Zhang Nuan hasn't made lunch boxes for a long time, and she doesn't have to come over to accompany Ai Yi, so we rarely see each other now. Since Double 12, we call and send WeChat every day, but we haven't seen each other for a long time. In fact, from Zhang Nuan's tone, I can feel that she seems to be a little bit alienated from me.
In a blink of an eye, it is another Christmas Eve, Wang Hao's anniversary. "Wife, are you going to X City to see Wang Hao this year?" Although I really don't want her to go, I also know that Wang Hao always has a place in her heart, which I can't replace, just because he is no longer here.
After listening to what I said, Zhang Nuan was silent for a while, and then said to me, "Yeah." In fact, I knew it was useless for me to ask, because she is a nostalgic person. I know deep in my heart that she might go to accompany that person at this time every year.
I was still a little jealous, jealous of the dead rival. "Do you need me to go with you? Can you go so far alone?" I asked Zhang Nuan again. Although she was very independent, I selfishly wanted to insert myself into every gap between her and Wang Hao. Even if we were facing each other in the grave, I still wanted to insert myself between them.
"No, no. I want to go alone. I'll take a bus there the day after tomorrow and come back in two days. Besides, it's the end of the semester now, and the study tasks at school must be very busy! You'd better stay here! If your grades are not good, your mother will probably want to tear me apart..." Zhang Nuan said on the other end of the phone.
Two days later, when Zhang Nuan posted on WeChat Moments again, her location was already in City X. She attached a photo and a sentence: "I miss you so much." I knew that the person she was referring to was Wang Hao. When I saw this message, I felt very uncomfortable, but I couldn't blame anyone, right? !
Zhang Nuan didn't call me during those two days. Before she left, she sent me a WeChat message saying that she wanted to be alone during those two days and would call me when she came back. During those two days when Zhang Nuan went to see Wang Hao, I became very upset. I was jealous, I felt uncomfortable that my woman still had another person in her heart.
When Zhang Nuan came back on the 26th, she called me, and I felt relieved. I made an appointment with Zhang Nuan to go out together on Sunday, mainly because we hadn't seen each other for almost a week, so I wanted to see her.
Before 10 o'clock on Sunday morning, I had already arrived at the gate of Wanda Plaza and bought the movie ticket for the afternoon. To be honest, since I started dating Zhang Nuan, I have never been late! No, Zhang Nuan has never been late either. We both arrive a little early.
I looked at the clock and it was 9:51. I could already see Zhang Nuan jogging towards me from a distance. She was wearing a red polka dot down jacket, which made her look very cute. She also looked very happy. I also started to walk towards Zhang Nuan.
"Why don't you wear gloves when you're carrying things?!" I looked at Zhang Nuan, who was holding two cups of packaged coffee in his hands, and because he was not wearing gloves, his hands were obviously a little red from the cold.
"I just bought it. I passed by a coffee shop and thought of buying two cups to warm myself up. Here you go." Zhang Nuan said as she handed the cup of coffee in her hand to me. I took the coffee in one hand and took Zhang Nuan's hand with the other hand and put it in my cotton-padded jacket pocket.
We walked into the mall, and Zhang Nuan took me to various boutiques, but most of them were checkered shops. I looked and was shocked. A porcelain soap box cost more than 100 yuan!!! Damn, that’s as much as my living expenses for half a week. I was mumbling to myself, and Zhang Nuan turned around and said to me, “You really don’t understand life!”
"Wife, if we get married in the future, we will have to worry about the daily necessities of life! How much money do I have to earn to support you?!" As I said this, I pinched Zhang Nuan's little face with my hand. Although she was thinner than before, there was still some flesh on her face recently. Well, it felt good to touch like this.
"You've been eating well these past few days, and your face has gained some weight!" I continued to say to Zhang Nuan. I wonder if the part of her body that should grow bigger has also grown a little. It would be best if that part could grow big enough for me to put my hand on it, just filling up my palm. Phew, I'm being evil again~
Zhang Nuan looked at me and said, "If you don't earn enough money, I will support you!!! You will be my little slave and follower. You cook, wash clothes and take care of the children at home every day, and I will be responsible for going out to work and making money!" Zhang Nuan completely imagined me as a housewife!
We just came out of a boutique and saw an acquaintance, someone I thought I would never see again in this life, Bai Lu. The three of us bumped into each other and saw each other. Bai Lu was also stunned when she saw Zhang Nuan and I holding hands. When she left, my girlfriend was still Lin Yi.
Bai Lu wore an only mid-length white down jacket, which showed her curvy figure. She tied a ponytail and had no makeup on her face, looking very pure. She was accompanied by her friends, who should be her good friends before she went to Beijing.
Zhang Nuan looked at me, then squeezed my hand hard, and I finally reacted. I greeted Bai Lu: "Why are you back?!" This is not a fucking greeting!!! Leng Shan, you can't even speak, and your tone sounds like you don't welcome me.
When Bai Lu heard what I said, she was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said to me, "You're not welcome! I have some things to do back home, so I'll stay for a few days." Bai Lu explained to me and said hello, then turned to Zhang Nuan and said, "Long time no see, Zhang Nuan."
"Well, long time no see." Zhang Nuan showed a trace of embarrassment on her face when Bai Lu greeted her, but it quickly disappeared, and she also replied to Bai Lu, "Long time no see."
"You guys?..." Bai Lu asked even though she had seen me and Zhang Nuan holding hands. I was so shocked that I completely ignored Bai Lu's question and didn't react for a long time. Zhang Nuan saw my hesitation, but she thought I still had feelings for Bai Lu.
It was Zhang Nuan who answered Bai Lu's question. "We are together now." Bai Lu smiled again when she heard Zhang Nuan's words, and then said, "Oh! Do you want to have dinner together?!" When Bai Lu said "oh", her expression seemed to say that she had expected Zhang Nuan and I to be together.
Should I refuse Bai Lu's invitation? ! "Okay!" "No." Zhang Nuan and I said at the same time, but I said no and she said yes.
Zhang Nuan and I reacted at the same time, and we did have different opinions. In the end, I followed Zhang Nuan's opinion, and the three of us went upstairs to eat together. During the whole meal, I was silent because I felt extremely embarrassed. I really didn't know what Zhang Nuan was thinking to agree to Bai Lu's invitation.
Bai Lu talked about her life in Beijing, and from time to time she would ask me and Zhang Nuan what happened here after she left. She listened with great interest, and Zhang Nuan also talked happily, but I was the only one who remained silent, unable to recover from Bai Lu's return for a long time.
After dinner, we separated. Zhang Nuan and I were going to the movies. I said goodbye to Bai Lu and watched her disappear from my sight. Then I took Zhang Nuan's hand and walked towards the cinema.
After checking our tickets, we both sat down. From the beginning to the end of the movie, I had no idea what was going on. In fact, I should say that ever since Bai Lu appeared in front of me today, my brain seemed to have short-circuited, and I was in a trance the whole day, and even I felt a little confused.
After the movie, it was almost five o'clock, so I sent Zhang Nuan home first, and then took the bus back to school. In the evening, I didn't send a WeChat message or call Zhang Nuan, but I called Bai Lu. When we met today, we left our phone numbers with each other again.
How should I put it? After I saw Bai Lu that day, I suddenly felt that it was a bit wrong for us to lose contact when she left for Beijing. At least in my heart, I really wanted to cherish her as a friend. After seeing Bai Lu today, this idea was particularly strong.