I immediately frowned and looked at her with wide eyes and said, "How can it be impossible? I will go play basketball tomorrow!" But Lin Yi, who was sitting there looking out the window, shook her head, then turned her back to me and said, "No, never again, because we..."
I suddenly grabbed Lin Yi's shoulders and turned her face towards me, but all I saw was a pair of eyes full of disappointment. I was afraid to hear those two words come out of her mouth again, but she still said it softly, because we had broken up.
My hands lost their strength and fell down. I looked at her blankly, as if I still couldn't believe what she said. She stood up, patted my shoulder gently for the last time and walked downstairs. I didn't say a word to keep her, and I didn't even stand up again, because I knew that no one could change Lin Yi's decision, and the breakup was a fact.
I sat there watching the people in the cafeteria slowly leave, but in my mind I just kept thinking about one thing: Lin Yi and I broke up, and I lost her completely.
I wanted to cry but I couldn't. I wanted to scream but I couldn't. I just sat there looking out the window, looking at the supermarket where she bought band-aids for me, looking at the past when she and I were together.
The bell for class rang from the loudspeaker outside the window. I stood up dazedly and walked towards the classroom as if by instinct. When I went upstairs alone, I felt like a walking corpse, with only body but no soul. I walked into the classroom and sat back in my seat like a log. Zhang Nuan beside me asked me what was wrong. I shook my head and said nothing was wrong, then I lay down on the table pretending to sleep and didn't want to say anything.
Zhang Nuan didn't say anything after seeing my expression. I was lying on the table and didn't notice that Cao Bo and the class monitor's seats were still empty.
I lay on the table for a while, but for some reason I could hear some girls whispering in the classroom, and some people playing games on their phones. Those tiny sounds were so clear in my ears at this moment, as if they were countless flies flying around my ears.
I suddenly raised my head from the table, and this sudden movement scared Zhang Nuan next to me. When I looked up, I found that Zhang Nuan was secretly eating Marshmallow-filled Xuelici under the table. My sudden movement almost scared her to drop the half piece of Xuelici in her hand on the ground. I pouted and asked her what she was doing so secretly. She pouted and took out a big bag of Xuelici from the desk. I was very puzzled and asked her, why are you eating candy so secretly
She pouted and said nothing, but reached out and took out several large packages of Xueli glutinous rice cakes from the desk. I was dumbfounded when I saw them, and then asked her if she ate them. She pouted and nodded, and I looked at her helplessly and said, "Are you crazy, aren't you afraid of choking to death by eating so much?"
She handed the remaining bag of sherry rice cake to me and said, "Is it delicious?" as if she wanted to bribe me. I couldn't resist.
I sighed and shook my head, thinking that Zhang Nuan was too unreliable. She was so old and still addicted to sweets. When she saw me shaking my head, she quickly said to me, "This bag of sherry rice cakes is all for you. Don't tell Ai Yi."
I really didn't know what expression to use to face her at that time. It turned out that she was still afraid of being discovered by Ai Yi. Someone should supervise someone like her who is so old but still likes to eat candies secretly and has no restraint once she starts eating.
I waved my hand and didn't take the candy from her hand, and said to her, don't worry, I won't tell her, don't eat it, if you eat it again you will really get diabetes.
Zhang Nuan seemed very unhappy that I talked about her, but I didn't want to talk about her eating candy anymore, so I told her that I had a headache and wanted to go back to the dormitory to rest. If the teacher asked me where I went, just say I went back to the dormitory.
Zhang Nuan opened her eyes wide and looked at me and nodded. I walked out. However, when I walked to the door, I couldn't help but glance at Da Huang. But I didn't see that boy. I couldn't help but be stunned. I shook my head and continued to walk out. I felt more and more upset when I walked out of the classroom. I couldn't help but think that this boy was comforting Lin Yi. Damn, this is really too ironic, isn't it
I felt a little uncomfortable in my eyes, so I raised my hand to rub my swollen eyes. Then I suddenly realized, damn, Zhang Nuan must have noticed that my eyes were so swollen. Has she guessed that I broke up
But why didn't she ask me just now? I couldn't help but sigh softly. I felt that although Zhang Nuan looked like a child sometimes, she knew best how to protect a sad person at this moment and would not deliberately open other people's scars. I thought maybe she thought that I would naturally tell her when I wanted to. I took out the mobile phone in my pocket and sent a text message to Zhang Nuan. There were only two words on it: Thank you.
Zhang Nuan immediately replied to my text message and asked me if I was okay and if I needed her to help me talk to Lin Yi. I looked at the text message she sent me on my phone and sighed deeply again. I couldn't help but say to myself, no one can help me this time, not even you.
I texted her back and said it was okay and I would just go back to the dorm to rest. Of course, I also told her not to eat any more candy.
I put my phone in my pocket and went downstairs. The chilly air outside made me sober up immediately and made me even more aware that Lin Yi and I had broken up. I suddenly wanted to go to the supermarket to buy some drinks before going back to the dormitory. Although our supermarket doesn't sell alcohol, I think buying two bottles of Wahaha kvass will be enough. At least the taste is quite unpalatable. What I need now is something unpalatable.
But what I didn't expect was that when I was about to reach the supermarket entrance, I saw the handsome guy who looked like Edison Chen actually walked out from inside, holding a plastic bag that seemed to contain a basin in one hand, and a thermos in the other. I blinked and looked at him, and my heartbeat unconsciously began to accelerate because I was really afraid that the person following him might be Lin Yi. But fortunately, he was alone and there was no one else behind him.
I stopped there and didn't want to walk over, because I didn't want to be seen by him at this time. I didn't want him to see me who had just broken up with Lin Yi. Although I knew that Lin Yi and I didn't break up because of her, I just didn't want him to see me in such a miserable state.
He didn't notice me and was walking in front of me, carrying his things towards the dormitory. I was walking not far behind him. I followed him for a while before I realized that this guy had just returned today and had not bought any toiletries yet, so he took advantage of the evening study time to buy things and pack up in the dormitory. Humph, doesn't it seem like he is a real nerd
Unexpectedly, when I followed him for a while and subconsciously walked closer, the towel on his shoulder fell off. He lowered his head to pick up the towel and saw me behind him. I suddenly felt embarrassed, but he greeted me calmly.
I could only walk over with an indifferent face and said "hmm". The two of us walked side by side instead of one after the other at the beginning. I felt more and more unhappy when I saw his nonchalant look. The scene of him being with Lin Yi in the future kept appearing in my head. The impulse to fight him in the afternoon began to surge in my body again.
I stared coldly at him beside me. Although he didn't speak to me, his eyes didn't reveal as strong hostility as mine. But I still felt that I had no place to vent my anger, so I might as well have a fight with this bitch to vent it. Anyway, I also wanted to see what his strength was and whether he could protect Lin Yi in the future. To be honest, I felt that my thoughts at that time were very naive.
But that's what I thought at the time, but I didn't choose to do it outside, but wanted to wait until I got into the dormitory building, because there was no one in the dormitory building at this time, except for the old man guarding the door on the first floor, so even if the two of us fought in the dormitory building, no one would know.