help me, so now I can say that no one in this school will help me anymore.
That night, Ai Yi asked me to practice by myself because she had to accompany Zhang Nuan to the hospital and they would be back the next morning. I nodded and didn't even ask them why they were going to the hospital because I was completely immersed in my own pain at the time.
The next morning, I got up early as usual and went to the basketball court to practice by myself, even though I knew no one would come to practice with me today. I shot again and again, and picked up the ball again and again. When I picked up the ball once, I was stunned because I couldn't understand why I couldn't find three people to help me in such a big campus. Did I really have no hope this time
I stood there holding the basketball and thought for a while, and suddenly it occurred to me that I could ask people outside the school to help me, or even people from other schools' basketball teams. But I immediately realized that I was in this school all day, so how could I have the time to train with them? How could five people who had never cooperated with each other possibly fight against Gao Yang and his five people who trained together every day? Although I had never given up since the day I made this bet with Gao Yang, and even now I have never thought of giving up, but now, I really can't see the hope of winning, because I don't know how to beat Gao Yang, I don't know, I really don't know.
I took the ball and stood at the spot I was most familiar with and continued shooting. The class bell rang, but I seemed not to hear it and continued shooting there. I shot again and again. I didn't know what the point of doing this was, but I just didn't want to give up!
I don't know how long I had been shooting when I suddenly felt something wet hitting my face. At first I didn't care, but the wet things became more and more and started to hit my body and my head. I stopped and looked up, only to find that it was raining. Maybe the first class was still over because I hadn't seen anyone coming out, and now it was raining no one would come out. I didn't know why Lao He hadn't come out to find me, maybe because she didn't have her class in the morning and she hadn't noticed that I was not in the class. But I had no interest in all this. I just stood there shooting, and the rain didn't stop. This was my first time practicing shooting in the rain. The ball was slippery in my hands and much more difficult than usual, but I didn't care because I just wanted to shoot.
But as I was throwing, I found that it was getting darker and darker around me. I looked up again and found that the sky was getting darker and the rain was getting heavier. I gradually found that it seemed that each time I took off was getting more and more difficult, and my head was getting heavier and heavier. My body was getting stiffer and stiffer. My whole body was soaked by the rain, and my clothes were sticking to my body, which was very uncomfortable. But I still didn't want to stop.
Because I am afraid that if I stop, I will be further and further away from my goal, because I can no longer see hope. But I don’t want to stop just like that, I want to keep investing until I see that hope.
The rain seemed to be falling heavily, because the sound of raindrops falling on the ground was like the sound of rapid dribbling, like the sound of a basketball falling heavily to the ground. I began to feel like a shooting machine, but I didn’t understand why I, like a machine, would begin to shake unconsciously. Not only my arms, but my legs also began to shake. However, I still didn’t stop. Although I began to feel colder and colder, as if I had fallen into an ice cave, but at this moment.
Suddenly, I saw something pink coming towards me in this grey sky and earth. I didn't see it clearly, but when I looked at the pink again, I found that it was a pink umbrella with two people standing under it. But I didn't understand why the people standing under the umbrella were also wet by the rain, because I saw rain running down one of the people's face.