Jiupin Literature Novel Network welcomes you. You can quickly enter this site by searching "Jiupin Literature Novel Network" on any search engine. It provides free reading of fine novels and downloading services in txt format! Good times are always short, but sometimes even the time you look at beautiful things is short. Just when I saw her looking at her with a fascination, the bell rang. Zhang Nuan, who had listened to the class carefully, let out a long sigh. Looking at her, I knew that she must not have understood much, but this sense of fulfillment from studying hard seemed to make her feel really good, as if she had done something for her most beloved person that he might like. How could such a feeling be bad
For the one they love, people are willing to do anything. When I thought of this, I was stunned because I suddenly thought of Shen Fei who secretly came to my dormitory that night. Didn’t she also say something similar to me? Could it be that what she did that night was really for Gao Yang
I shook my head and felt a little confused. I smiled to myself and felt that there were too many things in this world that I couldn't figure out, not just this one, such as the girl next to me. But Zhang Nuan caught my series of actions. She immediately poked me with her little fist and asked me what I was doing, why I shook my head and smiled and looked at her, whether I secretly put a note on her back to hurt her or something
I frowned and explained to her helplessly that no, then I made the excuse that I was going downstairs to buy her some Wangzai milk, stood up from my seat and walked out of the classroom, because just now when I was sitting there facing Zhang Nuan's bright big eyes, I felt more and more uneasy and uneasy in my heart, as if I would say something insincere at any time. No, maybe it was words that had been hidden in my heart all along, I don't know, I don't know.
As soon as I walked out of the classroom, I saw a familiar figure standing in the corridor, looking out the window, with his back to me. The uneasy thoughts that had just been lingering in my mind immediately evaporated like water on the playground in summer, and there was only the person in front of me, with his back to me, Lin Yi.
I felt my mouth getting dry from nervousness, and my body became stiff and unnatural, but I still walked towards her who was standing there. That awkward feeling was really strange, making me feel like I was just a bystander standing aside and listening to what I said to her. Hey, why are you here
I heard my own excited but deliberately suppressed voice, but what I didn't expect was Lin Yi's pale face and slightly red and swollen eyes when she turned around. The first thought that flashed through my mind was that she had cried, but the cold look in her eyes when she looked at me made me feel that the person she was crying for was not me.
She looked at me with her red and swollen eyes, and said to me in a voice without any emotion, I have something to ask you. After she finished speaking, she turned around and walked to the other side of the corridor where there were no people. I followed her silently. Her cold attitude was like a hard stone thrown into my heart, cutting the softest part of my heart, those tenderest memories of her past.
Walking to the window where the sun was shining in, she turned around and looked at me like a stranger, and then said to me, "You went with him that day, right?" My heart seemed to be grabbed by something, because I didn't expect that the first thing she would say to me when she came to see me was about him. It seemed that I was no longer as important in her heart as before. I didn't hide the loss in my heart, and nodded blankly.
She sighed softly and then asked me, "You brought the knife with you, too, right?" I nodded again, but I couldn't think about her intentions in asking me that, because all I could think about was whether she was really so determined and had no feelings for me at all. I looked into her eyes, trying to see a trace of me in those clear eyes, but I couldn't see it, I couldn't see it, all I could see was her concern for another person and her indifference to me standing in front of her.
I don't know if she noticed my affectionate gaze. She just looked into my eyes and continued to say coldly, "You were with him when the accident happened that day, right?" I nodded again, but I couldn't help but humbly thinking in my heart, when should she start to mention me instead of him? Her eyes slowly drooped, and then she whispered as if talking to herself, "Then why can you stand here well, while he can only live abroad?"
I didn't quite understand what she said. Welcome to Jiupin Literature Novel Network. Search "Jiupin Literature Novel Network" on any search engine to quickly enter this site, providing free reading of fine novels and download services in txt format! I frowned unconsciously, looked at her and said, what did you say? She was like a female animal who had lost her partner. She suddenly raised her head and looked at me and said, why can you come to school without any problems, while he has become mentally ill and goes abroad for treatment? ! I blinked my eyes as if I couldn't accept Lin Yi's sudden aggressive tone. I looked at her puzzledly and said, what are you talking about
Lin Yi stared at me with her eyes that had turned red from crying and said, "Isn't this all a trap you set for him?" My expression immediately changed from confusion to anger. I looked at her with wide eyes and said, "What? A trap I set for him?" Lin Yi looked at me and nodded as if she was a little paranoid and said, "Yes, otherwise how could he have such a thing happen just after returning to school? And isn't that fat guy living in your dormitory now? Do you dare to say that all this has nothing to do with you?"
Lin Yi's words at that time were like the most insult I had ever received in my life, and they made me completely furious. I looked at the unwavering look in Lin Yi's eyes as she said these words to her, and I really felt that the person in front of me was no longer the sensible Lin Yi I knew, but a paranoid crazy woman, and that no matter what I said to her now, she would not believe it. I was so angry that I hit the wall beside me with my fist. I felt the severe pain of my fist hitting the hard wall, but compared with Lin Yi's misunderstanding of me, it was just like a mosquito bite.
I stared at her with eyes red with anger and yelled at her, "Who the f*ck told you all this? Was it me who f*cking told him to stab someone with a knife? Was it me who f*cking told him to throw someone off the building?" But what I didn't expect was that Lin Yi actually looked at me in anger and said coldly, "Didn't you design all this on purpose?"
I kept shaking my head and looking at the girl in front of me. I felt that she made me feel more and more unfamiliar. I didn't know how she had such a deep-rooted idea that it must be me who designed to harm Cheng Yifei. In the end, I chose not to continue explaining, but said to her, if you must think so, then I have nothing to explain, but I think our separation now seems to be an extremely correct thing, because I really don’t trust you enough, but you think of me like this now, which makes me feel that you don’t understand me at all. You don’t even know what kind of person I am, let alone trust me. I don’t know why we were together before, now it seems that it was indeed a mistake.
After I said these words, I left without looking back, leaving Lin Yi standing there alone. I didn't want to think about why she missed me like this. Even if it was really because she fell in love with Cheng Yifei that she thought of me as such a despicable villain, I didn't care, because this person who didn't understand me was completely dead in my heart. The last words she said to me just now were the last shovel of dirt on her grave in my heart. I knew that from the moment she was so paranoid that she thought all this was done by me, she no longer hated me, but regarded me as a lingering villain. Since there is no hatred, there will naturally be no love. I don't know how she managed to remove all the traces of the past so cleanly that she believed that all this was planned by me behind the scenes, but I really don't want to explain anything to her anymore. Let it all go with the wind. What I will do in the future is to forget the memory of her in my heart little by little. Although I know it may be difficult, I will try my best to do it, just like she did.
I returned to the classroom, and for some reason I suddenly wanted to cry when I saw the noisy scene of my classmates. However, when I saw Zhang Nuan sitting there with a lollipop in one hand and a pen in the other, doing her homework, I immediately held back the urge to cry. I walked to her and patted her shoulder without saying anything, meaning that I wanted to go in. Zhang Nuan stood up with the lollipop and let me sit in.
After I sat down, I leaned over to see what question stumped her, and then I studied it with her at my half-full level. I knew that Zhang Nuan must have noticed my abnormality with her sharp mind, but she didn't say anything, just concentrated on studying the question with me until the class bell rang. We stopped. To be honest, I was really grateful that Zhang Nuan didn't ask me what was wrong, because I knew that if she asked me, I might lose control of my emotions, and I didn't want to show my wounds in front of others. Even if it was Zhang Nuan, I didn't want her to know that Lin Yi had fallen in love with someone else.
Although Lin Yi's incident had hit me so hard that I just stayed in my seat and didn't want to move, but because of Guo Bin's incident I couldn't help but worry about whether those senior high school boys would do anything on the day I came back, so I had to rush upstairs to discuss it with my brothers after class. Even though they called me after the incident to express their concern and anger at me for doing such a big thing behind their backs, I still had to ask my brothers for help at this critical moment.