It is said that if you meet someone you want to grow old with, you can choose a city to spend the rest of your life with. Now I have met the person I want to grow old with, so my next goal is naturally to choose a city to spend the rest of my life with, but it will take time. I followed him and when I looked back, I realized that we had known each other for three years.
It's not that I'm not brave or firm, but sometimes I really feel tired, especially when he doesn't respond to me. For three years, I almost walk in his shadow every day. "Liang Chao, can't you walk slower?! I'm tired of following you!!!" One day, when we returned to Yunnan together, I said to him.
He just walked by himself. You mentioned his hometown, and it is such a beautiful place like Yunnan. Why couldn't he wait for me
"I didn't ask you to follow me!" Liang Chao continued to walk in front, without looking back, but if you look closely, you can see that his steps have become smaller and his speed has actually slowed down. But when I saw the way he spoke to me, I was very sad and even more angry.
I stopped my steps and watched him continue walking. My eyes were wet, as if the wind had blown sand into them. I whispered in my heart: I will count to five. If you stop and look back at me, I will continue to follow you! But if after five counts, you not only don't look back, but also don't stop, then I will go on my own!
"One, two, three, four, five..." He didn't look back. After two years with him, could it be that he really had no feelings for me at all and didn't care about me at all? ! Zhang Nuan once told me that you can't be too nice to a man, otherwise he will take advantage of you. You have to tease him and make him come back to you.
Liang Chao left. I don’t know when he noticed that I was missing. Anyway, after five counts, I took my camera and started my solo trip to Yunnan.
It is said that Lijiang is a good place to meet love. Many bars or shops actually have signs saying “Hire boss lady” written on their doors! ! ! When I saw it, I really had an urge to apply for a job! Anyway, I am unemployed now! If I went to school normally, I should have graduated this year!
I went into a small coffee shop, ordered a latte, sat by the window, and watched the pedestrians passing by. It was very quiet. It turned out that I hadn't lived like this for a long time. Since I met Liang Chao, I seem to be very busy every day. It's time to give myself a vacation. I'll chase him after I have enough rest!
There were earphones in my ears, and Milk Tea’s classic song "I Love You So Much" was playing.
I want to do something for you, something that will make you happier. I want to plant my name in your heart. I want time, when you are not paying attention, to quietly turn this seed into fruit.
For this song, I only need to appreciate the first part. I want to do many things for him, I want to live in his heart, I want the seeds of love that I planted for him to sprout and mature sooner. But the more I think about it, the sadder I feel, because he is just a piece of broken wood, a stubborn donkey, and a pile of shit! ! ! ! ! I keep cursing him in my heart.
Dividing Line
I heard Bai Lu shouting behind me, asking me to slow down, and I just didn't understand how she could have such strong willpower. It has been one thousand and fifteen days since we first met, and she doesn't seem tired following me. I feel tired for her.
The impression she gave me was that of a weak and effeminate person. But ever since she snatched my schoolbag, I discovered that the more gentle her face, the more wild her heart was. She was never polite to me. I thought she was a little shameless at first...
Later, as time went by, I got used to her following me. Sometimes, she would get really angry with me and run away. When I noticed it, I would feel like something was wrong, because there was no one behind me calling me all the time, so I always felt empty inside.
It has been three years, and I decided to go home first. After all, I still have parents. I have been away for three years and my mood has almost been adjusted. Although I have a heart that never stops traveling, I still have to return to the harbor of home to feel the warmth occasionally before I set off again.
I went back to Yunnan from Guangdong with her, and our first stop was Kunming. Later, under the pressure of the White Dew Festival, we went to Lijiang. To be honest, those places are not fun at all for me, because I grew up here. I don’t know how many times I have been to Lijiang, Xishuangbanna, etc.
I knew she wanted to go out shopping, so she got up early in the morning and knocked on my door. I really didn't want to go out, on the one hand there was nothing to go, on the other hand I had expected that she would tell me to slow down after walking for a while, saying I was walking too fast or something.
So when I heard her ask me to slow down, I didn't really agree to her, but I still slowed down, but my slowing down was not obvious. Sometimes she could also feel that I slowed down, so after a while she would catch up with me, walk a little further and then ask me to slow down.
Listening to her tone, I thought of her being a little angry. She must have pouted her lips, and then started tapping her left and right feet non-stop. A gust of wind blew, and her little skirt fluttered in the wind, and her hands were pressed in front like Monroe.
It seems that since I met her, she always wears white clothes, which matches her name very well. After a while, I found that she was silent, so I pretended to be super impatient and said, "Can you hurry up?!!!"
But after I waited for a while, she ignored me. I felt unhappy, so I stopped and turned around to scold her, but when I turned around, she was gone! ! ! ! "Fuck! Where the hell did she go again!!!!" She had had such cases before, so I knew she must have been attracted by something and lost me.
I stood there and waited for two minutes, thinking that she would catch up with me! But I waited and waited and there was no sign of her, so I started to get anxious. I started to go back the same way, wondering if she was lost. How could I not call her first? !
I had walked a long way back, even past the place where she told me to slow down. I was really worried at the time, thinking she was too kind and could be easily deceived. Although there weren't many vicious villains in Lijiang, there were also many swindlers and thieves.
I called out a few more times, but I didn't hear the voice that made me miss it inexplicably. It took me almost two hours to remember that I had a fucking modern device called a cell phone.
I dialed the phone number that I knew by heart, and after a few beeps someone picked up. Before she could say anything, I started to yell, "Where the hell have you been again?! Where are you?!!!" It was really worrying!!!
"I waited for you for one hour, fifty-eight minutes and seven seconds." Bai Lu said lightly on the other end of the phone. From her tone, I felt a kind of sadness, and my heart suddenly became very uncomfortable, which was a feeling I had never experienced before.
I have had many women, but I have never really been moved by any of them. I just heard Bai Lu's sad sigh, which made me suddenly feel distressed, but I couldn't say anything to comfort her. "Where is it?! With that American Kung Fu timer, you might as well go home and have a good sleep! I'm going back to the hotel, I'll wait for you at xxx."
"But I don't want to go back yet... Liang Chao, it took you so long to realize that I was missing... Are you sure that I will be with you for the rest of my life?!" Bai Lu's tone still didn't have any emotion, but the more she acted like this, the more flustered I became!