My name is Zhang Nuan, and my life changed in the second semester of my senior year. I was rebellious by nature, and I lived with my brother since I was a child. But before I graduated from junior high school, I lived almost alone. No, there was another brother, Su Zhe, and I lived with him.
I started to mess around in my freshman year of high school, often skipping classes and going out to fight. I was a female gangster. I was fearless and started to make my way outside. At that time, my only good friend was Ai Yi. Later, in a fight, I met the big stupid bear Wang Hao. At that time, he had a girlfriend named Xie Qingqing.
After meeting Big Bear, I was originally a girl who loved to have fun, but I still had a pure innocence that was not erased, which is what I am most thankful for. Fortunately, fortunately, that pure innocence has not been squandered by me. Big Bear is very good to me, and I found that he and I seemed to be destined to be together in our previous lives.
Dabenxiong later broke up with Xie Qingqing. Actually, it was mainly because of me, but I really wasn’t a mistress! ! ! ! Dabenxiong had told Xie Qingqing about breaking up long before he met me. I actually felt guilty towards Xie Qingqing, but later Xie Qingqing played many dirty tricks on me, so I no longer felt guilty.
Red Dog is Big Stupid Bear’s brother. We always played together at that time. I knew that Red Dog was interested in me, but he was not the one in my heart, even though he was nice to me.
Big Bear is a silly guy, he would rush forward without caring about his life in a battle. But it is that kind of Big Bear, silly that makes me love him so much. I record the things between Big Bear and me every day, and the whole school is filled with beautiful memories of us.
But all of this was shattered by Big Bear's illness. Big Bear was sick, and I watched him become more and more haggard day by day. In the end, Big Bear didn't want me anymore. I could no longer touch Big Bear or feel his body temperature. I hated him so much, but I promised him that I would live a good life.
Su Zhe arranged a transfer for me, and I left No. 8 Middle School. I pretended to be happy every day, laughed every day, and didn't think about anything, because my happy big stupid bear could feel it. I lived a heartless life. On the first day of the new school, the teacher arranged a seat for me.
The boy looked like a homeboy, and his eyes widened when he saw me. I joked with him generously, and they were all restricted jokes! In the first two days, I showed her my worst self.
Red Dog came to the school to find me, and I went out. Although I knew that the relationship between Red Dog and I was not normal, he was indeed the person who gave me the most comfort after Big Stupid Bear left me. I agreed to his request because I thought he was actually very scary, and I was even a little afraid of him in my heart.
When Red Dog asked me to do those shameful things, I knew that my new deskmate saw everything. I teased him on purpose, just to see him embarrassed. Every time I could use my most feminine side to make him at a loss. I stuck to him every day and let him play with me.
In fact, I think he has some shadows of Big Bear. Although he is not as brave as Big Bear, he also has a kind of lonely courage when encountering some things, which makes me feel as if Big Bear has returned to me. But he is different from Big Bear because he has some cleverness.
I know he has a girlfriend who is good at studying and good-looking. When I know they quarrel, I will help him to give advice to his girlfriend. You said he is not handsome, but he seems to be really popular with girls, because later I found out that he has a baby.
I never seem to put on my mask in front of him, and I feel very relaxed when I take off my disguise. Later, I found that my affection for him seemed to be getting stronger day by day, to the point that I felt very sorry for Big Bear. I know that I like someone now, but not to the extent of Big Bear.
He helped Annie, and although I thought it was right, I was a little angry when I saw him getting so close to Annie. Christmas was the anniversary of Big Bear's death, so I took a car to find Big Bear because I had so many things to say to him. It was cold, and I was walking alone in a strange city, feeling extremely lonely.
But he came and stayed with me. It was the first time after the big stupid bear left that I felt that I was not alone. I was ****, in that cold mountain.
Leng Shan confessed his love to me one night, but I couldn't accept it because Annie was behind it, and I didn't want people to say I was the third party or something. Why is it that every time I like someone, or someone likes me, there are always other people involved
After a series of small setbacks, Leng Shan and I finally held hands, and happiness came to me again. Just when I was still immersed in happiness, the original peace of life was broken by a man named Liang Chao.
Annie went there, and I was arrested by Liang Chao. He injected me with something addictive, and I was locked up in a dark room by him for two days. I was actually scared because he really looked like Leng Shan. I was scared, not because of what Liang Chao did to me, but because of his face.
After I was found, I felt a sense of fear when I saw Leng Shan. I stayed away from him and didn't dare to get close to him. I dropped out of school. As I was receiving treatment in the hospital, my heart gradually returned to its previous state and I began to accept Leng Shan. Our happy life together returned.
On Halloween, I knew Leng Shan was in ****, but because of Ai Yi and Zhang Tong's relationship, I ignored him. But when Bai Lu came back, I was angry, and I found that something between us began to change, and we both had secrets.
He hid his affair with Bai Lu from me, even though I knew it was nothing serious. That day I followed him to the airport, and I saw him and Bai Lu hugging and saying goodbye, and my heart was broken. I stood behind Leng Shan, and when he turned around, I saw not apology, but anger.
He left, leaving me alone. I fainted at the airport. I hated Leng Shan so much. I never wanted to be away from him again. When I came back, I went out with Su Zhe. I did block him. I didn't want him to know every bit of my news because he left me.
When I came back and saw him, my heart was actually very turbulent, but I acted very calm. There was another girl beside him, named Wang Mengying, who was a brave girl in love! At that time, I really felt that I was the superfluous one. I wanted to leave, but I couldn't leave because that would make me look very vulnerable.
Before I finished my meal, Leng Shan pulled me away. No matter what he said to me now, I would never forgive him! Later, Wu Xuyang suddenly said openly that he liked me, but I knew in my heart that I only had friendship with him, otherwise we would have been together a long time ago.
The four of us ate together and were forced to be together every day, but my heart was actually slowly softening because of Leng Shan's kindness to me. But every time I saw Wang Mengying sticking to Leng Shan, I felt that Leng Shan was too attractive!
In the past, Leng Shan never dared to speak loudly to me. Even when we were overwhelmed with emotion, Leng Shan was still very careful. But this time, he actually kissed me forcefully. His domineering attitude made me feel like a little woman being protected. I like this kind of domineering attitude he has towards me alone.
We went out together, and Leng Shan gave me a fishbone necklace. The moment I saw it, I loved it. That day, I rethought my past and present. On that day, I told Big Bear in my heart that I was already happy.
Leng Shan went to Yunnan, and I missed him very much. But he didn't come back after a few days, and it was Liang Chao who came back. After only two days of getting along with him, I learned a lot about Liang Chao. I asked my brother to help Liang Chao check his previous cases again, because I felt that what Liang Chao said under his sad eyes was true, and I should give him a piece of pure blue sky.