He eventually stayed, but this time I was smarter and wrote down all his contact information. But it was really hard for me during that time, because every day, every minute, every second I was worried that he would suddenly disappear.
So I mailed all my luggage home, and the remaining stuff was very little, and I carried it with me all day, ready to go at any time. As soon as there was any sign of trouble, I would quickly jump out of my bed and go to see him. Later, I couldn't stand it anymore, so I simply stole his ID and wallet.
He came to my room and searched a lot, but he didn't find anything. He even patted me on the body, but I'm not such a stupid person. The first time he patted my chest, he found something hard, so he quickly said to me: "Do you want to do it yourself, or do you want me to do it?!"
When he put his hand on my chest, my face flushed, because no one had ever done this to me before. I didn't want to take it, but I saw that he looked very serious. If I didn't do it myself, he would really reach out for it himself! ! ! ! So, I obediently handed over his things that time.
He has also learned to hide his things very well. He was about to run away again, but I was worried for a long time before that. So after he got his things back, I slept at his door for two nights. But every day when I woke up, I was in my own bed. At that moment, I really felt warm.
Later, I figured out one thing completely, that is, Bailu, you have to be brave! Especially when facing the people and things you like! Don't be afraid of getting hurt and retreat, you have to be brave and chase forward! And I have always been brave, right? !
Actually, at that time, I didn't like him that deeply, but I really liked him more and more gradually. Even though he always looked at me coldly, even though he never said a nice word to me and always had a sour face, but I knew he was really good.
I followed him to two cities, and I found that every time he arrived at a place, he would first find a small part-time job, and then work hard every day. I admired his lifestyle very much! Because from the conditions of Leng Shan's family, and even from the conditions of Leng Shan's Liang family parents in the past, he should be a child who has been spoiled since childhood, right? !
He rarely spends money recklessly, and the food he eats is cheap but delicious. Seeing how hard he works, I like him more and more, a little more every day, until later, I realized that my heart has been completely occupied by him.
Every time he scolded me or left me, I was very sad, I would cry, and then I would not see him for several days, but I found that every time I didn't see him, within a few days, I would miss him more deeply. Although I also thought about not chasing him anymore, my steps never stopped.
Time has passed, and before I knew it, we have known each other for almost a year. Even if it is ice, after a summer, it should melt, right? ! So even though he still ignores me and often scolds me and tells me to get lost, at least he has started to talk to me more. Isn’t this a good start for me? !
A few months later, he came to Beijing. When I knew he was going to Beijing, I was so happy. He later used his savings to buy a bicycle worth more than 10,000 yuan and started riding. In fact, this was a good thing for me, because it slowed down his pace and made it easier for me to catch up with him!
We both wondered, that is, every time he left, even if he really left me, I could find him very quickly. He asked me countless times: "Did you install a tracking device on me?!" But God knows, I don't have that ability! Otherwise, I wouldn't have picked up the paintbrush!
I also felt very strange, why can I always find the right direction? ! Ah, then I knew, maybe this is our fate! It turns out that fate has already determined it. He and I, in fact, have been tied together by the matchmaker! So, I pursued him more determinedly.
Every time, I tell myself, Bailu, you have to be brave, you have to pursue it hard, because you are pursuing your own happiness, even if it is hard and tiring, you will not suffer any loss!
Later I received a call from Leng Shan, he said he and Zhang Nuan were coming to Beijing to visit me, I was very happy, after all we were good friends, I was very happy they came, and I had planned to take them out to play, but they came at a really wrong time!!! When the four of us met again near our school, when I saw Leng Shan and his expression, I realized that there were many things between them that I had never understood.
That day, I also formally confessed my feelings to him for the first time. If I still back off when true love comes, then I deserve it and I don’t deserve happiness! I was afraid that he would misunderstand me. I just wanted to tell him that everyone has a past. I did like Lengshan in the past, but that was just a past, and it’s over.
Leng Shan talked to me on the phone for a long time that day, and told me a lot of things about him, but they were all bad things about him. Among them, I learned about Annie's affairs and Zhang Nuan's affairs. I was indeed sad for a long time, but I soon figured it out. Those were all things of the past, and what I had to do was to create the future.
So even though Leng Shan said those things to me, I could only say thank you to Leng Shan, and then say I knew what I should do. He was going to Sichuan, and I rushed to the train station to buy a train ticket, because I knew it too late, and it was the ticket he accidentally dropped that let me know he was leaving.
I went to the train station and could only buy a hard seat. Leng Shan came to the train station to see me off and said a lot to me, which was nothing more than asking me to be more careful and try not to have anything to do with him. I only said one sentence to Leng Shan: "Leng Shan, I have determined that he is my happiness. Since you couldn't give me anything before, please don't stop me from pursuing happiness now!"
That day, he and I once again set out on a hiking trip. We had to spend nearly 40 hours on the train, which was the real hardship I had to endure! There were a lot of people on the train, and the people sitting next to me were all middle-aged men, some of whom looked quite wretched.
I didn't dare to sleep and rarely moved, because I felt that every time I moved, a lot of people would get up. The hard seat carriage was full of people, the air was not fresh enough, and everyone's noisy talking and snoring made me very upset. At night, I lay on my schoolbag with my eyes closed. Every time someone moved, I would get up immediately.
In the second half of the night, I was also sleepy. At this time, I noticed movement around me. I looked up with dark circles under my eyes and saw his face that could freeze people to death. Before I could say anything, he pulled me up, picked up my luggage, and we walked towards the sleeper car together.
That night I learned that the side seats in the sleeper car can also be sold, but the price is the same as the sleeper price. That night, I slept on his lower berth, and he slept on the side seat of the sleeper berth.
When I opened my eyes the next day, he was still lying there. I suddenly felt like crying because he was really mean. He was so cold to me, so why was he still nice to me!!! I woke him up and told him to go to bed. I sat where he had been sitting.
He didn't say anything, but still went to sleep. I prepared lunch for him and woke him up to eat. That day, I tried my best to find topics to chat with him. I really don't know if he has always been like this?! Never taking the initiative to talk or something?! And we have known each other for such a long time, why haven't I heard him contact his friends?!
At 10 o'clock in the evening, the lights in the sleeper car were about to be turned off, so he got up and sat on the side seat again. But this time, before he got up, I held his hand and said to him, "Let's squeeze in!"
That night, two people slept on that small lower bunk bed. That day, our hearts slowly moved closer. After that trip to Sichuan, I could clearly feel that he had changed towards me. He began to care about me. In Sichuan, I went out to play alone, and came back to the place where we lived together very late (don’t get me wrong, it was the same hotel, but different rooms). When he came back, he scolded me. But his words showed his concern.
Later, I began to shamelessly cling to her, and I found that I became more and more outgoing and brave. Oh, by the way, I think I am a bit like Zhang Nuan now, because Zhang Nuan always made trouble for Leng Shan and pestered him in various ways~haha
Actually, after the Beijing incident, I gained a new friend, Zhang Nuan, and we kept in touch privately. Actually, if you think about it, we are actually relatives, because he and Leng Shan are brothers! So in many ways, when Zhang Nuan and I communicated, we always felt that the people we liked sometimes had a lot in common.
During the process of pursuing him, Zhang Nuan gave me a lot of constructive suggestions, so Zhang Nuan played a big role in our final success. Because Zhang Nuan told me a lot of things about Liang Chao, and it was from her that I learned that I should give him more love.