After going upstairs to Zhang Tong's dormitory, Zhang Tong went into the room and said to Dayao in their room, "Take 500 yuan." Dayao said in a silly voice, "What do you want? 500 yuan!" Zhang Tong said, "Why the hell are you talking so much nonsense? I've never owed you money before. Hurry up!" Then Dayao opened the cabinet and took out a wad of money from his sports bag. He took out 500 yuan and gave it to Zhang Tong. Zhang Tong took the money and gave it to Dongzi. Dongzi nodded and said, "Thank you, Brother Tong." Zhang Tong looked at him with disdain and said, "Get out!"
Dongzi took the money and went downstairs with a fake smile. I followed Zhang Tong into the house. Dayao knew that Zhang Tong had given me the money, so he asked me, "What's wrong? Xiaoshanzi has learned to hit people?" Because I used to come to their dormitory to play poker with them when I had nothing to do, but they all played for money, so I never came again after coming twice, but I still know everyone in their dormitory. I said with a sad face, "They are fucking going to shit on my head, I have no way to deal with it, I can't stand it anymore." Dayao smiled and said, "Well, there is no need to endure it anymore!"
Zhang Tong told Dayao to go play, and then said to me, Xiaoshan, you are not the kind of person who likes to fight, and you don’t want to get involved, so just be good in the future and stay away from those idiots. I nodded vigorously, and Zhang Tong continued, but Xiaoshan, don’t worry, if someone bullies us, you beat him up, beat him to death, fuck, I can’t stand those who bully others, fuck! Then he patted my shoulder and said, if you want money when you get hurt, come to me, if I’m not here, you go to Dayao, fuck, if you get hurt, let him go and see, and then beat him up after he’s done! Wu Di from their dormitory was playing with a stick next to them and interrupted, saying, it takes a lot of hard work!
I nodded gratefully, and then said to Zhang Tong, Brother Tong, I will find a way to pay you back the money as soon as possible! Zhang Tong waved his hand and said, Hey, don’t worry, you can pay it back when you have the money. If you really don’t have it, forget it, just consider it as me treating you to a meal! Dayao was unhappy when he heard it and said, damn, when are you going to treat me to a 500 yuan meal? Zhang Tong turned around and scolded him, go and scold the guy next door, when I treated you to a foot massage and you asked for two girls, why didn’t you say you wanted to eat! Dayao was silent at the time, his face flushed and said, damn, didn’t I just break up at that time!
I couldn't stop laughing after hearing that. I chatted with them for a while, and then went downstairs to my dormitory after the lights were turned off. When I arrived at the dormitory door, I knocked on the door. After knocking a few times, there was no movement in the room. Then I remembered to tell them not to open the door. I had no choice but to take out my mobile phone and send a text message to Dana. Dana got out of bed and opened the door for me. As soon as he opened the door, he asked me, "How did you do it?" I sighed and walked into the room and said, "I found Zhang Tong and spent 500 yuan to get it done." Dana asked me in confusion, "Aren't you and Zhang Tong good friends? Why did you spend money?"
I waved my hands and said, it wasn't him, it was that bitch from Dalong who asked Xiaotian for money for medical treatment. The God of Gamblers was also listening in the ** at this time, and when he heard what I said, he immediately came to his senses and interrupted me and asked, damn, is that bitch so serious, he just played a few electric cannons and he needs to see a doctor? I said, it's just a few rounds of medical treatment, it's just that bitch from Dalong wanted to take the opportunity to ask for some money. The big guy asked in confusion, then you gave it to me? I said, what if we don't give it to me, even if we find Zhang Tong, no matter how big Zhang Tong's face is, he can't beat him up for nothing, it's good that we can get the money, otherwise, if that bitch from Dalong has no reason to bother us every now and then, wouldn't it be even more doomed
After listening to what I said, they both nodded and said nothing more. Liu Feng didn't say anything the whole time. I didn't know if he was asleep or not. But I still felt sorry for him for what happened today. I thought I would have a chance to apologize to him tomorrow. After all, this was caused by me, but he got beaten for me. I took off my clothes and got on the bed. Dana asked me, hey, do you have 500 yuan? I sighed and said, I don't have much. I only have a dozen yuan in my pocket. They were all lent to me by Zhang Tong. The God of Gamblers asked me again, doesn't your mother give you 100 yuan every week? I said, that's right, shit, I don't know when I can save up this fucking 500 yuan to pay it back.
Dana patted his chest and said, it's not a big deal, we are here! The God of Gamblers said yes, yes, yes, and I couldn't help laughing, because Dana, this bitch, only has 50 more than me a week, but it's not enough for this bitch to eat for a week. Although the God of Gamblers has more than both of us, he always buys snacks for his partner, so there is basically nothing left. In fact, Liu Feng has the best conditions in our dormitory, but I really can't ask him for help, so I just smiled and said nothing, not wanting to expose the face of Dana and God of Gamblers.
Lying in bed, I turned over, picked up my phone and habitually typed the words "good night". Then, just as I was about to send it, I stopped when I saw the words "Lin Yi". I remembered what Zhang Nuan said to me at night, and sighed. I couldn't help wondering if Lin Yi had fallen asleep at this moment, or couldn't sleep like me. In the end, I didn't delete the good night message, but saved it in the draft box. I don't know why Lin Yi and I are in the same school, but it's difficult to have dinner together a few times a month. The most common thing we do is that I say good morning and good night to her, which makes it like a miserable long-distance relationship. Haha, maybe it's better than a long-distance relationship, because although they are far away from each other, their hearts are very close, and even if I stand in front of her now, I can't see her heart.
I shook my head and didn't want to think about it anymore. I closed my eyes and tried to sleep, but I didn't feel sleepy at all. Instead, my head started to hurt. I touched it with my hand. Damn, it was the place where Xiaotian hit me with the kettle. I had no choice but to pick up my phone again, ready to play with it to distract myself. But I didn't know what to do when I picked up the phone. I subconsciously clicked into the text message inbox and read the messages one by one. I immediately saw the text message from a string of numbers, which was another number of Zhang Nuan. I randomly clicked on a text message she had sent me. After reading it, I couldn't help laughing out loud. Then I heard Da Na grinding his teeth and saying, "Why are you laughing in the middle of the night? Go to sleep!"
I quickly covered my mouth with my hands, and secretly laughed for a while. I don't know why I felt itchy in my heart, so I couldn't help but send a text message to Zhang Nuan, "Are you asleep?" After sending it, I felt a little bit of anticipation in my heart, and I was unconsciously thinking about what I would talk about with Zhang Nuan later. In fact, I had a shameless idea in my heart, because I always read about love in the forum, and I was really curious about what it felt like, especially when I thought about what it would be like with Zhang Nuan? Fuck, the neighbor next door, when I thought about this, my only sleepiness disappeared, and my lower body was actually fucking excited and hard, oh, sad virgin. But fuck, I waited there for almost an hour, and my lower body was soft, and Zhang Nuan didn't reply to the text message. In the end, I could only admit in my heart that Zhang Nuan had fallen asleep. I browsed the forum again, but I couldn't read anything at all, so I clicked into the text box again, but this time I didn't click on the text message Zhang Nuan sent me, but looked at the two folders in my text box, one was called Lin Yi, and the other was called Bai Lu.
I curled my lips and opened Lin Yi's folder, looking at the text messages she had sent me. Although they were all short replies and could be called real text messages, there were always a few text messages that I couldn't bear to turn over. I silently read them for a long time. They were the first time she asked me to save a seat for her in the cafeteria, and the first time she gave me a gift. Although they were few in number, they seemed even more precious to us. I looked at those text messages and unconsciously wrote on the screen with my fingers. It was not until I finished writing that I realized that the words I wrote were "Don't leave me."
I smiled bitterly, not knowing what fate awaited me. I exited the folder named Lin Yi and looked at the folder named Bai Lu next to her, which seemed to be standing alone. It was so sad. I couldn't help but touch the screen of the folder gently, as if to comfort her, or to comfort myself. But in the end, I still didn't have the courage to click in. I just silently turned off the screen of my phone and put it next to my pillow.
I closed my eyes. The room was very quiet. I don't know why Dana didn't snore tonight, and the God of Gamblers didn't grind his teeth. It was so quiet that I could only hear my own heartbeat, and that heartbeat seemed like the sound of the sea hitting the rocks, except that the depths of the sea were all undercurrents from the deepest part of my memory, and the reef was just the last line of defense in my heart. The memory of her seemed to be ready to hit me like a tsunami from the deepest bottom of my memory at any time, and every storm on the sea was just when I thought of her.
But she is always the same in my memory as when I first saw her, with short hair, big eyes, and a white dress. At that time, I was just a simple elementary school kid, carrying my phone on my back to school every day. Boys at that time didn't have any idea of which girl was the prettiest. What they thought about the most was watching cartoons after finishing their homework, and playing outside for a while after dark.
Like a normal boy, I hadn't started to grow at that time, but there was always a girl in my class who made you jealous all day long because she was so tall. But suddenly one day, you were surprised to find that she was walking home on the same road as you. You chatted with her for a few words out of politeness, but she didn't say anything that you found interesting, but you still became companions going home together. Although most of the time she just followed you silently with her head down, listening to you talking excitedly there, but you never noticed that her face would become red because of following you, as if there was a morning glow flying on her face.
One time, you accidentally told her a joke you made up. It was a joke you thought was boring, but you were surprised to find that she, who had been following you without saying much, actually laughed. It was the first time someone laughed at your joke, and it was also the first time you saw her laugh. You were stunned at the time, motionless, staring at her blankly, the sunset fell on her dimples, and she just tilted her head, blinked her big eyes and asked you, what's wrong? Then you started to secretly look at her in class, like a sneaky thief, but you were afraid of being discovered, afraid of the teacher, afraid of classmates, afraid of the world, and her.
Until one day, you were left behind by the teacher to do a homework assignment, but you just couldn't solve it as if you were under a spell from a wizard. You watched your classmates leave one by one, and you were left alone. When you walked out of the school gate alone, along the path you two had walked together countless times, you found that she was waiting for you at the intersection where you usually went home separately. You ran over excitedly and asked her why you hadn't gone home yet. She didn't say anything, but took out the candy in her pocket and handed it to you. You forgot that the other side was your way home. That was the first time you sent her home.
For some reason, the memories stopped without any warning, just like having a sweet dream and suddenly waking up. I opened my eyes, and the darkness around me seemed like reality, silently pressing towards me. The room seemed to be getting more and more stuffy, and even breathing became a little difficult. I sat up, got out of bed, opened the door to the balcony, and walked in. The balcony was indeed a lot colder than the house, but I think coldness is not bad, at least it can make people calm down, while the warmth in the house will only make people sink into the quagmire of memories.
Although I felt a little cold, I still opened the window, and the night wind blew in, making me shiver a little, but I felt a lot better, because fresh air always gives people hope. I hugged my shoulders and stuck my head out of the window. There was no one outside the dormitory. Of course, it would be a bit scary if there was. People say that people are most likely to feel lonely at night, but fortunately there is the moon to accompany me tonight. I subconsciously wanted to look up, but I was excited to find that there was not only the moon tonight, but also a sky full of stars. They only blinked and didn't speak. They were so lovely, but as I looked at them, I always felt that they seemed to be forming the shape of a person. They were willing to pout and hit me, but they wouldn't make me upset. Damn, I scratched my head and closed the window, wondering why I thought of her no matter what I did every day. It must be because I face her every day and spend too much time with her. Yes, it must be like this.
I don't know why I fell asleep immediately after I got back into the warm bed after enjoying the cold air on the balcony. But I didn't wake up naturally in the morning, but was woken up by the vibration of my phone, and then there was the voice of Da Nao talking downstairs, "Hey, you idiot, your vibrator is ringing!" I cursed him with half-opened eyes, and then picked up the phone to see who sent me a text message so early. My first thought was that it was another fucking real estate salesman. Of course, I also had a little bit of fluke expectation in my heart, it was Lin Yi. But when I saw the text message, I felt a little surprised, it was Zhang Nuan.
I rubbed my eyes and went to read the text message she sent. You little virgin who can’t be touched, did you text me last night? When I saw it, I thought this woman was really bored, so I replied, ah, what’s wrong? The text message came back immediately, ha, are you pretending to be the strongest man in front of me now? My phone ran out of battery last night, and I turned it off to charge, so I didn’t see it. It’s not that I ignored you, but I was afraid that someone would be sad and cry alone, so I told you. I just replied with an “oh” and got dressed, got out of bed and went to wash up. When I came back, I saw the text message she sent me, oh shit, give me the phone back quickly! ! There was a row of exclamation marks at the end. When I saw it, I shook my head and said, hey, women!
By the time I finished cleaning up, it was almost time for class. The canteen's breakfast was long gone, so I went to the supermarket to buy a loaf of bread and a bag of milk to eat in the classroom. When I entered the classroom, I looked at Xiaotian and found that this guy was also staring at me with his eyes, with a few band-aids on his face, probably because of the wounds I left on his face last night. But I didn't provoke him with my eyes again. After all, the matter was finally resolved, and there was no need for me to deliberately provoke a dispute. I quickly turned my head and looked at myself, and found that Zhang Nuan was lying on the table writing furiously. I suddenly realized, damn, I was writing a love letter last night, and I didn't do any of the homework assigned by the teachers!
I quickly ran back to my seat and saw Zhang Nuan copying English homework. I asked her to stand up and let me in, and said to her, "Why are you copying English homework? Have you finished your Chinese paper?" Zhang Nuan stood up and asked me to come in, saying, "Don't you have to write both? What's the difference between which one you copy first?" I said, "What the hell, the first class will be Mr. He's Chinese class!" When Zhang Nuan heard me say that, she also got anxious and frowned and said, "I don't know!" I said, "Hurry up and borrow the paper to copy!"