"Auntie, uncle will worry about you if you do this. Only if you take good care of yourselves, you will have the strength to take care of uncle! Eat a little, otherwise what will Lengshan do? How can he take care of both of you by himself?! Auntie, give it to me." Ai Yi was also persuading my mother. When my mother saw Ai Yi, she was full of gratitude to her. She looked at me again, then picked up the spoon and struggled to put a mouthful of porridge into her mouth.
I don't know the taste of food, that's what I was talking about at that time! For two days, my mom and I didn't leave the ward, just watching my dad in the ICU. We all hoped that he could make it, and we were waiting for you to go home with us, Dad. I will listen to you in the future, not let you worry, not let you be sad, I will study hard and make a difference in the future so that you and mom can live a carefree life.
I repeated the promise I made to my father over and over in my heart. I am no longer the seventeen-year-old me who can do whatever I want. This incident made me feel my incompetence and weakness, because I simply cannot imagine what would happen to me if my father was gone one day, and how should I face such a change.
Zhang Nuan has always been with me, but she would prepare meals for me and my mother on time every day, and help us do some things she could. I am full of gratitude to Zhang Nuan. When I was in the most pain, she was by my side. She saw my tears and my vulnerability.
"Nuannuan, thank you." I smiled at Zhang Nuan for the first time in two days. Zhang Nuan also smiled at me and said, "Silly, never say thank you to me, this is what I should do." I know that I will never say thank you to you, because we are inseparable, you are in me, I am in you, who will say thank you to themselves? !
My mother and I were outside the ward, and my father was still in danger inside. We were all racing against time, and we had to win. The next morning, Su Zhe came and brought the dean with him. I knew it was Zhang Nuan who asked him to come and see if he could help.
Su Zhe and several other medical staff were discussing something with my mother. Although I didn't quite understand what they were saying, I knew from their conversation that they were all brain experts and that my father's most serious injury was to his brain. When I saw my mother finally smile, I knew that my father was fine.
Later, I thanked Su Zhe, and he smiled at me and left without saying anything. It was a long time later that I learned from Zhang Nuan that although Su Zhe was an engineer, many of his mother's relatives were famous in the medical field, and they were very powerful. When the big stupid bear Wang Hao was hospitalized, Su Zhe also helped a lot.
Ai Yi, Su Zhe, they are my benefactors, I owe them a favor. After my father finally passed the critical period of 48 hours, our hearts finally fell, and the rest was to wait for my father to wake up and wait for him to recover slowly.
My mother went home to change clothes, made some simple meals for my father, and then rushed back to the hospital. Since he was safe now, my mother and I had to take turns to take care of my father, but most of the time my mother and I were in the hospital.
The school is on vacation. When Zhang Nuan, Ai Yi and Zhang Tong are free, they will stay with me and my mother in the hospital. They will chat with my mother for some time, which makes my mother feel much better. Looking at these friends, I know that I, Leng Shan, will be with you all my life. You are my real brothers and sisters.
"Ai Yi, thank you so much. You should eat more foods that replenish your qi and blood. When your aunt has time, I will make you red date soup." My mother said to Ai Yi gratefully.
"It's okay, Auntie. We are good friends with Lengshan. I'm happy to be able to help at a time like this." Ai Yi held my mother's hands and said. Ai Yi hasn't worn makeup for a long time now. Without the dark circles under her eyes, her face without any rouge looks very pretty.
Zhang Nuan and I took the fruits she just bought to the water room to wash them. While washing the fruits, Zhang Nuan chatted with me. "Lengshan, I never thought that your father and Ai Yi are of the same blood type! You don't know that when we were doing blood tests before, I thought Ai Yi was a treasure, because her blood type is one in a million!"
"Yes, I'm very glad that she is the one in a million." I took the peaches, washed them and put them in the fruit plate.
"Hey! What's your blood type? You must have inherited your mother's blood type, right?!" Zhang Nuan shook the water off the apple in her hand and said to me.
“I, I seem to be type B blood. It seemed like this when I was in middle school. Wait, you said I inherited it from my mom? But I’ve seen my mom’s physical examination report, she’s type A blood!!!!” I suddenly felt like something seemed different. My father and I have a different blood type, and even my mother and I have a different blood type!!!
"Ah?! No way, maybe one of you got the measurement wrong. Let's go back quickly after washing, otherwise we will be suspected..." Zhang Nuan said and walked out of the bathroom with the washed fruits.
But I felt a knot in my heart. No, I was sure that my mother and I did not have the same blood type. And my mother knew on the day of the operation that my father and I did not have the same blood type. A shocking secret was about to be revealed. Who am I? ! Why did this happen? ! What on earth is my mother hiding from me? !
While chatting with Zhang Nuan, I recalled my mother's reaction at the door of the operating room on the day of the operation. I became anxious and felt like I was suddenly a monster. I was absent-minded for several days, and the next day after these speculations, I secretly went for a blood test because I was willing to believe Zhang Nuan's words: "Maybe one of us measured wrong."
But after I got my blood test results and went home to look through my parents' medical reports, I felt like I was going crazy. Aren't she and he my parents? Then who am I? Who are my parents? I had this question in my mind, but in this situation, could I directly ask my mother who was exhausted because of my father's car accident? Or could I ask my father who had not yet woken up
I didn't tell anyone about this because I felt a little suffocated. The parents I had called for 18 years were not my biological parents, and I didn't even know who I was. Then one day I didn't go to the hospital. I needed to be alone and quiet.
I walked to the lake in the park and sat down. My mind and heart were empty for a moment. I didn't want to think about anything, but many questions kept lingering in my mind. The good things my parents had done to me kept playing in my mind, but there was a voice in my heart that kept telling me, "Lengshan, they are not your parents at all... No, no..."
Who can give me an answer to my life that has collapsed? I am only eighteen years old. I used to live a very absurd life. I could go out to fight wars at will. I could enjoy my youth without caring about anything. But when you don’t even know who you are, I feel like I have lost my sense of existence.
The phone in my pocket kept ringing for a long time, but I didn't answer it until the evening when the caller ID on my phone showed "Mom". I pressed the answer button and heard my mom excitedly say on the other end of the line: "Xiaoshan, where are you? Your dad, your dad is awake!!! He's awake!!!"
When I heard my mom say my dad had woken up, I was so happy and excited that I forgot the worries that had been bothering me for days. All I wanted to do was go see my dad right away. I took a taxi and rushed to the city hospital. I really wished I had a superpower so I could stand in front of my dad right away.
The hospital ward was filled with a joyful atmosphere. Everyone was happy because my dad had woken up, especially my mother who had lost a lot of weight and stayed by the bed. I went over to hold my dad's hand and said, "Dad, Dad! I'm Xiaoshan, you finally woke up!! Hehe~ Dad, Dad..." I called Dad over and over again, and my dad showed a faint smile on his face. Although it was not very obvious under the bandage, I could feel it.