The sudden confession made me feel that there was still hope in life. If I close a door for you, I should at least leave a peephole for you to see outside! After I went home that night, I called Dayao. On the one hand, I wanted to ask him how far he had progressed in pursuing that girl, and on the other hand, I had to plan the time for the confession and the specific implementation steps.
After talking to Dayao on the phone, I felt a little more relieved because he had already caught up with that high school girl. The identity of a senior brother is really a magical tool for picking up girls! ! Especially when I was in college, senior brothers would have an absolute advantage in picking up girls. Now I just have to wait for Dayao's wife to arrange something for me.
Not forgetting the eight points Zhang Nuan gave me during the day, as well as her kind reminder, I turned on itouch and started learning the song My Heart Will Goon.
"You went crazy right after being discharged from the hospital?! I think you should go to the hospital and see a neurology department next time!!! Shanzi, what on earth are you trying to do?!!!" The fat man covered his ears and shouted at me when I just started singing.
"Brother, I really don't want to be like this, but for your happiness, you just have to bear with it! Your sister-in-law said that you have to sing a love song to her every week, and the quality has to be guaranteed!!! Every night in my dream, Isee you, ifeel you..." Although I know I am sorry for you and the neighbors nearby, but for the sake of my wife, you just have to bear with it reluctantly!
Until Monday, Zhang Nuan kindly reminded me to sing and write love poems every day. I felt really sad for myself. So apart from the love song that was related to me, I was still trying hard to hold back my love poems.
When I went home on Sunday, my mother missed me very much. When she heard me singing English songs all the time, she asked me, "Son, how come you, who is tone-deaf, are singing English songs? But it's good to sing to improve your English. Tomorrow I'll buy you some watermelon frost lozenges or something!!!" Wow, has anyone of you ever seen a mother like this
When I was desperately trying to write love poems at home, my mother came over to me again, looked at the paper balls I had thrown everywhere and said, "Son, are you going to be a poet?! Don't always write poems about love and affection! Sing more praises to life and the motherland. Keep writing, and improve your Chinese composition skills. I'll go downstairs and buy you a book later, because the remaining ones are not enough to throw away!!!" I was stunned. There won't be another mother like her in the world!!!
On Monday at noon, I finally had my first love song performance. There were four people in the audience, Zhang Nuan, Ai Yi, Jin Xishan and Zhang Tong. After lunch, we went to a corner of the playground together, and then the four of them sat in a row, and I stood opposite them.
Holy shit!! Is this necessary?! "Zhang Nuan, love songs are for lovers. It would be so embarrassing for them to listen to them! There's no feeling!!! Can we find a place to sing alone?!" I pulled Zhang Nuan's arm to show my willingness. Singing in front of so many people is so damn embarrassing.
"Ai Yi is the judge. She is here to give me advice. She said that you can pass only if you are qualified. Kim Hee Sun said that she has never heard Leng Shan Oppa's singing. You can't just give him a hard time, right?! As for Zhang Tong, he is your buddy. He insisted to follow, and I can't say anything to him. Are you going to sing or not?! Forget about not singing, wuwu..." Zhang Nuan said at the end and she actually looked like she was about to cry.
Fuck, just pretend!!! You did it on purpose!!! But this is only the first level, am I going to back down?! Sing it, you know what I am like anyway. "Ahem, um, ahhh~" I cleared my throat and prepared to start singing. "You guys want to hear it, don't blame me! I am going to sing!!"
"Hurry up, you're dawdling like a grown-up girl..." Ai Yi glanced at me impatiently and said.
Sing it! Facing challenges head-on is my style! "Everynight in my dream, I... and my heart will go on and on!!!" I sang the song like this, and during this time I closed my eyes and enjoyed the mood of the song. In order to learn this song, I watched the movie online on Sunday.
When I opened my eyes, I saw Zhang Nuan standing there, staring at me with deep affection. I thought to myself, damn, are you moved by my singing?! I was moved myself, thinking of the classic scene between Jack and the others, you jump, ijump! How touching.
"Don't be too touched, this is just the beginning!" I rubbed my nose with my hand, feeling very proud.
"This song can make you sing like this, Leng Shan, don't call you my nephew anymore!!!" Ai Yi patted her butt and got up and took Jin Xishan away. Zhang Tong saw Ai Yi got up, shook his head helplessly, and said, "Brother, it's a waste of classics!" Finally, he patted my shoulder and ran away.
Now only Zhang Nuan is left. No matter what others say, Zhang Nuan, you have to support your future boyfriend, right?! Although I felt very uncomfortable, Zhang Nuan didn't give me too much trouble this time and pulled me to sit next to her.
“Xiao Shanshan, how could you sing so badly?! Well, but considering that it’s your first time and that you’re willing to do all this for me, even though Ai Yi gave you a zero, I’ll still give you a passing grade... Keep up the good work. If it’s still like this next week, I’m sorry..." After saying that, Ai Yi touched my back, as if to comfort me.
"Here, this is the task for next week." Zhang Nuan took out a piece of paper from her pocket. I took a look and it was the lyrics of a song. Whose song? Justin Bieber's Baby!!!
"You can't play like this. Why do you always sing English songs?! I won't sing anymore!!! Chinese ones are hard to learn, and I have to look up the fucking words before I can learn English!!! Just find whoever you want to sing with." I was already feeling very uncomfortable, and she was always being so hypocritical and giving me hard questions.
I threw the paper back to Zhang Nuan and turned my face away from her. After a while, why did Zhang Nuan stop moving? You can see that I am angry, so you are quiet, right? ! "You said that what you mentioned is..."
I turned my face back while saying this. Fuck, where is anyone? ! Damn it!!! I am so fucking ashamed, let’s go back to class! I walked to the class alone with my head down.
"Fuck, Zhang, don't you have eyes?! Can't you fucking see someone?!" I was kicking a stone on the ground with my head raised when I was knocked down by someone. I was in a bad mood, so I started to curse. But when I looked up, I saw Annie.
I frowned and said, "It's you! Sorry, I didn't mean to scold you..." Hey, how did I meet Annie? ! After being discharged from the hospital, although Annie and I were in the same class, we were almost never alone together and never talked. Even when I talked in self-study class, she would just look at me and ignore me, and she didn't even remember my name.
"I'm used to walking on the playground after dinner. Are you in a bad mood?" Annie looked at me and said, her eyes were full of heartache. Yes, why is it a look of heartache? Is it because she is sad that I broke up with her, or because she is sad that I am in a bad mood
"Oh, no, I'm not in a bad mood! Haha~" I laughed twice pretending to be relaxed. But how smart is Annie? ! My mood was reflected in my actions and words just now, how could she believe me
"I just saw Zhang Nuan walking away alone." Annie told me what she saw. I looked at Annie and didn't know how to respond for a moment. Annie continued, "Lengshan, I said I won't give up on you. I know you are pursuing her. I can't control what you want to do, but please give me the right to pursue you."
Annie spoke to me very firmly, and I looked up and saw that her eyes were also firm. I thought to myself, Annie, you are such a silly girl. I don't like you, so why are you still sticking around me? "Annie, you are a good girl, but I like Zhang Nuan."