Leng Shan came back to me again, and we were as good as ever, but later I found that he was always in the habit of touching me. In fact, I had known his little thoughts for a long time, but I had never agreed to anything he said.
The reason why I didn't agree to anything was that although Leng Shan and I had played a lot, if I really had to go to see him naked, I would actually be very panicked. Even though he was a big stupid bear, the two of us had never broken through that line of defense.
I thought that Big Bear and I would do that, but when we got to that point, Big Bear stopped because he knew he was sick. Another thing is that I don’t know what kind of person I am in Leng Shan’s heart, because he has seen me do that to Red Dog.
I was really scared and conflicted. When I finally decided to give it to him, my dad got involved again. After a few days of thinking, I decided to take the initiative, because I felt that Leng Shan was too accommodating to me. Although some things should be said by boys, some things would be more meaningful if I said them.
I prepared myself and asked him out the day before Lengshan was leaving for college, because I knew he had a small wish, which was to complete this big thing before going to college. In fact, the reason I did this was that I felt I had decided on him for the rest of my life.
But that fool, sometimes his emotional quotient is negative!!! I acted like that that day, but he pretended to be ignorant. I took him downstairs to the hotel he booked that day. If we have to make amends, we must make amends completely.
It took me a lot of effort to get to the room I booked that day at Lengshan, but I didn't have time to decorate anything. It wasn't until I got to the front desk downstairs that this big fool realized it. It really came to that point, and we were both at a loss. We chatted for half the night. In fact, at that time, I kept saying one thing in my heart: Damn Lengshan, can't you show your toughness? ! Can't you just crush me! ! ! ! !
When the two bodies merged, it was painful, but very happy. When I hugged his body and felt the new stimulation he brought me, I knew that I would stay with this man for the rest of my life! If he dared to betray me one day and let me know, I would definitely castrate him.
We both went to college. I was no longer cold and aloof like before and didn't talk to anyone. I joined a lot of clubs. During my freshman year, I made Lengshan jealous a lot. In fact, I made him nervous on purpose in many cases because I liked to see him jealous and nervous for me.
But sometimes, I feel that he controls me too strictly and doesn't allow me any freedom. After that conversation between Leng Shan and me, I know I was wrong. If it were Leng Shan, even if he said a word to another girl, I would be very angry, and I would definitely look down on him and even resort to domestic violence!
So I know that in love, you can desire freedom, but the premise is that you have the courage to accept the freedom of your partner. We are both recognized as model couples in college, and Leng Shan and I are not the kind of people who can stun Baggio, so our love is very high-profile.
After my freshman year, I was old and no longer the kind of junior high school girl that everyone could bully. The boys' evil intentions turned to the girls in the next class, so my little crisis came. Leng Shan went to the freshman orientation, and then many young girls appeared around him.
The first one was Liu Shishi. At that time, I wanted to grab her hair and yell at her, “Are you a bitch?” But even if Liu Shishi passed away, there are still others to come. And I don’t understand why kids nowadays are so brave in love!!!
So when I was a sophomore, my main task was to catch butterflies and bees!!! Because of those people, I acted like a cold mountain and would quarrel with him at every turn. People in our dormitory said to me, "I don't know what's wrong with Lengshan's brain, why did he fall in love with you!"
Even though Leng Shan and I had a very bad relationship, he would definitely come to see me within three days. He gave me a way out, which naturally made me happy. So whenever he came, I would give him a lot of sweet dates to make it up to him. In our sophomore year, we both skipped the dormitory and increased the turnover of the small hotel near the school.
When I was a junior, I met his biological parents for the first time. When I saw the conditions and situation of their home, as well as the living environment of that place, I could understand Liang Chao's feelings. However, his parents are also kind people, but I actually feel guilty towards them because Zhang Yaoyang gave me an answer that made him regret it. We did wrong Liang Chao.
During the time in Yunnan, the four of us seemed to have returned to the days when we played together in high school, but vacations are always short and they were over before we could enjoy them. Before leaving, I had a conversation with Liang Shangjin and we talked about many things, but most of them were about Liang Chao and Leng Shan.
On the way back to school, Leng Shan and I decided to go to Beijing for a visit, so we went to find Bai Lu. But everything seemed like a dream. Bai Lu's life actually intersected with Liang Chao, and it was the kind of intersection that made us feel that the relationship was extremely complicated. As a lesson learned from the past, Leng Shan had been against it after knowing this, but I was different because I thought Liang Chao was also a good person.
Although he made an irreparable mistake in Annie's matter, I selfishly say that in emotional matters, it is often a matter of mutual consent. If Annie didn't like Liang Chao at all, no matter how much he looked like Leng Shan, she would not give herself up completely, even if Liang Chao used all kinds of lies and deception.
Seeing Leng Shan's worried attitude, I was very angry, or I was a little scared, because I knew that a girl as gentle as Bai Lu really lived in Leng Shan's heart. So when I persuaded Leng Shan for a whole morning and saw that he didn't seem to listen at all, I was going crazy, because I felt that he was not worried about whether Bai Lu would be hurt, he seemed to be sad because Bai Lu no longer liked him!!!
I got on the train back to Harbin in a rage. That time, the war between Leng Shan and I was the longest one since we went to college. Annie, Liu Shishi, and even many beauties later, although they all played an important role in Leng Shan's life, I never worried because they never lived in Leng Shan's heart, except Bai Lu and Lin Yi, because I knew they were the ones Leng Shan cared about.
Women are so selfish. So, if he has another woman outside in the future, I can even forgive him, but I will definitely not want to revisit his old love, because the weight of those people in his heart is incomparable.
Leng Shan proposed to me. He was so stupid that he didn't even know how to say some nice sweet words. Just those few words made me crazy. When I put on the ring he gave me, I was so happy. I was eager to share my happiness with Ai Yi, and on that day, Ai Yi also shared her greatest happiness with me.
At Ai Yi and Zhang Tong's wedding, we all reunited, but I have to say that their weddings were a complete mess... A few months later, my godson was born, and we were engaged as children! However, at that time, I really didn't think about getting married.
I just want to fall in love and don't want to enter the grave of love so quickly. It's one way when you're in love, but it will become another way after you get married. So even though Lengshan and the adults hinted to me many times, I didn't respond.
But Leng Shan was really bad. He actually played dirty tricks on me. I was so exhausted during those days that I could hardly get out of bed. I finally felt better and cleaned up the house, and then I found the Okamoto with a hole in it. Damn it, I wanted to find Leng Shan and smash him with my pots and pans!
But when I found that thing, I also found that I didn't have my period on time. Under Leng Shan's conspiracy, I was killed by him. In one month, those parents took care of all the wedding matters for us. I really admire them. Aren't these things difficult to do? ! And many people didn't get married in the end, isn't it because they were preparing for marriage? !
Anyway, I put on my red wedding dress. After three bows, I experienced the happiness of a married woman, which was completely different from the happiness of a single young woman. Two years after I laughed at Ai Yi for getting married with a baby, I also successfully gave birth to a little girl, and named her Leng Nuan after me and Leng Shan.
Leng Nuan's arrival made our whole family extremely happy, especially my dad and Leng's parents, who wanted to split little Nuan in half and take half home to worship. In order to prevent family members from fighting and to ensure the harmony of the whole family, Leng Shan loved me and planted small seeds in my body one after another.
Soon a seed sprouted. The last time I gave birth to Leng Nuan, it was a caesarean section. Although I was cut open, I didn't suffer much because of the anesthesia. But this time, I chose a natural birth. The pain was more painful than any other time Leng Shan thrusted at me! Damn, I really didn't want to have a baby. Could I just put the baby back in? !
I am already a mother of two children, but I am not qualified at all, because Leng Shan washes and changes the children's diapers and poop rings. Seeing Leng Shan holding one child on the left and hugging another on the right, I feel that I am so happy in this life.
In fact, there was a time when Leng Shan was like a mouse seeing a cat when he saw me. I vaguely felt that something was happening, and it was the kind of thing I least wanted to know. Women are always sensitive to smells, but I didn't have the courage to delve into it. And after observing for a long time, I never had that happen again. That time I chose to remain silent, not because I didn't care, but because I cared too much. Some things, once said, will hurt everyone.