When I called Bai Lu, I didn't know where to start at first, but later we talked a lot. It had only been less than a year since we separated, and whether it was memories or expectations for the future, it turned out that there were still many things in common between us that had not disappeared during the time she was gone.
I said goodnight to Bailu, and I felt very happy. It was like a long-lost friend suddenly meeting again one day. It was a good feeling. Bailu and I agreed to keep in touch. She once told me that she wanted to forget me and everything here, but she couldn't forget me without contacting me.
This time Bai Lu also said: "If some things cannot be forgotten, you have to learn to face them calmly." So when she came back this time and saw me again, she seemed to be much calmer. This is my guess about her after she said this.
In the next few days, when I went on WeChat, I would like and reply to Bai Lu's status. They say love needs to be managed, and friendship also needs to be managed. Even if you are two best friends, if you never contact each other, then after a long time, you two will become ordinary friends, because your position will be replaced by someone new.
I asked Bai Lu when she was going back to Beijing. After all, she was coming back to do some work and would not stay here for too long. She also had to take the college entrance examination. Then I told her that I would see her off when she left, and that if I went to Beijing in the future, she would provide me with one-stop service!
On Friday night, Zhang Nuan came to school to play with us. Zhang Nuan and I agreed to go to the pork chop rice restaurant outside the school. We couldn't just go to the cafeteria as soon as we got back to school! I jumped over the wall and went out after class. When I got to the pork chop rice restaurant, Zhang Nuan had already found a seat and was waiting for me there.
"Did you miss me?!" Zhang Nuan asked me after she saw me sitting down, hugging my arm. Her action suddenly made me wonder if she was really Zhang Nuan?! With my horrified expression, Zhang Nuan rolled her eyes at me and said, "Tsk, no romance at all!"
I pinched Zhang Nuan's face with amusement, and then said to her, "Who else can I think of if not you?! I'm going to the bathroom. I was covered in snow when I jumped over the wall just now. It's so dirty." It's winter, and although the snow is clean, the snow that falls on the wall is covered with dust. If it is not cleaned in time, when the snow melts, there will definitely be big and small circles on your clothes.
I cleaned up in the bathroom for a while, and when I came out, I saw Zhang Nuan looking at my phone. I felt a little uncomfortable when I saw that scene, and I always felt that I was being spied on. I walked over and asked her, "What are you doing with my phone?" There was a hint of unhappiness in my tone.
Zhang Nuan looked up at me, and I could see that her face had changed a bit. Zhang Nuan picked up her phone and compared it to me and said, "It's out of battery, I was just using your phone to play a game for a while." Then she put my phone on the table, and it was indeed the interface of Tiantian Kupao.
Seeing Zhang Nuan like this, I felt that my tone was indeed a bit bad, but I didn't do anything wrong, right?! I didn't say anything to Zhang Nuan and just started eating. During this time, Zhang Nuan and I were silent because of what happened just now, and no one said anything more.
Halfway through the meal, Zhang Nuan said to me, "I want to go shopping on Sunday morning. Can you come with me?" I was about to agree to Zhang Nuan's request, but suddenly I thought of Sunday morning?! Bai Lu's flight was at 9 am on Sunday morning, and I had already promised Bai Lu to see her off.
So I said to Zhang Nuan, "We just went shopping last week, and you still want to buy things?! I'm a little busy this Sunday. I, I need to go to my aunt's house with my mom~" In fact, I felt very uneasy. When you lie, no matter how perfect you can make the lie, you will always feel uneasy in your heart.
Zhang Nuan was holding chopsticks with a piece of pork ribs on them and was about to put it into her mouth. When she heard what I said, she paused for a while before saying to me, "Okay." I knew that I had lied to Zhang Nuan, so I didn't dare to look up at her expression, but I could feel her loss.
It was almost seven o'clock after dinner, and we had to go to evening self-study. I sent Zhang Nuan to the bus and then went back to school. That night, neither Zhang Nuan nor I contacted each other.
On Sunday, I made an appointment with Bailu to meet before 7am, and then we took the airport bus to the airport. Bailu didn't go in until the security check was almost over, and we sat outside and chatted, talking about a lot, but mostly about how I would go out with her in the future.
When Bai Lu entered the security check area, I hugged her and said goodbye. I just couldn't bear to leave this childhood friend, this girl who had once stirred a ripple in my heart. I waved to Bai Lu reluctantly, and only turned and left after seeing her completely enter.
I turned around and just took a few steps when I saw a person blocking the road ahead. I looked up unhappily and said, "You don't have eyes when you walk!" When I raised my head completely, it was a face that I was very familiar with, Zhang Nuan.
At that time, I was furious. Zhang Nuan lied to me that day. She had clearly looked at my phone! Otherwise, why would she come here with me today? "You looked at my phone and followed me?!" Although I asked a question, my tone was full of affirmation and anger.
"Aren't you going to your aunt's house? It turns out her house is at the airport!!! You lied to me!" Zhang Nuan was also very angry and shouted at me. We attracted a lot of people's attention because we both spoke loudly and in a bad tone. It was obvious that we were arguing.
"You lied to me first! And you followed me, what do you mean?!" I originally felt a little guilty towards Zhang Nuan, because I felt very uncomfortable when I rejected her date on Sunday, but when I saw her at the airport today, I didn't feel any guilt at all.
"Then why didn't you tell me directly that you were coming to the airport today? Couldn't you tell me who you were going to see off?! Or were you afraid that with me here, you two wouldn't be able to hug each other or say sweet words to each other?!!!" Zhang Nuan shouted at me loudly, as if all the wrong things were my fault, as if it was my fault that she had peeked into my phone and followed me.
"You are unreasonable!!! I just came to see her off, we are innocent!" I said and was about to leave. I didn't want to get entangled with Zhang Nuan. Anyway, I didn't do anything wrong!!!
"I'm unreasonable?! Yes, I shouldn't have seen or said anything when my boyfriend gave his first love a gift and hugged her! I deserve it when my boyfriend chats with a little girl on WeChat every night and doesn't contact me! I should not care at all when my boyfriend talked about little girls at a school party and kissed their hands! I should have pretended I didn't see anything when my boyfriend kissed and hugged another girl in the bathroom. Is this what you mean, Leng Shan?!" Zhang Nuan said to me angrily when I just took a step.
When I heard Zhang Nuan's accusations against me, my chest felt like something was blocking it, especially when she said that I kissed and hugged Xie Qingqing in the men's room. I felt like I was stripped naked and stood in front of everyone.
When Zhang Nuan spoke out my crimes in such a public place, I felt very ashamed. On the one hand, it was because I did do the things that Zhang Nuan said, and on the other hand, I felt that Zhang Nuan did not consider my face and feelings at all.
Although I knew I did something wrong, I didn’t turn around and say sorry to her in that situation. Instead, I still looked in the direction she was about to leave, and said to Zhang Nuan behind me: “Don’t act like you did nothing wrong! You are allowed to have a dead person in your heart, and you can abandon your boyfriend for two days just to go see that ash!!!”
After saying this to Zhang Nuan, I took a decisive step and left.