Looking at Annie's tears, I knew it was not the right time to say goodbye, because in our love, only one person was actually paying the price. Although I admit that I like Annie, after kissing Zhang Nuan last night and being discovered by Annie, I became more certain of one thing, that is, my liking for Annie is not love.
Annie lowered her head and kept crying. I felt that our current position was too attractive, and the students passing by all looked at us. "Fuck, look at me! Get lost!" I cursed loudly, and then pulled Annie to the top floor stairs, where we practiced singing together.
We sat side by side on the stair bench. I couldn't say what I wanted to say now, so I just sat there with her. Anne didn't let go of my hand, and then Anne started talking.
"Leng Shan, I know I'm not lovable, but I can become a lovable person for you. I know I have a bad past and I'm not worthy of you, but do you know how grateful I am to you and how touched I am when you helped me solve the Cao Bo incident. On my birthday, I confessed to you, I know you don't actually like me, but when you agreed to my confession, I really felt very happy."
"Leng Shan, you know, when you stood me up, although I was very angry, I was still very happy that there was someone who kept waiting for me. I still remember that time when I asked you whether you liked me or not, I thought that if you just said you didn't like me, I would try my best to let you go, because I was afraid that you would be unhappy with me. But you didn't, you said you liked me. Your one word of love made me make a final decision that I would never let you go again, no matter whether you really like me or are just pretending to like me, I only remember the word you said to me."
"Leng Shan, when I saw you and Zhang Nuan yesterday, my heart ached, but I would rather avoid you than be in pain. I don't want to listen to you because I'm afraid of what you'll say. I'm afraid you'll say those two words. Because when I received your text message, I felt like the sky was falling."
"Leng Shan, just consider it as my plea, please don't break up with me, okay? I can change for you! In fact, after experiencing that relationship with Cao Bo, I really became very fragile. I am really afraid that others will know about such a painful past. I am really afraid. But I know you won't mind, otherwise you won't really accept me, right? If you really leave me, what should I do? You can say goodbye to Lin Yi and your past in a cool way on the ice rink, so can't you let go of Zhang Nuan now? Leng Shan, Zhang Nuan will be very happy without you, but I will never be happy without you. Please don't leave me..."
Annie was crying and saying, "My heart has softened. Do I really want to hurt a girl like this?" I can feel how good Annie is to me. I just hate that I agreed to her confession. Now no matter what she says, I feel that I have no right to break up with her. Since I provoked her, I should take some responsibility.
I helped Annie wipe her tears and felt her warm tears flowing across my palms. There are some people you know you have to let go of, and some people you know are not the ones in your heart, but after you make a decision, you become intricately connected with them, and it is difficult to cut them off and sort them out.
When Annie and I returned to class, the class had already started. The teacher was very angry when she saw us, but after seeing Annie's red eyes after crying, she just told us not to be late in the future and let us go back to our seats. In fact, I hoped that the teacher would punish me by making me stand or something, because at that time, what I least wanted to do was sit there, sitting next to Zhang Nuan.
Zhang Nuan still said nothing, just like when we were in a cold war, but different, because at that time we would at least pass notes to each other and communicate with each other, but now I feel that although we can see and touch each other, there is a transparent wall between us that no one can penetrate.
During the break, I secretly asked my classmates how Zhang Nuan responded to the boy at noon. My classmates said that she accepted the chocolate, but there was no concrete result. What do you mean by no concrete result? Isn't accepting the chocolate a concrete result? Does it have to be a result when the two hug each other and perform a romantic kiss like in a melodrama
This time, Zhang Nuan and I had completely cut off our relationship and kept a distance between us. From that day on, Zhang Nuan and I rarely talked to each other. Even when we did talk, we were very polite. We would only say a few words when we were studying or had something to do. I felt that Zhang Nuan had changed and became quieter.
My relationship with Annie has also changed, becoming closer. She relies on me more than before, clings to me more, and is more worried about gains and losses. I will try my best to do what she asks me to do, because I don't like the sad and aggrieved look she always gives me after I reject her.
It has been nearly two weeks since the start of school, and everyone seems to be unusually quiet. But peaceful days are always short-lived, and before you can enjoy the peace, it is broken. On Thursday afternoon, we had physical education class outside, and the teacher's dismissal was what everyone was looking forward to.
Most of the boys went to play basketball and football, while the girls were jumping rubber ropes or walking and chatting in groups of three or five. Just when I was happily shooting a three-pointer, a girl in our class ran over to me and said, "Why are you still playing basketball? Your girlfriend is fighting with someone else!"
Holy shit, what's going on? Annie is fighting with someone! I threw the basketball in my hand and ran towards the playground, not caring if the ball would hit anyone. (Because the ball did hit someone, a girl who was watching the game nearby.)
As soon as I ran there, I saw two people arguing, Ai Yi and the English class representative. Damn, that idiot who just passed the message, what's with your eyes? But when I walked up to them, I understood that it was just the gunman who was fighting, and the real reason was really Annie.
"I'm fucking telling you, watch your mouth! If anyone says anything about Zhang Nuan again, don't blame me for being rude!" Ai Yi slapped the English class representative in the face, then pointed at her nose and said.
Ai Yi is a cool girl, and she wears smoky makeup all day, which makes her look like a big sister. I looked at the English class representative with resentment, but I didn't dare to say anything. Annie was behind the English class representative, and her eyes were red. Zhang Nuan just watched Ai Yi hit someone, and she didn't even try to stop her. Her expression said, you deserve this slap.
I walked over, pulled Annie over and asked her what happened? Because from what I heard from Ai Yi just now, it seemed that someone had said something about Zhang Nuan, and Annie must have been involved. But Zhang Nuan and Ai Yi were not close to the girls in my class, and I seemed to be the only one who was related and could easily cause a fight.
"Nothing! There's just a fucking rumor recently that Zhang Nuan is the third party and has destroyed your relationship! Damn, don't say Zhang Nuan isn't that kind of person. Even if she is really a mistress, it depends on whether the man is worth it! Keep an eye on your own woman, and don't fucking let me know that she has done any harm to Zhang Nuan!" Before Annie could speak, Ai Yi spoke first.
Ai Yi's tone was very aggressive. I could tell that she was really angry. Although she could hit you and scold you, she had a fierce aura today. I knew that as long as Zhang Nuan was involved, Ai Yi would be very nervous, not to mention that someone wanted to bully Zhang Nuan. After Ai Yi finished speaking, she took Zhang Nuan away. As one side of the war withdrew, the crowd of onlookers also became smaller.
"Annie, what's going on?" I asked, looking down at Annie. I could guess a little bit about what was going on, but how did a mistress suddenly appear? And how did the mistress become Zhang Nuan? My recent relationship with Zhang Nuan doesn't seem like something that could lead to a scandal, right? ! Looking at Annie's tears, I knew it was not appropriate to say something like breaking up at this moment, because in the relationship between the two of us, only one person actually paid. Although I admit that I like Annie, after kissing Zhang Nuan last night and being discovered by Annie, I became more certain of one thing, that is, my liking for Annie is not love.
Annie lowered her head and kept crying. I felt that our current position was too attractive, and the students passing by all looked at us. "Fuck, look at me! Get lost!" I cursed loudly, and then pulled Annie to the top floor stairs, where we practiced singing together.
We sat side by side on the stair bench. I couldn't say what I wanted to say now, so I just sat there with her. Anne didn't let go of my hand, and then Anne started talking.
"Leng Shan, I know I'm not lovable, but I can become a lovable person for you. I know I have a bad past and I'm not worthy of you, but do you know how grateful I am to you and how touched I am when you helped me solve the Cao Bo incident. On my birthday, I confessed to you, I know you don't actually like me, but when you agreed to my confession, I really felt very happy."
"Leng Shan, you know, when you stood me up, I was very angry, but I was still very happy to have someone like that.
I waited. I still remember the time when I asked you whether you really liked me or not. I thought that if you just said you didn't like me, I would try to let you go, because I was afraid that you would be unhappy with me. But you didn't, you said you liked me. Your "like" made me decide completely that I would never let you go again, no matter whether you really liked me or just pretended to like me, I only remembered the "like" you said to me.
"Leng Shan, when I saw you and Zhang Nuan yesterday, my heart ached, but I would rather avoid you than be in pain. I don't want to listen to you because I'm afraid of what you'll say. I'm afraid you'll say those two words. Because when I received your text message, I felt like the sky was falling."
"Leng Shan, just consider it as my plea, please don't break up with me, okay? I can change for you! In fact, after experiencing that relationship with Cao Bo, I really became very fragile. I am really afraid that others will know about such a painful past. I am really afraid. But I know you won't mind, otherwise you won't really accept me, right? If you really leave me, what should I do? You can say goodbye to Lin Yi and your past in a cool way on the ice rink, so can't you let go of Zhang Nuan now? Leng Shan, Zhang Nuan will be very happy without you, but I will never be happy without you. Please don't leave me..."
Annie was crying and saying, "My heart has softened. Do I really want to hurt a girl like this?" I can feel how good Annie is to me. I just hate that I agreed to her confession. Now no matter what she says, I feel that I have no right to break up with her. Since I provoked her, I should take some responsibility.
I helped Annie wipe her tears and felt her warm tears flowing across my palms. There are some people you know you have to let go of, and some people you know are not the ones in your heart, but after you make a decision, you become intricately connected with them, and it is difficult to cut them off and sort them out.
When Annie and I returned to class, the class had already started. The teacher was very angry when she saw us, but after seeing Annie's red eyes after crying, she just told us not to be late in the future and let us go back to our seats. In fact, I hoped that the teacher would punish me by making me stand or something, because at that time, what I least wanted to do was sit there, sitting next to Zhang Nuan.
Zhang Nuan still said nothing, just like when we were in a cold war, but different, because at that time we would at least pass notes to each other and communicate with each other, but now I feel that although we can see and touch each other, there is a transparent wall between us that no one can penetrate.
During the break, I secretly asked my classmates how Zhang Nuan responded to the boy at noon. My classmates said that she accepted the chocolate, but there was no concrete result. What do you mean by no concrete result? Isn't accepting the chocolate a concrete result? Does it have to be a result when the two hug each other and perform a romantic kiss like in a melodrama
This time, Zhang Nuan and I had completely cut off our relationship and kept a distance between us. From that day on, Zhang Nuan and I rarely talked to each other. Even when we did talk, we were very polite. We would only say a few words when we were studying or had something to do. I felt that Zhang Nuan had changed and became quieter.
My relationship with Annie has also changed, becoming closer. She relies on me more than before, clings to me more, and is more worried about gains and losses. I will try my best to do what she asks me to do, because I don't like the sad and aggrieved look she always gives me after I reject her.
It has been nearly two weeks since the start of school, and everyone seems to be unusually quiet. But peaceful days are always short-lived, and before you can enjoy the peace, it is broken. On Thursday afternoon, we had physical education class outside, and the teacher's dismissal was what everyone was looking forward to.
Most of the boys went to play basketball and football, while the girls were jumping rubber ropes or walking and chatting in groups of three or five. Just when I was happily shooting a three-pointer, a girl in our class ran over to me and said, "Why are you still playing basketball? Your girlfriend is fighting with someone else!"
Holy shit, what's going on? Annie is fighting with someone! I threw the basketball in my hand and ran towards the playground, not caring if the ball would hit anyone. (Because the ball did hit someone, a girl who was watching the game nearby.)
As soon as I ran there, I saw two people arguing, Ai Yi and the English class representative. Damn, that idiot who just passed the message, what's with your eyes? But when I walked up to them, I understood that it was just the gunman who was fighting, and the real reason was really Annie.
"I'm fucking telling you, watch your mouth! If anyone says anything about Zhang Nuan again, don't blame me for being rude!" Ai Yi slapped the English class representative in the face, then pointed at her nose and said.
Ai Yi is a cool girl, and she wears smoky makeup all day, which makes her look like a big sister. I looked at the English class representative with resentment, but I didn't dare to say anything. Annie was behind the English class representative, and her eyes were red. Zhang Nuan just watched Ai Yi hit someone, and she didn't even try to stop her. Her expression said, you deserve this slap.
I walked over, pulled Annie over and asked her what happened? Because from what I heard from Ai Yi just now, it seemed that someone had said something about Zhang Nuan, and Annie must have been involved. But Zhang Nuan and Ai Yi were not close to the girls in my class, and I seemed to be the only one who was related and could easily cause a fight.
"Nothing! There's just a fucking rumor recently that Zhang Nuan is the third party and has destroyed your relationship! Damn, don't say Zhang Nuan isn't that kind of person. Even if she is really a mistress, it depends on whether the man is worth it! Keep an eye on your own woman, and don't fucking let me know that she has done any harm to Zhang Nuan!" Before Annie could speak, Ai Yi spoke first.
Ai Yi's tone was very aggressive. I could tell that she was really angry. Although she could hit you and scold you, she had a fierce aura today. I knew that as long as Zhang Nuan was involved, Ai Yi would be very nervous, not to mention that someone wanted to bully Zhang Nuan. After Ai Yi finished speaking, she took Zhang Nuan away. As one side of the war withdrew, the crowd of onlookers also became smaller.
"Annie, what's going on?" I looked down at Annie and asked. I could guess a little bit about what was going on, but how did a mistress suddenly appear? And how did the mistress become Zhang Nuan? My recent relationship with Zhang Nuan doesn't seem like something that could lead to a scandal, right? !