"What?" Zhang Nuan asked angrily while looking at me and Zhang Tong standing at the door. I knew Zhang Nuan was forced out by our yelling, and she would definitely be angry with me, but it would be good even if she could be angry with me now, which is better than completely ignoring me.
"I, I want to see you, and I have something to say to you." I looked at Zhang Nuan and said to her, yes, I have a lot of things to say to Zhang Nuan, I don't want to break up with her, I hope we can get back together. I don't want her to ignore me, and I don't want us to be just friends.
"I don't have anything to say to you. I think I have already told you everything I wanted to say yesterday. You guys go." After Zhang Nuan finished speaking, she was about to close the door. I was startled and used my hand to block the door that Zhang Nuan was about to close. Zhang Nuan was also ruthless. She closed the door very hard and very quickly.
But she certainly didn't expect that I would reach out my hand faster than her, so my hand came into close contact with the door and the door frame. My reaction was to shout "Ah!!!" After Zhang Tong saw my hand, he said, "It really hurts..." Damn, it's not you who is caught in the door, why the hell are you hurting? !
But I was injured and actually went to Zhang Nuan's house, because my hand was broken! Normally, it would just be bruises, but after I was pinched, I didn't stop reaching my hand in, so it was broken.
Zhang Nuan frowned when she saw my hand. No matter how ruthless she was, she couldn't kick me out right away, right?! Besides, Zhang Tong next to me kept saying, "We need to disinfect and bandage it quickly... But there's no need to go to the hospital, just go in and bandage it..."
I sat on the sofa, Zhang Nuan brought me a medicine box and put it aside and sat as far away from me as possible. I looked at the medicine box helplessly, I couldn't do anything myself, but Zhang Nuan's look clearly meant that the medicine box was brought to you, and you can handle the rest yourself!
I looked at Zhang Tong helplessly, and Zhang Tong had to rub the red medicine on my wound and then bandage it. Zhang Tong was a grown man, and he was very rough with his hands. I felt that my hand was more painful after he did that, so I yelled and screamed to suit the situation, pretending to be very pitiful.
Zhang Tong was clumsy, and after a long time he couldn't wrap the gauze even a little bit, and the medicine on my hand was gone after all the tossing and turning. Zhang Tong looked at Zhang Nuan helplessly and said, "Why don't you come over and help me... I didn't mean to do this, I really had no other choice. I watched others treat my injuries before, but I never tried it myself..."
In fact, Zhang Nuan had been looking at me from the beginning. When she saw me shouting and Zhang Tong's stupid look, she was also very anxious. Zhang Nuan told me this later. She couldn't help but come over several times.
Zhang Nuan came over, took the bandage from Zhang Tong's wound and picked up the medicine. But Zhang Tong hadn't gotten up yet, which was really tactless. I kicked Zhang Tong and told him to get out of the way so that Zhang Nuan could sit.
After Zhang Nuan sat down, she took my hand with hers and began to apply medicine on me. Right, this is right. The moment our hands touched, I was no longer in pain. This hand has the right texture, soft, white and smooth, many times better than Zhang Tong's rough hands.
It has been a long time since I held Zhang Nuan's hand. I missed her so much. I looked at Zhang Nuan carefully applying medicine to me, and I thought, how could I have been so foolish to do such a bad thing to such a nice girl?! Zhang Nuan felt my gaze on her, so she said to me without even looking up, "You two can go after you finish the treatment."
Swish, it was like a bucket of cold water was poured down from the top of my head. Forget it, let me talk about business... "Zhang Nuan, it was my fault before. Let's not break up, okay?!" I grabbed Zhang Nuan's hand and held her hand tightly.
"It's over, it's over. It won't make any difference if you don't want it." Zhang Nuan struggled to get rid of my hand and was about to stand up. I was in a state of high tension, and I was very nervous about every move Zhang Nuan made, so when I saw Zhang Nuan was about to stand up, I immediately went forward and hugged her.
"Let me go!!! Leng Shan, let me go!" Zhang Nuan was tightly held in my arms, and then she struggled and beat me with both hands to make me let go. At this time, Zhang Tong smiled at me, then went into Zhang Nuan's room, closed the door, and gave me and Zhang Nuan a space to be alone.
"No, even if you beat me to death this time, I will not let you go! If you can't kill me, then I will definitely not let you go!! Anyway, I won't let you go, I won't let you go, I just won't let you go!" I will never let Zhang Nuan go again, no matter what the reason or the situation, I will never let Zhang Nuan go again.
Zhang Nuan still struggled and slapped me, but I refused to let go. Zhang Nuan was a girl after all, how could she be stronger than me?! She struggled for a long time but to no avail and instead became quiet.
"Lengshan, it's useless. You're not wrong, it's just that we are not suitable, let go." Zhang Nuan said quietly. Her look gave me the feeling that she had completely given up on me. I don't want to be like this, no!!!
"No, it's my fault!! I shouldn't have been intimate with other girls at the Halloween party, I should have pushed Xie Qingqing away, I should have told you that I was in contact with Bai Lu, but we really had nothing in common!!! I know I shouldn't have lied to you, and I shouldn't have turned around and left you alone at the airport. I shouldn't have said so many nonsense things to you and told you to break up... It's all my fault... I'm sorry, I'm sorry, you can hit me or scold me, but let's not break up!" As I spoke to Zhang Nuan, my eyes became wet and tears streamed down the corners of my eyes.
Zhang Nuan didn't say anything for a long time after hearing what I said. I was very worried whether she accepted my apology or not, and whether our relationship could be saved.
"Lengshan, I'm sorry." After Zhang Nuan said this to me, I knew she didn't accept my apology. She still didn't forgive me, didn't accept me, and didn't want to reconcile with me. My heart was severely pulled, and my hands were weak, because Zhang Nuan finally chose her persistence and insisted on breaking up with me.
I was in a trance, Zhang Nuan broke free from my embrace, and then she went to her room. Zhang Tong had actually been leaning against the door listening to the conversation between Zhang Nuan and me. When Zhang Nuan opened the door, Zhang Tong almost fell to the ground. I stood there in a daze, not knowing what to do next.
After Zhang Nuan went in, she never came out. Zhang Tong wanted to pull me away, but I refused to move. Later, Zhang Tong received a call from home and asked me, "You are going to stand here?! And if the person inside doesn't move, you won't move either?!"
Yes, I will stay here and wait for Zhang Nuan to come out. "Well, you go first, I want to stay here." I said to Zhang Tong. At that time, I had already made up my mind. I will wait outside for Zhang Nuan to forgive me. Zhang Tong looked at me helplessly, and then told me to sit down and wait.
Zhang Tong left, and Zhang Nuan and I were the only ones left at home, one inside and one outside. I sent a text message to my mom saying I would not be home that night and would stay at a classmate's house. Zhang Nuan knew I was not leaving, so she stayed in the house and did not come out. Time ticked by, and afternoon turned into evening.
The room gradually darkened, and it was already pitch black, but Zhang Nuan still didn't come out. I was worried about Zhang Nuan because she didn't come out to eat, even though I hadn't eaten for a day. I got up and walked to the door of Zhang Nuan's room, and then said to her, "Come out and eat something, don't be hungry. You have a bad stomach..."
Zhang Nuan didn't respond to me, so I went to the kitchen. I was familiar with Zhang Nuan's home, and I didn't know how to cook anything else, so I just boiled noodles in plain water. When I put the noodles into the boiling water, I remembered that in July, Zhang Nuan and I were at my house, and she asked me to cook noodles for her. It was a bowl of sour, sweet, and salty noodles, but we both enjoyed it very much.