I thought for a while, then started typing a long message on my phone, telling her everything about why I went to play basketball today, and mainly talking about why I didn't want her to know and the reasons for asking her to go. I thought she was considerate and would definitely understand me. Of course, I didn't mention what happened with Bai Lu, or what happened with Zhang Nuan at night. After the game, I read it carefully several times. This time, I really felt the feeling of being afraid of ghosts knocking on the door after doing something wrong. I was afraid that there was some omission in the message I sent to her. After checking it several times, I was sure that there was no problem before I sent the message.
I breathed a sigh of relief when I saw the message appear on the screen, but Lin Yi replied to me soon. She told me that she had been worried about me all day. Although she had guessed that I might have gone to play a game with Gao Yang and the others, she was still very worried. After all, she didn’t know how I was doing. Even now that she knew I won, she was still unhappy, because I kept her in the dark and didn’t tell her anything. Even when I won and was so happy, she was not there. She was unhappy!
Lin Yi rarely speaks to me in such a tone, but when I saw it, I felt unusually warm in my heart, because I know that a girl only truly likes you when she starts to act coquettishly with you, because she knows that only someone who truly likes her will indulge her little temper, but the guilt in my heart immediately took over again.
I even wanted to tell her what happened tonight and confess everything to her with my phone, but my hands holding the phone could not type a single word, because as long as I thought that if I confessed these to Lin Yi, she would definitely break up with me according to her personality. But when I thought that she would no longer be my girlfriend, my heart hurt like a knife. I couldn't help but think of every little thing I had with her, and her words to me at that time that she couldn't bear to leave me. I scratched my head hard with my hands, because I knew that I had made an unforgivable mistake, and now I have to tell more lies and do more things against my will because of this mistake. I don't know if this choice is right, but now there is only one way before me, even if it is a road to hell, I will go on alone.
Thinking of this, I started to coax Lin Yi. I first said that not only did I play basketball today, but I also had a fight with Gao Yang. Of course, I deliberately exaggerated it, saying that my injury was more serious and that Gao Yang on the opposite side was even worse off. Also, nothing would happen to me at school in the future because Yao Ming's uncle would protect me. Sure enough, after I said that, the kind-hearted girl started to worry about me and began to forget why I blamed me for not telling her. I said it was okay and she would see me at school tomorrow and told her not to worry. Then I started to ask her about the sushi and why she didn't send me the picture of the sushi she made for me. She pretended to be angry and said she wouldn't let me eat it. I said I was beaten up by him, why don't you make up for me
Lin Yicai made a disdainful expression and asked me, "Do you really want to eat it?" I said, "Of course, no matter how bad your food tastes, I want to eat it. As long as it doesn't poison me, I will eat it!"
Lin Yi sent me an emoji of hitting me with a small hammer, and then said, "Huh, you say my cooking is bad before you even eat it. I won't give it to you anymore. From now on, I will secretly put drugs in your food and poison you to death, and then I will find another boyfriend!"
When I saw this, I told her that I would be willing to die as long as I could eat the food you cooked for me before I died. When I sent this message, Lin Yi didn't say anything for a long time. After a while, she said that I was annoying.
I sent her another message saying, "Actually, I don't want to die at all. I just want to eat the food you cook for me until all my teeth fall out, and then drink the porridge you cook for me." Unexpectedly, Lin Yi replied, "But I don't know how to cook porridge," followed by an unhappy expression.
I smiled and told her, it's okay, I'll do it for you, I'll learn from my mom when I have time, from now on you do the cooking at home and I'll do the rough stuff.
Lin Yi said you are so cunning, so I sent her a laughing emoticon. We chatted until very late, and I even thought that I had forgotten what happened that night. But in the end, Lin Yi said she was too sleepy and wanted to go to bed. After we said good night to each other, I was left alone in the bed looking at my phone. The suffocating guilt weighed on me again, but I could only lie there and endure it silently, because I knew no one could help me. I walked the road by myself, and the blisters on my feet were caused by myself. If I have to blame something, I can only blame my own good luck. I actually met so many kind girls. It’s just that I’m not a good person, but the eighteen-year-old me could never have imagined what kind of fate was waiting for me.
When I woke up the next morning, my whole body was still sore. After all, the amount of exercise I did yesterday was probably the most I had done in a year. Although I had trained every day recently, the fight with Gao Yang really made me feel like my bones were broken. I dragged my body out of the house, ate a simple breakfast made by my mother, packed up my things and went to the station to wait for the bus to go to school. But today I felt a little regretful that I didn’t meet our class monitor on the bus. Although I was still thinking about the last time I bumped into her butt in the car, after all, such opportunities don’t come every day, which is what is called hard to come by. But immediately I felt like a scumbag, fuck, an animal whose brain is controlled by **, because I thought about the incident with Zhang Nuan again.
When I got to school, the first thing I did was to go to the supermarket and buy the things that Zhang Nuan told me about yesterday, and then I also bought some delicious food for Lin Yi. Although Lin Yi looks very quiet, she likes to eat spicy food. I always judge that Lin Yi may be very wild in ** in the future, hehe.
After buying the things, I hid Zhang Nuan and the others' things in my bag, then ran upstairs and waited for Lin Yi in the corridor. However, I deliberately did not send a text message to Lin Yi because I wanted to give her a surprise. But when I saw Lin Yi going upstairs, she was holding her cell phone, and while going upstairs she was looking at her cell phone with a slight frown. I felt a little strange to see her like this because I didn't send her a message, so what was she looking at on her cell phone
Thinking of this, I walked over quietly, but just when I was about to get in front of her, she suddenly noticed me and was startled, almost dropping the phone in her hand. I was so puzzled by her look, because I couldn't understand why she was so absorbed in looking at her phone, and why she looked like she saw a ghost when she saw me
Thinking of this, I asked her without waiting for her to speak, "Hey, what's wrong, sister? What are you looking at?" As I said this, I raised my chin towards the phone in her hand. Lin Yi immediately turned off the screen of her phone and shook her head with an unnatural expression, saying, "I'm not looking at anything. I was just watching the news. I just saw a child abandoned by her mother right after birth. I felt so pitiful."
She said this a little nervously and quickly put her phone back into her pocket. I looked at her and nodded doubtfully. She immediately widened her eyes and asked me why I was waiting for her here so early. I chuckled and handed her the bunch of delicious food I bought for her, and told her that although I can't cook, I can still buy some of the things she likes to eat.
She looked at me and smiled happily, took the food from my hand, and quickly took out a cute lunch box from her bag for me. Her lunch box was different from Zhang Nuan's, and there was a Winnie the Pooh pattern on it. I couldn't wait to open the lunch box, and a fragrant smell came towards me. I saw that the sushis she had pinched were indeed a little bit missing, but I felt they were cuter, so I quickly pinched another one and put it in my mouth and started eating. Although it didn't look so beautiful, it still tasted very good. While I was eating, Lin Yi opened her eyes wide and looked at me expectantly, as if waiting for my evaluation.