After Zhang Nuan abused my little bean that day, my abnormal reaction immediately extinguished her anger, because I obviously added more weight to her and she felt it. This was definitely the most intimate action after we kissed that time, the closest distance. I wanted to kiss her, kiss her pink face, and eat her moist little mouth.
Zhang Nuan saw my action, her face turned red, she pushed me away and walked out: "You pervert! Next time if you do this again, I will pinch you down there!!!" Zhang Nuan was definitely deliberately saying something harsh to cover up her inner turmoil. Afterwards, we were awkward for another two or three days. Although we usually had no moral integrity when we quarreled, we were still a little embarrassed after seeing the scale was too big.
When I entered the classroom this morning, I saw that Zhang Nuan was not sitting in her seat, and her seat was empty. Was she not coming today? Or was there something wrong?! I felt uneasy, afraid that those people from Red Dog would cause trouble for her, even though it seemed that she had not contacted Red Dog for a long time. I walked over to Ai Yi, thinking about asking her if she knew where Zhang Nuan had gone.
Before I got there, Annie came towards me and said, "Lengshan, today is Christmas Eve, and this apple is for you. Tomorrow is Sunday, why don't we go out to see a movie?!" Annie handed me a beautifully wrapped apple. I was wondering why all these girls were holding wrapping paper yesterday. It turned out to be Christmas Eve. Last year, Lin Yi also gave me one.
I took the apple from Annie and said, "Thank you! Let's meet at Xintiandi tomorrow? I'll buy you movie tickets and treat you to delicious food!" After that, I didn't forget to blow Annie a kiss. After all, in class, even if I want to kiss someone, I have to consider whether they can bear it. The English class representative was next to Annie just now. Seeing our interaction, he started to make a scene. Annie left with a blushing face.
This interruption made me forget about going to look for Ai Yi. But Zhang Nuan didn't come back at night, and I was really worried. After all, she is a girl, and Ai Yi and the others are all in the class, where can she go alone?! I was really a little panicked, damn, this girl doesn't know how dangerous it is for a girl to be outside at night. She looks sharp at ordinary times, but she is actually a fucking tiger, who only knows how to work hard!
"Ai Yi, do you know where Zhang Nuan went?!" I guess she must know, and now she is the only one I can ask. Ai Yi glanced at me, didn't say anything, and continued to play with her phone. Damn, I didn't provoke her today, did I? ! Did I provoke her yesterday? No! Who asked you to ask for help? ! Lower your posture, lower your posture is the kingly way!
"Ai Yi, you are my dear second aunt! Where is Zhang Nuan? I didn't offend you..." I said to her flatteringly, and then I made a two gesture to her. This gesture is the standard action of two bags of chocolates for Zhang Nuan, Ai Yi and the three of us. When I saw that she didn't react, I made up my mind and changed two to four!
Ah! Still no response?! I went up to pull her arm, and as soon as I pulled her, she picked up the thick English book and slapped it on my face. "You still ask?! Now you remember to ask, what did you do in the morning? I don't know!!!" Ai Yi was angry because she saw Leng Shan walking towards her in the morning to ask about Zhang Nuan, but Annie seduced him away with an apple and wanted to watch a movie with her, so she was furious. She felt sorry for Zhang Nuan, and that silly girl.
I knew Ai Yi wouldn't tell me even if she knew, so I decided to go out and look for it myself, to see if there was any internet cafe or KTV we often went to. I lied to Annie and said I was going out to play games and contacted the people online. I was really anxious. I sent a text message to Zhang Nuan today, but she didn't reply. It's not normal. I called her today, and her phone was on, but no one answered. It's very abnormal! !
I left as soon as I said I would. I climbed over the wall during the break after the evening self-study get out of class. Not long after I climbed out, the phone rang. I looked and saw Xie Qingqing! Why did she call me? The few times I met her, nothing good happened. She beat me up. I actually care about it. After all, I am a man, and I was abused like this. I was also angry. But the call at this time, is it related to Zhang Nuan? Is Zhang Nuan with her? I immediately picked up the phone.
"Hey, is Zhang Nuan with you?!" I asked Zhang Nuan directly, because I thought that if this bitch was really with Zhang Nuan, it had been a whole day, and Zhang Nuan might be injured, or she might not be able to come back because she couldn't answer the phone.
"Zhang Nuan?! Everyone is asking about Zhang Nuan, why is no one asking me?! Want to find Zhang Nuan? Come out to the KTV behind No. 8 Middle School to find me!" After saying this, Xie Qingqing hung up the phone. She knew Leng Shan would definitely come to find him because he was worried about Zhang Nuan, just like Wang Hao, that damn bear, he would definitely go to any place that had anything to do with Zhang Nuan!
As soon as I heard what Xie Qingqing said, I knew that she must know where Zhang Nuan is! Don't let me see you bullying Zhang Nuan, or I will fight you to the death! Before leaving, I borrowed 200 yuan from Dayao, so I took a taxi and went straight to No. 8 Middle School.
I saw Xie Qingqing in the KTV, with a small bag, she was alone, and the table was full of empty bottles. "Where's Zhang Nuan? Where is she?" I asked as soon as I entered the room. I didn't see Zhang Nuan, and I felt uneasy.
Xie Qingqing looked up and saw Leng Shan, she smiled: "Looking for Zhang Nuan? Sit down and drink with me. When I'm done, I'll tell you, otherwise don't even think about finding her!" Xie Qingqing didn't go to school much, and later I heard that she didn't want to study anymore. Her family couldn't control her. After her parents divorced, she was rebellious and pitiful. Some people said that she had become a prostitute.
"How the hell do I know if what you said is true? Do you keep your word?!" I'm not stupid. After all, this is her territory, and I can't just trust her. But no matter what I do today, as long as I can see Zhang Nuan jumping around, I think it's worth it!
"Do you believe it or not? If not, go ask others and see if you can find it!" Xie Qingqing deliberately provoked Leng Shan. In fact, she wanted to cry. Leng Shan sat down and started to pour the wine into his mouth. After drinking four bottles, he began to feel dizzy. Xie Qingqing had drunk a lot herself and was a little unable to get up, but she started to talk.
"You all fucking love and protect that bitch Zhang Nuan! What's so good about her?! Wang Hao is like this, Hong Gou is like this, and Leng Shan, you fucking are like this too! For Zhang Nuan, that bitch Wang Hao fucking rushed forward even when he was surrounded and beaten by a group of people. If it weren't for her, would Wang Hao and I have been separated?! Bitch! You won't let me go even after you die, and you make me think about you and miss you. You fucking are not a human being, Wang Hao..." Xie Qingqing was shouting and cursing at the side. Although I felt a little dizzy, seeing her like this, I really felt sorry for her. But it wasn't Zhang Nuan's fault at all!
"Leng Shan, do you fucking know? It's been a year, Wang Hao has been gone for a year, and I haven't forgotten him for a single day! But he doesn't have me in his heart, not at all! On this day last year, if he had just said that he had me in his heart, I would have fucking gone with him! But even when he closed his eyes, he only told me one thing, that bitch Zhang Nuan was the only one!!!"
"Today is the first anniversary of his death. He has been gone for so long. It hurts here, it hurts so much..." Xie Qingqing said while patting her left chest hard. It turned out that today is the first anniversary of Wang Hao's death. I saw Zhang Nuan's tears with my own eyes when Zhang Nuan and I went back to No. 8 Middle School last time. Seeing Xie Qingqing today, I know that she loves him no less than Zhang Nuan.
I didn't say anything, because I didn't know what to say to comfort her. Xie Qingqing glanced at me and said, "Zhang Nuan went to find him. You all live for her alone, don't you?!..." Later, Xie Qingqing said a lot, but I didn't listen carefully. I just knew that Zhang Nuan took a car to the place where Wang Hao was placed.
From what Xie Qingqing said, that place is quite far away and Zhang Nuan will definitely not be able to come back today. But knowing that she is alone, I feel an inexplicable loneliness in my heart. I want to find her and accompany her, especially now. I don’t want her to be alone, walking alone, crying alone.