I ignored the other people in the room, as if there were only Zhang Nuan and I in this world. I lay on Zhang Nuan's legs and cried unrestrainedly, as if I was venting in this way, venting all my guilt towards Bai Lu, and the kind of emotion that you only know how reluctant you are after losing her. I don't know how long I cried, I only know that I vomited, I vomited a lot, and there was a warm hand patting my back gently, handing me the cool water, comforting my broken heart.
Later, I should have been helped by Su Zhe and Zhang Nuan's brother to sit on a chair in the corner. I'm not sure. Anyway, when I came to my senses, I saw Dana still drunk next to me, and Ai Yi was singing there with Kim Hee Sun, both of them were dancing. It was the first time I saw Ai Yi so lively. Although she didn't look as cool as usual, I really thought she was cute like this.
Only Su Zhe and Zhang Nuan's brother were left at the table, drinking. It was obvious that the two hadn't seen each other for a long time, so they had to drink to their heart's content today. However, the way they drank didn't look like they were communicating their feelings, but more like they were competing to see who could drink the other under the table. Especially at this time, Su Zhe pointed to the remaining bottle of beer on the table and said, "Although I've almost finished drinking, it only takes me 30 seconds to finish this bottle of beer."
After Su Zhe finished speaking, he picked up the white wine in his glass and took a sip, but Zhang Nuan's brother shook his head in disdain, then stretched out two fingers expressionlessly, then shook the two fingers in front of Su Zhe and said, twenty seconds is enough.
Su Zhe stood up and took the beer in his hand, and then opened it with a chopstick sound, and then put the beer in front of Zhang Nuan's brother and said, "I don't accept it! I said 40 seconds, and you said 30 seconds. I said 30 seconds, and you said 20 seconds. At first, I thought you just came back from Japan, and I just got off the plane, so I gave you some face. Little Sun, did you drink too much sake in Japan and forget your thousands of years of Chinese wine culture? Have you forgotten who taught you to drink? I don't believe it. If I say I can finish it in 10 seconds, what do you say
Su Zhe was so excited at the time that he was holding the bottle of beer on the table and looked eager to try it. But what I didn't expect was that Zhang Nuan's brother said calmly without any expression on his face, "You are bragging."
Oh my god, I laughed so hard when I heard Zhang Nuan's brother say this. I didn't expect Zhang Nuan's brother to say such a thing. When Su Zhe heard this, he immediately became unhappy. He pointed at him and said, "Okay, you wait!"
After Su Zhe finished speaking, he started doing warm-up exercises. However, I didn't have the heart to watch these two jokers compete anymore because I hadn't seen Zhang Nuan since I woke up. I stood up and walked to them and asked them where Zhang Nuan was. Su Zhe pointed outside the door, and then Zhang Nuan's brother told me that she drank too much and went to the toilet to vomit for a long time. She just said she wanted to get some fresh air. You can go to the corridor and take a look.
I nodded and walked out of the private room that was filled with the smell of alcohol. When I reached the corridor, I looked around and saw Zhang Nuan standing by the window at the end of the corridor. She had opened the window, and the wind blowing in from the window blew up her hair. Looking at her fluttering long hair, my heart became inexplicably disturbed.
I quietly walked behind her, and I saw that she saw me coming through the reflective glass of the window, but she still said nothing, just stood there looking out the window. Zhang Nuan has never been a sentimental person, but she doesn't look like someone who has no worries now.
I walked up to her side and didn't speak immediately. Instead, I looked out the window like her. It was already dark outside. Looking at the lights of thousands of homes outside the window seemed to only make the person standing by the window feel more lonely, because no matter who sees such a scene, they will naturally think about where my destination will be and where there will be a light that belongs to me.
I looked at the endless flow of traffic on the road outside the window and couldn't help but sigh softly, but I was a little embarrassed to let her think that I came to find her, so I looked at her profile reflected in the window and softly said thank you.
Zhang Nuan seemed to have heard what I said. She didn't turn around to look at me, but just nodded slightly. I didn't know what to say for a moment. It seemed a bit weird for the two of us to stand there without saying anything. I scratched my head and looked at her. She was still looking out the window without saying anything, so I asked her, "Hey, what are you thinking about?"
She lowered her head, silently took out her cell phone from her pocket and started typing on it. When I saw her like this, I felt inexplicably angry, because I knew she was still angry about what I said about her that time. But it has been so long, and has it been like this forever? I think a childish temper for a while is cute, but it is a bit too much for you to be like this for such a long time. It is not the kind of girl's willfulness, but the behavior of a woman.
I felt a little unhappy, because I was really touched by the fact that she drank half a bottle of liquor just now in order to persuade me not to drink. I really wanted to say thank you to her and tell her a few words from my heart, but the way she looked now made me feel that she was keeping me at a distance, and even made me feel that she helped me but didn't want me to have any good feelings for her. I don't understand why she had to keep this uncomfortable distance from me. I don't know what she is afraid of.
But even though I was thinking about all this, I still didn't say anything. I just stood there and watched her type on her phone. She typed a few words on her phone. It was nothing. She just wanted to stand here for a while. I nodded and said to her, "Thank you so much for what you did today. Can I talk to you about Bai Lu?"
Zhang Nuan turned her head and looked at me, then turned back to typing on her phone. I don't know why I especially wanted to talk to her today. No, I wanted to listen to her talk to me, not just talk to herself like this!
I suddenly reached out my hand and held down the phone in her hand. She seemed to know why I did this. She just tried to push my hand away with one hand, and then pulled back the other hand holding the phone. But I suddenly reached out my other hand and held down both of her hands, then asked her with wide eyes, "When can you talk to me?"
She didn't answer me, but just stood there with her head down. Her hands were still struggling slightly, as if she didn't like me holding her hands like this.
I don't understand why the cheerful Zhang Nuan I know is so stubborn about this matter. Maybe it's because we both drank a lot of wine that night and we both started to act a little bit different from ourselves. Her two little hands were struggling quietly, but her silence really made me feel inexplicably angry.
I held her hand down hard, leaving her hand tightly in my palm without any room to move. She bit her lips hard and tried to struggle out of my hand, but I just stared at her with wide eyes angrily, as if waiting to see when she would talk to me. After moving hard for a few times, she finally gave up struggling and just stood there with her head down.
But both of her hands were tightly held in my own, and at that time I was just waiting for the time when she would give in and talk to me, but I didn't notice that her face was covered with a blush that was not caused by drinking. The two of us just stood there, she lowered her head, and I looked at her as if I was looking at a child who had done something wrong and refused to admit it. What made all this become an eternal memory, fixed in her mind, was my hands that tightly wrapped her hands.