In fact, some people envy Zhang Nuan and I for our relationship, while others find it boring. Envious people would say, "Fuck, you two have such a good relationship, and you are so good at it!" People who find it boring would say to me, "Are you kidding me? You are high school classmates. If you don't find some excitement in college, you will soon hit the seven-year itch! Man, you need to constantly have new love to nourish your family so that they can thrive."
I want to say that my relatives have been growing strong! Since the Freshman Cup basketball game started, I have become a very famous guy in our college, so I also received the first love letter since college.
We had public electives, and Zhang Nuan and I took the same public electives in our freshman year. That night, Zhang Nuan and I agreed to meet in the classroom. When I got there, Zhang Nuan had already reserved seats for us. The last row was always the first to fill up in the university classroom.
I walked over to Zhang Nuan, we were deskmates! I took out the love letter I had just received today from my coat pocket, and couldn't help but want to show off to Zhang Nuan a little, and also wanted to make her feel a little bit of crisis. I threw the love letter directly in front of Zhang Nuan, and then sat down next to her.
Zhang Nuan looked at the floral envelope on the table and knew what was going on. However, the first thing Zhang Nuan said to me was, "Why are you giving it to me? I just threw away everything I received~"
Holy shit! Is this necessary? What’s going on? You know what this is without even asking me?! She just threw away everything she received?! When did she receive this thing, and why didn’t I know about it?!
"I'm just being honest with you so you can be lenient with me! So you won't find fault with me later! Also! When have you ever received something like this?! How many have you received?! Why didn't I know anything about it!!!!" Now I no longer have the heart to show off to her. It seems that what the old man said is right. Girls are very popular when you are a freshman!
It’s only been a short while since the fucking school started, and she’s already learned how to attract bees and butterflies! Those damn flies, don’t rely on the fact that you developed into insects earlier than us and just catch a rotten egg and bite it in the seam! No, this analogy doesn’t seem to be very good... Embarrassing... Is this just a disguised way of saying that I am also a rotten fly, and Zhang Nuan is a rotten egg? …
"You didn't ask, why am I asking this?! Are you sick?! There aren't many, not even a dozen! (A dozen means twelve)" Zhang Nuan said and then she started working on her class's homework. What kind of crappy advertisements are these? Their college is the College of Arts and Communication, so there are many beautiful girls, which always attracts the male's wolfish ambitions, **** wolves.
"Well, I told you! I'm sick, do you have medicine?!" That's right, I told her, if she knew that I had such a situation but didn't tell her, then Zhang Nuan would definitely treat this as a small matter of mine and would say that I had ulterior motives and wanted to keep a mistress in my house.
"I didn't ask you to tell me!!! Put it away and treasure it. You don't know how long it will take for you to receive the next one!" Zhang Nuan threw the love letter back to me with disgust.
I felt like I was hurt. Since Zhang Nuan went to college, she was no longer as sweet and lovely as she was in high school! In that class, I lay on the table and slept while Zhang Nuan was happily doing her group assignment.
I sent Zhang Nuan back to the dormitory at night. I was worried all the way. There are too many ****, Zhang Nuan, please don't be tempted! Although I can guarantee that I am very charming and I can believe in Zhang Nuan's feelings for me, I still feel uneasy in my heart.
"Zhang Nuan, look, we're both like this now, so we should just make do with it for the rest of our lives! You, if you have nothing to do, just study in the library or dormitory. Besides, the weather is getting colder day by day, so you should wear more clothes! Change that short skirt (wool) into long pants!" I said to Zhang Nuan as we walked. Zhang Nuan looked at me with a strange look, as if she felt that something had been pressed in the wrong place today.
"Oh, by the way! One more thing! You, can't wear makeup anymore! Look at your skin, it's starting to be corroded by those chemical wastes! People who always wear makeup age faster! Go bare-faced, yes, bare-faced is the best!!!" Zhang Nuan can't be allowed to wear makeup, although she only wears light makeup, but after putting on makeup she loses some of her childishness, and has a feminine charm that is very popular with boys.
“Ah! Also, those clubs of yours! You should quit a few if you can! Otherwise you will be too busy! It will be so tiring! Just, just stay in the girls’ club! There is room for development!!!” Later I found out that Zhang Nuan also joined the anime club, Liyun Computer Club, the publicity department, and the Kyudo Hall! Damn, these are places with a lot of wolves!!!
“Hey, are there fewer girls in your class?! When you have nothing to do, do group assignments with them! Girls are more careful, so your assignment scores will be higher! It can improve your GPA!” I hate group assignments the most. Every time we do homework, we have to go out alone to discuss it. To discuss, we have to eat together, drink water, etc. This way, Zhang Nuan has more time to spend alone with other boys!!!
In short, I kept thinking about what would make Zhang Nuan approach other boys, and then I would use my method to tell her how to stay away from them. And I personally think my reasons are very good! Because every reason I gave was for Zhang Nuan's sake.
Finally we arrived at the downstairs of Zhang Nuan’s dormitory. Zhang Nuan didn’t say anything to me along the way. Finally, before she went upstairs, she pulled me under some small trees next to their dormitory building.
"Leng Shan! I'm already your girlfriend! You don't have to tell me every day that this is a fact that has already become a reality! Don't worry, I will never cheat on you, understand?! Are you too nervous now? You make me feel very depressed and I have no space of my own. There must always be some new things in our lives to fill ourselves. I will try my best to make you feel safe about what you said!" Zhang Nuan told me her thoughts word by word.
Actually, I also feel that I have been very nervous recently. No, I should say that I have been very nervous throughout my freshman year. It is those bitches in our dormitory who keep saying that to me, which makes me worried all day long. Yes, despite this, I, as a boy, do not feel safe.
Maybe many people don't know Zhang Nuan's goodness and can only see her surface. Even the stories I tell you cannot fully show her. But she is like a cup of tea, the more you brew it, the more fragrant it becomes. You may feel bitter and astringent at the first sip, and even when you brew the tea for the first time, you have to pour it out of the teacup and throw it away. But the longer you drink it, the more you will crave her taste.
"Zhang Nuan, yes, I do feel insecure, because I feel that since I entered college, you have devoted all your time to study, clubs, activities and others, but not me! Every time I call you, you either hang up or are busy. I don't understand why you don't have time to spare for me! Put yourself in my shoes. If you were me, and you knew that your boyfriend was busy with other things all day and had a bunch of girls around him, would you be angry..."
The fact that two people can get along for a long time does not mean that the love between them is more or deeper than that of others. In the long years to come, there will be more and more desires, and boredom will increase over time. The only way to balance these things well is through communication between the two people. Love requires communication.
After Zhang Nuan heard what I said, she said to me after a while: "Lengshan, I'm sorry, I was wrong." I didn't expect Zhang Nuan to apologize to me directly, because I also felt that I was too clingy to her. No matter how close two people are, they need their own living space. This is probably why distance creates beauty.
"I promise I will spend more time with you!!!" Zhang Nuan seemed to have suddenly figured something out, and then she stretched out her little hand and made a swearing gesture and said to me.
"I'm sorry too. I give you space and freedom, but for you, my kite, I won't let my string go too long!" After saying this, I kissed Zhang Nuan. I'm willing to let go of the string to let you fly higher and farther, but a kite is a kite, and it must always be pulled by a string!