If a person is alive, it may be easy to be forgotten, but if a person is dead, it is easy to be remembered. And I know that Anne will be a memory that I can never erase.
The weather was getting a little chilly when I hung up the phone with Zhang Nuan. We didn't say a word to each other that night, but it seemed like we had said a lot. I believe Zhang Nuan would understand my heart.
The days gradually calmed down, and the story of Annie on campus was soon replaced by the rubbish of someone being someone's mistress. She would no longer be the focus of our school, until the next suicide, she would be brought up as a history and talked about by everyone.
Soon after that, we had our monthly exams, but I was still playing the wolf in the class. That was the first time since I started high school that I felt that my grades couldn't be better. But it wasn't because I was ambitious, but because Zhang Nuan wouldn't see me anymore? !
I lay on the table, feeling depressed, because the next exam would not be until at least another month... Ai Yi saw how miserable I was and came over to me and said, "Hey, who is this guy?! You're so unhappy because of your test results?! Tsk tsk tsk~" She was being blatantly sarcastic, she knew exactly why I was unhappy.
"Ai Yi! Can you please stop making fun of me? Have you met Zhang Nuan?" I knew that Zhang Nuan would definitely contact Ai Yi, and their relationship was so good that they could wear the same underwear, so I always suspected that Ai Yi must be able to see Zhang Nuan often in private.
Ai Yi's expression was originally quite happy, but when I asked this question, her brows frowned. She wanted to say something but didn't. I was very anxious, so I stood up and pulled Ai Yi's arm hard and asked her again: "Can't you tell me?! I know you and Zhang Nuan are good, but our relationship is not bad now, right?!"
As I said this, I shook her arm with my hand. The scene was just like a young couple, the boy asked the girl to do something, and this scene was seen by Zhang Tong who was about to grow up in our class... Zhang Tong came up and scolded: "Lengshan, what the hell are you doing?! Is that something you can touch casually? Let go!!!!!!"
I had no doubt that if I didn't let go, Zhang Tong would hit me hard in the face before I had a chance to explain. When I saw Zhang Tong's move, I shook Ai Yi's arm hard. Ai Yi might have been stretched by my strength and looked bitter.
Ai Yi stared at me with her eyes wide open, then turned to Zhang Tong and said, "Are you fucking sick?! Why do you always come to our class for no reason?! Go wherever you want to be cool!!!" Ai Yi was a little angry, because after all, we were still in school, and Ai Yi was not a girl who liked to be stuck to by others.
Zhang Tong actually knew clearly that nothing would happen between Ai Yi and I, but when a man sees his girlfriend flirting with another man and doesn’t react, then I want to say, don’t want that kind of man. But from my perspective at the time, I really wanted to say, Zhang Tong, can you please stop worrying about it every day? ! ! !
Although Zhang Tong is a bit henpecked now, he is still one of the best in school, so he came over and whispered to Ai Yi: "Wife, can you give me some face... There are so many people here!" He thought his voice was very low, but I guarantee that at least five people standing around him and Ai Yi heard what he said. And someone couldn't help laughing on the spot.
Zhang Tong's face turned very bad, but he couldn't lose his temper in public, because that would only mean that he really said or did something that went against what he, 'Brother Tong', wanted.
Ai Yi originally wanted to challenge Zhang Tong, but I saw that at least my mother is also a man, so I could understand Zhang Tong very well, and I still had some questions to ask, so I immediately diverted her attention before Ai Yi could retort. Zhang Tong looked at me, with a hint of hostility towards me, and thanked me for giving him a way out.
"Ai Yi, can you tell me whether you have met her or not? How is she now? Every time I asked her to have a video chat with me, she refused..." Yes, I miss that quirky Zhang Nuan. Sometimes I would say that I wanted to have a video chat with her on my mobile phone (because my brother always smashed his mobile phone when he was angry, so it was finally retired before it was one year old, and my mother replaced it with a gold one for me!), but Zhang Nuan always refused me.
In fact, I could vaguely guess something. I knew Zhang Nuan must be haggard now, but I didn't want to talk to her every day in front of her photo. After seeing how long I had spent with Zhang Nuan, Ai Yi knew how sincere I was to her, so she was also in a dilemma.
Fortunately, Ai Yi was a little more inclined to me this time. "I met her once some time ago. She was having a hard time during those days. She was fine when I saw her, but she was really uncomfortable with the initial force. She tried to resist, but some instinctive reactions made her unable to control herself. When I saw her, she had a lot of scratches on her body..."
Ai Yi's eyes were red when she said this, and you can imagine how helpless Zhang Nuan must have felt at that time. My heart was clenched and I felt very uncomfortable. I really wanted to let me suffer those sufferings instead of her if possible! The more I heard about Zhang Nuan's situation, the more I hated Liang Chao in my heart, and the more guilt and pain I felt in my heart.
"But I heard her say these days that she has gotten much better, because the time she was exposed to that thing was relatively short, and that person didn't give her too much, so she is recovering well now. Leng Shan, this is none of your business, so, so you..." Ai Yi looked up and spoke to me again, and I knew what she wanted to say next.
I interrupted Ai Yi and said, "No, this happened because of me. You don't need to persuade me, I understand. I just hope Zhang Nuan can get better soon. Ai Yi, Zhang Tong, I must go see her, I miss her so much... Although I know she doesn't want me to see her like that, but I..."
I want to skip classes, I must go see her, even if it's just to see her from a distance without letting her know. I told Ai Yi and Zhang Tong my idea. I will skip classes tomorrow and go to the hospital to see Zhang Nuan. Although I don't know if Zhang Nuan will still have a strong resistance to seeing my face, I know that some things can only be faced bravely. I can't let Zhang Nuan and I never see each other again because of my broken face, right
What will I do after getting married? Should I wear a mask every day? That's not okay, especially at that time, I hope she can see me clearly~ Hehe~ Sorry, I accidentally got it wrong.
Ai Yi was reluctant to agree at first, as she was afraid that Zhang Nuan would be stimulated again. However, under the temptation of two grown men, Zhang Tong and I, she obeyed and joined my team. I also made it clear to her that Zhang Nuan couldn't hide from me like this forever, right
The earlier we meet, the sooner she can adapt. The sooner we adapt, the sooner we can reconcile. Only when we reconcile can we both be happy, right? Only when we reconcile can we have a deeper development, right? Of course, I didn't tell Ai Yi all these words. I still have to keep what I should keep.
The next day, after the afternoon class, I asked for sick leave from the teacher, and then walked out of the school gate with the sick leave note that Dasheng gave me. Ai Yi told the teacher that she was going to contact the art class, because she applied for the Shanghai Theatre Academy, so she occasionally went out to attend art classes. As for Zhang Tong, no matter how he asked for leave from the teacher, the teacher would tell him: "Pretend, no! Go back to class..."
So Ai Yi and I waited for a long time at the main entrance but he didn't show up. Finally, he called us and said he was at the back door and had just jumped over the wall to escape. We really didn't want to go with a kid who skipped school every day. Who would want to hang out with a bad student every day... Hehe~