After saying this to Zhang Nuan, I walked out of the airport with determination. Relationships should be equal. When you ask me to be devoted to you, you shouldn't have other people in your heart, even though she is your irreplaceable past.
Since I broke up with Zhang Nuan on Sunday, neither of us has contacted the other, but neither of us has proposed a breakup, we are just in a cold war. January has quietly arrived, and we will have final exams in a few days, so I don't have much time to think about my feelings.
At first, Ai Yi and Zhang Tong didn't seem to know about the quarrel between Zhang Nuan and I, otherwise I wouldn't have lived such a peaceful life for a few days. It wasn't until the day before the exam that Ai Yi broke the silence.
"Leng Shan, did you make Zhang Nuan angry?! I really don't understand you. Isn't Zhang Nuan good enough to you?! Zhang Nuan didn't say anything when you and Zhang Tong had so much fun on Halloween, but you..." Ai Yi came to me angrily after class in the morning and said to me.
The cold war between Zhang Nuan and I had already made me feel bad. I really hated it when someone came to me and said something like, "Why did Leng Shan provoke Zhang Nuan again?" It takes two to tango. Are the problems between Zhang Nuan and I the only ones that are my own? I admit that I was the trigger, and I did do some things that let her down during this period, but I don't want to compromise this time.
"Don't blame me for everything! Maybe she still has Wang Hao in her heart?! It seems like the whole day is my fault! Can you please ignore our business and worry about your own business when you have time!!! I was really disgusted by Ai Yi's scolding of me.
I stood up, kicked the table and walked out. Although I am willing to mind other people's business, when it comes to me, I find these nosy people so annoying! !
Later, neither Ai Yi nor Zhang Tong came to see me again. They just ignored me. I cursed Zhang Tong in my heart. He was really not a good friend. Shouldn’t he come to me and say: Brother, it’s okay, go out for a drink! You can find someone else at worst! Or something like that? ! Damn, he really forgot about his brothers after getting a wife!!!
The current situation is that I go to school alone, eat alone, and play alone after class... Zhang Nuan and I have no contact with each other, but every day I will make a point to check her WeChat Moments and Penguin Space for her latest updates, but I will delete the browsing history after visiting.
But Zhang Nuan seemed to have disappeared from this world, without updating any status!!! Was she doing it on purpose?! In the blink of an eye, we had finished our final exams and it was already mid-January. The silence between Zhang Nuan and I had lasted for half a month.
Sometimes I wonder in my heart, is this the end of Zhang Nuan and I?! We have dealt with all the ups and downs together, are we going to continue the cold war this time, and unknowingly declare the bankruptcy of our love?!
When I heard about Zhang Nuan again, it was from Zhang Tong. "Leng Shan, are you and Zhang Nuan done with each other?!" After the last exam of the semester, Zhang Tong, I and a few friends went out to eat together, and Zhang Tong suddenly asked me.
I was stunned by Zhang Tong's question, but when I heard Zhang Tong ask me if Zhang Nuan and I had broken up, I felt very unhappy, because I had never thought that we would really break up, it was just that the cold war lasted longer this time.
"Who the hell told you that?! We're just in a cold war and it hasn't ended yet! And would a brother like you curse your brother to break up with his girlfriend every day?!!" I took a sip of beer and said without looking up at Zhang Tong.
In fact, these people all knew that Zhang Nuan and I had a bad relationship recently, but I didn't expect them to think that Zhang Nuan and I were over. After hearing my answer, Zhang Tong said to me after a long while: "Why did Zhang Nuan and Su Zhe go on a trip?! Didn't they tell you?! They've been gone for almost ten days..."
Damn it, what’s going on? After I heard what Zhang Tong said, I immediately raised my head and looked at him with a questioning look, as if asking, “Are you sure?!!!!” I really didn’t know that Zhang Nuan and Su Zhe were traveling again, and they had been gone for nearly ten days!!!
"You don't need to look at me, this is absolutely true!! I heard the voice chat between Ai Yi and Zhang Nuan yesterday." Zhang Tong raised his eyebrows and said seriously. When I heard such news, I felt a little angry, but more scared. Yes, I was scared.
I was really afraid that this time Zhang Nuan and I would go from a cold war to a separation for no apparent reason. I drank a lot that night, and I had no memory of how I got back to the dormitory. I was blacking out! When I woke up, the first thing I thought about was whether I should send Zhang Nuan a WeChat message or something.
But I still feel that I can't bring myself to do that. Only then did I realize that I need some people to take care of my business. At least in this situation, they can help me and Zhang Nuan to do things that I can't bring myself to do. But I can't go to Ai Yi, right? ! I still remember that last time I told Ai Yi that she didn't need to take care of the things between Zhang Nuan and me!
But Ai Yi is Zhang Nuan's best friend. If I don't start with her, I really can't think of any other girl who can help me. Forget it, I'd better find Zhang Tong first, after all, they are a family! Besides, when a friend is in trouble, a brother should stick by his side!
Because I could imagine that if Zhang Tong said something like "help me" in front of Ai Yi, Ai Yi would definitely be angry with him! I still called Zhang Tong and begged him to say something good for me, and then asked them to help me and Zhang Nuan.
The result was that Ai Yi was very disdainful, but was finally persuaded by Zhang Tong, and then the three of us agreed on a time and place to have dinner together.
"I'm telling you Lengshan, I can only tell you about Zhang Nuan's current situation, but I won't say anything good to her on your behalf! Because Zhang Nuan has already told me clearly not to say anything good about you in front of her anymore!!!" This was the first sentence Ai Yi said to me after seeing me.
"Say it in front of her again?!" I was a little surprised by what Ai Yi said just now, so I repeated it. Ai Yi glared at me and then said, "When you two were having a quarrel, I started to mediate between you two, but you just told me not to bother with anything! Zhang Nuan also told me not to bother with anything!!! I really don't know what's wrong with you two!!!"
It turns out Ai Yi is such a nice person! ! Hehe~ "I'm sorry, it's all my fault! I must have not taken my medicine that morning, so I don't know what nonsense I said!" I quickly poured juice for Ai Yi and added the largest piece of meat to her bowl.
Later, I asked Ai Yi a lot about Zhang Nuan's life in the past half month. Ai Yi indeed only told me about Zhang Nuan's situation. During this time, I always tried to make her relax in a cunning way, but she always reacted very smartly.
Ai Yi said to me, "It's not easy for two people to meet each other, so cherish each other while you are together. You and Zhang Nuan have been together for a long time. How much have you been through? If you Leng Shan don't know how to cherish her, then you should let her go as soon as possible. I don't want to see Zhang Nuan get hurt again."
Ai Yi put down the chopsticks in her hand, and then stared at me with her eyes straight. "Leng Shan, you said that Zhang Nuan has feelings for Wang Hao, that's right. But when you accepted her, didn't you already know that? Besides, he is just a person who has passed away. You can try to dilute the shadow in Zhang Nuan's heart. Can you, a living person, be inferior to Wang Hao?! And Zhang Nuan has already said that she will only accompany Wang Hao for three years."