I held her hand and stared at her, but she just stood there with her head down and didn't say anything. I thought that if this continued she would speak first, or at least ask me to let go of her hand. But I didn't expect that I would be the first one to lose my temper, because we were in a stalemate for a long time. She didn't struggle or speak, but just lowered her head and avoided my gaze.
I finally couldn't help asking her, "What do you want me to do to talk to you?" She didn't say anything. I subconsciously grabbed her hand, and then looked at her with an aggressive look and said, "I know you are still angry with me, but you have to let me know what I have to do in order for you to forgive me, right?"
She still didn't speak, and I subconsciously lowered my head and looked at her hands that I held tightly in my hands without realizing anything was wrong, and then murmured to myself, "Are you never going to talk to me for the rest of your life?" I felt the hands that I held tightly in my hands suddenly move, but she still didn't speak.
I suddenly raised my head and looked at her. Looking at her, I didn't know why she just refused to talk to me. She could drink half a bottle of liquor to prevent me from drinking. She could practice shooting with a basketball just after the plaster on her arm was removed for me. But why did she just refuse to talk to me? Could it be that she really refused to forgive me? ! ! ! !
When I thought of this, the emotion in my body could no longer be suppressed, just like a river that had been rushing all the way and finally reached the estuary where everything converged, and the power of all the rapids burst out. I shouted at her loudly, what should I do for you to talk to me? ! ! !
I don't know why there was a tear in my voice, I just know that I would do anything to get her to talk to me again. I would do anything! Just for her to talk to me!
She suddenly raised her head and looked at me with those eyes, looked at me! Then she pulled out her hand that I was holding, as if all the grievances in her heart turned into tears in her eyes. She looked at me hatefully with those eyes full of tears, then took a deep breath, pointed her finger at her mouth and said to me, kiss it, and I will forgive you.
I didn't say anything, I just stood there and looked at her for a second, looking at her eyes that turned slightly red because of me. I didn't hesitate or delay anymore. There was nothing or anyone in my mind anymore, only her standing in front of me!
I hugged her suddenly, and I felt her stiffen in my arms instantly, as if she had become a person who could not move at all. But she still raised her head stubbornly and looked at me, our eyes met, as if there was no one else in the world except me and her. There was only my heavy breathing and her stubborn eyes. No one and nothing could stop me!
I suddenly lowered my head and kissed her. The clock seemed to stop ticking at that moment. There was only the sound of my and her heartbeat. She stared at me with her big eyes open. All the stubbornness and grievance in her eyes seemed to melt away at that moment. She slowly closed her eyes and tears flowed silently from the corners of her eyes. But I only felt her slightly cold lips trembling slightly.
Her body in my arms gradually became soft, like the softest cloud, but at this moment she slowly held my head gently from behind with both hands, then closed her eyes and gently turned her head. I looked at her most gentle eyelashes, which were trembling slightly. She gently opened her mouth and bit my lips with her teeth. Every time she bit, she would immediately cover the place she bit with her warm lips, as if every place she bit would leave her mark forever, and become a mark that belonged only to her.
As her teeth gently grazed my lips, my breathing became more and more rapid, as if she was kissing not my lips, but my heart, leaving her cutest little tooth marks on the edge of my heart, and more and more of her shadow began to appear in my eyes, as if she was everyone in this world, and she was my whole world.
I could no longer suppress the impulse in my heart. I hugged her tightly, turned my head, closed my eyes, and kissed her madly. Everything around me seemed to have disappeared.
I don't know how long I kissed her. I only remember that when we separated, we both looked at each other with red faces. No one said a word. She just lowered her head and looked at me with her big eyes. We both became so embarrassed, as if if one of us said a word, we would be so embarrassed that we would never speak again. My brain went blank and I stood there gasping for breath. The feeling of fear after the madness suddenly came over me and instantly enveloped my whole body. Only then did I realize what we had just done.
I raised my eyes to look at her nervously, as if I wanted to ask her what to do now, but she just lowered her head and twitched her lips unnaturally, as if she was also completely panicked. It seemed that I was not the only one who was terrified by the irrational things that had just happened, but also her who was standing in front of me.
She lowered her head and began to squeeze the beautiful nails on her hands. It seemed that her nervousness and anxiety began to slowly fill her body. At this moment, Su Zhe's voice suddenly came from the other side of the private room, "Hey, butt!"
Zhang Nuan and I both looked over in horror, as if he had seen what we had just done. However, Su Zhe just said to Zhang Nuan with a smug look on his face, "Pidun'er, I got your brother drunk and knocked him down, why don't you come and avenge him?"
Zhang Nuan then looked at him and frowned slightly, then stared at him with her big eyes and said, "If you really get him drunk, I will kill you!"
Zhang Nuan said as she ran towards the private room, leaving me standing there alone looking at Su Zhe in fear. Su Zhe, however, still looked at me with his usual cynical expression. However, when Zhang Nuan ran into the room, Su Zhe made a face towards the inside and walked out grinning. To be exact, he walked towards me.
As he got closer and closer to me, my heart couldn't help but start to feel nervous, because I really had a hunch that he was seeing me kissing Zhang Nuan just now, but he didn't look like it, but why did I feel weird
But when Su Zhe came to me, he was still in the same state, and then he patted my shoulder with his hand, smelling of alcohol, and said, "What's the matter, classmate Pindun'er, are you worried about something? Just now, when you were crying in the room, you said that your childhood sweetheart passed away. Do you need to talk to me, your brother Su Zhe, about it?"
As Su Zhe spoke, he burped an unpleasant smell towards me. I was so shocked by the smell from his mouth that I almost vomited. I shook my head vigorously and said to him, "I'm fine. Thank you, Brother Su Zhe. I'll go back first."
Su Zhe nodded, shrugged his shoulders, looked at me indifferently and went into the toilet next to me. I let out a long sigh of relief, thinking that he should not have seen it just now, otherwise he would never be like this.
As I was thinking about this, I hurried back to the private room, but I didn't know that Su Zhe vomited as soon as he entered the bathroom. He had never vomited so painfully before, as if he had vomited out everything in his body. But no matter how he vomited, he couldn't vomit out his heart, the heart that he had never revealed to anyone, the heart that had never changed.
When I got into the room, I found that Zhang Nuan's brother was fine. It seemed that Su Zhe was teasing Zhang Nuan on purpose again. Su Zhe must have been exhausted and went out to the toilet to vomit. But when Zhang Nuan saw me come in, her expression became unnatural. She subconsciously avoided my sight and said to her brother, "Brother, Su Zhe seems to be drunk. I'll go see him."
Her brother nodded, then pointed at the wine bottles on the table and said, "Don't blame me today. He was the one who just refused to accept it. Hey, this kid is just stubborn."
Zhang Nuan stood up and walked out the door without saying anything else. Zhang Nuan's brother and I were the only ones left in the room, staring at each other. The two older sisters who had been singing fell asleep on the chairs. I looked at Zhang Nuan's brother's expressionless face, and I was so nervous, because I was afraid that he would notice something was wrong between Zhang Nuan and me. But he raised his eyes, looked at me and said, "You know I was just released, right?"