Lengshan, I have been a simple otaku and a coward for 17 years. I chat all day in class and like to fight in private. But I don't have any background, so even if I mix, I don't mix very well.
My life changed when I was in my second year of high school. My teacher assigned me a separate table because I was a chatterbox. It was because of this advantage that I met the other half of my life, Zhang Nuan. I never thought that I would have any entanglement with such a girl.
Especially when we first met, she talked to me directly about some very private issues. When she saw us, she actually said she was fucking wet! ! ! ! At that time, although I could also use the universal right hand and so on, the relationship between Lin Yi and I was still in a very simple early love.
And it seemed that Zhang Nuan had already taken advantage of me since the first day we met! When she applied her lotion on my arm, I had actually begun to have an affair with her, even though I had the desire but not the courage.
She was born with a new attraction, which made me gradually fall under her attack. Although when we first met, I thought she was just a girl with a promiscuous relationship with both men and women, I had seen the disgusting things between her and Red Dog in less than 18 hours.
But I also found that she had a very girlish side and had a little notebook of her own. Later, Zhang Nuan and I also had such a little notebook.
Zhang Nuan always teased me, and even dared to reach into my pants to help me apply Fengyoujing! In short, under Zhang Nuan's unscrupulous teasing, I had actually gradually become aroused. At that time, I still had a girlfriend, Lin Yi. Zhang Nuan always sent me text messages, and Lin Yi was originally a cold person, so invisibly, the relationship between tasks in my life had quietly changed.
I accompanied Zhang Nuan back to her old school and met Xie Qingqing. Zhang Nuan and I started to fight together. Although I was very scared at that time, I never thought of leaving Zhang Nuan alone. Although I was a weakling, I still rushed forward.
In fact, my life was wavering during that period. There were three girls at the same time, which made me always want to have one, but I didn't want to give up the other two. Some people said that I was a scumbag, but at the age of 17, I was more interested in love than looking for true love. I just wanted to have fun.
But I feel that I have put my heart into every relationship, so even though I am a scumbag, I am also a scumbag with a heart.
Later, I found that Zhang Nuan had occupied most of my life. She was with me when I went out to play, and she was with me at school. In short, we were almost inseparable during that period. In fact, I found that my life had changed dramatically since Zhang Nuan appeared.
Including Ai Yi and Jin Xishan, the appearance of these people made me feel very surprised and amazed. I never thought that my life would be so shocking!!! Especially when I saw Ai Yi and Jin Xishan openly broadcasting live sex in front of me.
During that time, an important person appeared in my life, Gao Yang. After that, my brothers also changed. The God of Gamblers, Crazy Man and Da Na were gradually getting out of touch with me. I was actually very upset at the time, but it was also because of that that I got closer to Zhang Tong and Dayao.
We practiced basketball together and solved our problems in a way that only boys can. When everything was settled, I actually changed a little bit myself. I was no longer the Leng Shan I was a few months ago.
Later, there were more and more problems between Lin Yi and I, and we were full of distrust. We even broke up. My heart was very painful because Lin Yi was really a little goddess to me at that time. Having a girlfriend like that was the blessing I, Leng Shan, had earned in my previous life.
But I found that after a while, before I had time to feel sad about that relationship, my life had been completely overturned and replaced by Zhang Nuan. I found that Zhang Nuan was a special existence in my life, or in other words, she had become an indispensable part of my life.
I know her story, and I couldn't help wanting to walk into her story. But at that time, I didn't know why I was not brave enough, so Anne appeared in my life, and that is a regret that will always exist in my heart.
I was with Annie, who was very nice to me, but I felt more pity for her. During that time, I had developed an indelible affection for Zhang Nuan, and Zhang Nuan had changed in front of me. Although she no longer acted as crazy as she did when we first met, we started dating like normal high school students.
Later, I confessed my love to Zhang Nuan and broke up with Annie. When I was with Zhang Nuan, we always quarreled for several days, and I was always at a disadvantage when I was with her! But I was still willing.
In fact, we all change imperceptibly. When you really fall in love with someone, you will find that all your previous hobbies have changed. Later, I seldom looked at nude photos of beautiful women, and I no longer had such a strong interest in erotic comics. Even if someone dragged me to watch an action movie, I felt uninterested.
The incident with Hong Gou made me completely understand the position of Zhang Nuan in my heart. When we went to one KTV Internet cafe after another to look for Zhang Nuan, I was very anxious and scared. I was afraid to see a result that I could not reverse. But fortunately, everything was fine.
The moment I held Zhang Nuan in my arms, I really felt that I was lucky. At that time, I thought that even if something really happened to Zhang Nuan, it didn’t matter. Anyway, from the moment I met Zhang Nuan, I didn’t think that she would belong to me completely. After all, there was Wang Hao before me, and I had also seen some indecent activities between Zhang Nuan and Hong Gou.
Zhang Nuan became very silent during that period, but soon she walked out of that little shadow. However, I hated Su Zhe very much at that time because I found him to be a threat. And I truly accepted Su Zhe only after Zhang Nuan and I got married and had a baby.
Zhang Nuan and I signed a series of unequal treaties. Although I complained, I accepted them all. That is, love comes from nowhere and goes deep. For Zhang Nuan, I found that I have become reckless. Unconsciously, we have changed, in character, and we have even gradually left the life of fighting and fooling around a few months ago.
Later, a big change happened in our lives. Annie got pregnant, which also triggered a big secret about my life. I felt that my life was a play, a play that was even more bloody than a TV series. From then on, a person who looked exactly like me, Liang Chao, appeared in my life.
He was like a ghost. I was very upset during that period, and my dad was in the hospital at that time. I was very nervous and tired every day. But Zhang Nuan was always by my side and accompanied me. In order to find Liang Chao, we went to Annie's house to wait.
Later, Zhang Yaoyang also helped me to look up the information. It was from that time that I felt that Zhang Yaoyang was like a mystery. Every time I saw him and saw him smile, I felt eerie. Later, Zhang Nuan disappeared, and we searched for her like crazy.
Three whole days seemed like three centuries. When we found Zhang Nuan and when I held her in my arms, I realized something was different. Zhang Nuan had completely changed. I knew that those three days were painful for us, but they were even more tormenting for Zhang Nuan.
We don't know what Zhang Nuan went through during those three days, but from her drug-related experience, I know that those three days were definitely painful and miserable for Zhang Nuan. Zhang Nuan dropped out of school, and Zhang Nuan and I became distant because of this incident. Zhang Nuan refused to contact me, or even meet me.