After Zhang Nuan finished singing, she bumped me hard with her arm, then raised her head and asked me how I sang. I said I sang very well and I had never heard anyone sing so well.
Damn, I fucked her so hard that she couldn't say a word for a long time. But when I looked at her slightly red face, I couldn't help but think of one thing. If she had been with Ai Yi before, then had she done with Ai Yi what was happening in the private room now
But I didn't dare ask her, I just thought about it. But she seemed to see something from my eyes, so she stared at me with her big eyes and said, what are you thinking about
I immediately waved my hands and said, "I'm not thinking about anything, sister!" But Zhang Nuan looked at me and said, "You must be thinking of something bad!"
Damn, I was really impressed. She even knew what was on my mind. But I was still a little worried about the thoughts she revealed when she was singing just now. I scratched my head and pretended to tell her casually that you shouldn’t always listen to those old songs. Old songs are classics, but people have to move forward. It’s okay to listen to them occasionally. Don’t play them on repeat all the time.
Zhang Nuan took off the earphones in her ears, and of course pulled the ones in my ears out as well. Then she raised her head and asked me with her big eyes, what do you mean
I couldn't help but blush at that moment, thinking to myself, damn, you little fat girl are actually pretending to be stupid in front of me. But I thought that since the words have already been said, there is no need to hide it anymore, so I might as well just say it.
When I thought of this, I told her, what I meant was that people can’t always live in the past, can’t spend their whole lives with memories, people have to look forward. You know what happened between Bai Lu and me, right
When I said this, I couldn't help but sigh softly. I never thought that one day I would be able to use our story as an example so calmly. I don't know if this is because I have let go of the past or I have become more bothered by it. Anyway, I know that I can now mention her in front of others, maybe because of that letter.
But Zhang Nuan didn't answer me. She just raised her head and looked at me with her big, expressive eyes. However, there was no language in her eyes at this time. She was just looking at me, waiting for me to continue speaking.
I sniffed and continued, "She is such a stubborn person. She has started to try to change all these things, to forget the past, and to adapt to the new life. I think you should be as brave as her. It just depends on whether you want to do it or not. What I said is actually what you said to me. You should know it better than me, right?"
After I finished speaking, I looked at her as if a weight had been lifted off my shoulders. In fact, I had wanted to tell her these words since I first learned that her ex-lover had died, but I had never found the right opportunity. Today seemed more suitable. Of course, I was thinking more of the mentality of "now is the best day" in my mind, so I just told her everything at once.
After listening to what I said, she seemed to really think about it carefully, but when she finished thinking, she just blinked her big eyes, looked at me and said, how do you know I am still living in the past
I felt the resistance in her tone, and didn't know why what I said just now caused her dissatisfaction. I nervously pointed at her phone and said, "Look at the songs in your phone."
Unexpectedly, Zhang Nuan shook her phone in front of me angrily and said, "There's something wrong with the music app on this phone. It keeps looping the same song and it doesn't work no matter how I adjust it. Is that my fault?"
This was so embarrassing that I couldn't say a word for a long time. I didn't expect that she kept playing this song on repeat on her phone because of such a stupid reason. I thought she was thinking of her ex-boyfriend and felt bad so she kept listening to it over and over again. But I still think there is some truth in what I said, and I meant well, but she doesn't accept it at all. When I thought of this, I shook my head and said, it's all my fault, it's because I'm ugly and I do weird things, I worry too much about nothing, you have seen through life and death, you won't be bothered by these mundane things anymore, okay
I didn't expect that Zhang Nuan would raise her little fist and hit me hard after I said that. I also knew that what I said just now was a bit too much, so I let her hit me hard for a while. When she had almost vented her anger, I clenched her two little fists tightly, then lowered my head and looked at her like a little girl who had lost her most beloved doll. She struggled twice with her hands held by me and then stopped moving.
I looked at her with her head down and not saying anything, and I felt a little uncomfortable for some reason. But what I didn't expect was that with her hands held by me, she actually leaned her head slowly towards my chest and rested her forehead against my chest. Then I heard the faint sobbing, and then I felt the clothes on my chest slowly getting wet, wet by her tears.
As soon as I saw her crying, I became anxious and kept blaming myself for saying those words to make her angry. I quickly apologized to her in a low voice and said, "I was wrong, don't cry, I didn't mean to say that to you, I'm sorry, please don't cry, okay? I let you hit me and scold me for five minutes to vent your anger, isn't that enough?"
She still didn't say anything with her head in my arms, but I heard her sobbing seemed to be a little softer, and I could feel the warmth on my chest getting bigger and bigger. Sometimes I really don't know how to persuade girls, because I always feel that the more I persuade them, the harder they cry, especially when you provoke them.
This really made me anxious and I didn't know what to do, and I stupidly forgot to let go of her hand that I was holding. Of course, what was even more strange was that she never struggled and just let me hold her hand.
I didn’t know what was wrong with me at the time. I actually thought that she didn’t forgive me because the time I gave her to beat me to vent her anger was not enough. I frowned and asked her seriously, “If you don’t want five minutes, how about ten minutes? That’s enough, sister. You also know how hard you beat people. I’m afraid I can’t bear it any longer.”
I didn't expect that when I said this, she suddenly raised her head in my arms, and looked at me with her red eyes that had been crying, with tears dotted on her face. I didn't know what was wrong with me at the time, I looked at her with a frown, as if I made a big decision in my heart, and then told her that fifteen minutes was my limit.
Unexpectedly, she looked at me and burst out laughing. Then, she moved the two hands that I held hard and broke free from my hands. Then, with tears on her face, she smiled at me and said, "You are silly!"
I blinked and looked at her, not quite understanding why she suddenly smiled. Did she mean she had forgiven me? I tentatively asked her, "So you've forgiven me and you're not angry anymore?"
Unexpectedly, as soon as I said this, Zhang Nuan clenched her fist and hit my arm hard, then said, "No!"
I was really a little confused by her, but I saw that although she ignored me, she was wiping her tears with her little arms. I whispered to her beside her, "I'm sorry."
But what I didn’t expect was that she actually wiped her tears with her chubby arms and said to me with a sniffle, “It’s not your fault, it’s my own fault.”
Damn, my jaw almost dropped when I heard her say that, because I didn't expect that she, who is so willful, would actually say that to me. I even wanted to reach out and pinch my old face to see if I was dreaming, because not only did I see the passionate scene between Ai Yi and Kim Hee Sun today, I also heard Zhang Nuan say that to me with my own ears. Is all this a dream
But I still suppressed my impulse, because I felt that even if I was really in a dream, I would sincerely apologize to this reasonable Zhang Nuan, otherwise I was afraid that I would wake up from the dream and never have this opportunity again.
Thinking of this, I whispered to her again, that the way I spoke just now was wrong, it was my fault...
But before I could say anything else, Zhang Nuan turned around, pressed a finger on my mouth, looked at me with her big eyes, and shook her head gently, telling me not to continue.