After all, there are not many girls who can do this with you. If she really wants to do that, but I miss the opportunity because I am too timid, wouldn’t I be a fighter among the cowards
This is so fucking painful for me that my hair is almost turning white because it's so torturous. If it doesn't work, we will still be desk mates when we return to school on Monday. How can I face her? But if she has that intention and I don't go, fuck it!
She is Zhang Nuan! Damn, those breasts, that butt! Damn! It's killing me! Just when I was in the most pain, a light bulb suddenly came to my head! Damn! Why am I so stupid! Whether it's dating or doing this kind of thing, what is the most critical move? It's probing!
If I just knew what she meant, it would be easy! Of course, I couldn't ask her directly, but I immediately thought of a solution!
I quickly closed my eyes, pretended to be asleep, smacked my lips a few times, and then pricked up my ears to listen for any reaction from her. Still no sound, I made up my mind, took my left hand out of the quilt, scratched my neck a few times as if it was itchy, and then put it on my chest.
She didn't make any sound when I was doing this series of actions. I thought to myself that whether she was asleep or not, even if she was pretending to be asleep, it would not affect my plan. I waited for a while, made up my mind secretly, then smacked my lips, opened the hand on my chest, and stretched it towards her. Just as I stretched out my arm, my heart almost jumped out of my throat, and the moment my arm felt the thing below, I almost fainted. Oh my god!
I actually put my arm on Zhang Nuan's chest! My mind went blank at that moment, I dared not move, I pricked up my ears and listened carefully, but there was no sound in the room, only the breathing of the two of us.
I didn't dare to relax my arm that was on her chest, and I held it tightly and didn't dare to let it rest on top, because I knew that was Zhang Nuan's breasts underneath! !
But this is enough to make my blood boil. I feel like I'm just lying there now. If I were standing, I would definitely have a nosebleed. Don't tell me that I just masturbated a girl this afternoon. How can that be the same as this
If this continues, it will be a milestone in my life! Damn it, I'm going to say goodbye to my virginity!
I put my arm on her chest, but she still didn't react at all, just like at the beginning. But I could feel her chest rising and falling gently under my arm, so I thought it was her normal breathing, or maybe she could feel it too
I don't know about her, anyway, I'm already exhausted and could explode at any time! At this time, I was fucking confused again, what does her reaction mean
Is that what she meant, or is she seeing that I am not too embarrassed to say anything about me? Of course, in my heart I do not rule out the possibility that she is really asleep and has a deep sleep, and she has no reaction to my arm.
But I always feel that it is not appropriate for me to reach out and touch her right now, so what should I do? I thought about it for a long time and decided to try again. If she still didn't react, I would take it as her consent. Thinking of this, I swallowed several times, smacked my lips and took back the arm. When my arm left her chest, I felt a kind of bouncing feeling under my arm. Damn, I almost couldn't control myself, but fortunately I still controlled it. After all, I couldn't fail at this last moment. I took a deep breath, pretended to be brave, and climbed up with half-closed eyes, but I didn't stand up. I just crawled on all fours, and then crossed one arm and one leg over Zhang Nuan's body, just in a position to press Zhang Nuan under me!
Moreover, I had already thought of an excuse before I got up. I said I was going to the bathroom. Since I was sleeping inside, I would have to step over her to get to the bathroom. Although this posture was a bit indecent, I thought it was not difficult to explain for someone who was too sleepy to go to the bathroom.
Just when my arm and leg touched the bed on the other side of Zhang Nuan's body, I finally plucked up the courage to open my eyes, because I knew that no matter how soundly she was sleeping, she would wake up after my continuous big movements. And I believed that as long as I saw her reaction to my actions, I would know what she meant.
The moment I opened my eyes, I was really surprised. In the moonlight, I saw Zhang Nuan underneath me looking at me with her eyes wide open! !
Damn, at that moment, I really felt that time had stopped. Do you understand? I felt that my breathing had stopped. The two of us just stared at me for a few seconds. Zhang Nuan looked at me like a little rabbit that had just left its nest. I saw surprise, shyness, and a little bit of fear in her eyes. I can say that I saw everything, but I didn't see rejection!
Then something even more unexpected happened. Zhang Nuan didn’t say anything, but she closed her eyes as if she was waiting for something but was too scared to open them!! Oh my god!!
I was so shocked that I couldn't say a word. Even an idiot would understand what she meant, right? She was telling me to do whatever you want. I closed my eyes because I was too shy to look at you.
Damn, I swallowed my saliva countless times. I never thought that the thing I had dreamed of for so many years would come true today. To be honest, I was so excited that my hands were shaking. I felt like my whole body was failing. Just when I was about to raise my hand to lift her quilt, there was another bang outside the door. Oh my god.
I was so scared that I almost fell off the bed. I looked towards the door nervously, and after a while I realized that it should be the big clock in the room opposite. It must be the hour again.
Just when I came to my senses and was about to continue doing the thing that made me so excited that my nerves were about to explode, I saw the cell phone next to Zhang Nuan's pillow light up, and it showed the time, 12 o'clock, and then turned off automatically.
I blinked and looked at the phone next to Zhang Nuan's pillow. The excitement in my body, which had been hot to the extreme, seemed to cool down all of a sudden. My heart seemed to suddenly twitch, because this time every day was the time when I would send a text message to Lin Yi and say good night to her.
My brain seemed to be frozen in an instant, and all those random thoughts disappeared without a trace. Only the words Lin Yi said to me remained in my mind. She glanced indifferently at the large bunch of roses in the classroom, then turned around and said to me with clear eyes, "Because you are my boyfriend."
I suddenly felt very uncomfortable, extremely uncomfortable, an indescribable feeling, because I suddenly felt that I was doing something that might hurt three people. I stopped, stopped completely, stopped everything, and gently said to Zhang Nuan under me, "I'm going to the bathroom."
Then he stepped his other arm and leg over her body. Zhang Nuan opened her big eyes and looked at me blankly, as if she didn't know what was going on. But I didn't dare to look into her eyes again. I quickly got down from the bed, pushed open the door of the room, and went into the bathroom. I turned on the light, stood in front of the mirror, and looked at myself in the mirror. I actually didn't recognize myself in the mirror anymore, because I couldn't understand why I got so close to Zhang Nuan when I was arguing with Lin Yi, and even went to her house, lay on the bed with her, and almost raped her in the end. What was all this for
I looked at myself in the mirror and shook my head, but I couldn't help asking myself, what would you do if you really had sex with Zhang Nuan just now? I still looked at myself in the mirror and shook my head. I don't know, I don't know.
I turned on the faucet in the sink and washed my face with the ice-cold water. I hoped this would calm me down completely, but at the time I still didn't know why I did that. It wasn't until today that I realized that some things don't make sense, and certain things will happen when you meet certain people because you and her are destined to be together.
After washing my face, I felt much better. Although I was still embarrassed when I thought about what happened just now, I felt that I couldn't hide in the bathroom forever. Sooner or later I would have to face Zhang Nuan, so I turned off the bathroom light and went back.
When I went to bed, I was still calm and got on the bed in the same position as I had just gotten off. I think this is good because it allows me to tell myself in my heart that I have let this matter go and I have let Zhang Nuan go.
When I came up, I saw that Zhang Nuan had her eyes closed and didn't speak to me. I felt that if we talked at this time, it would only make the situation more awkward. However, I couldn't fall asleep no matter what I did while lying on the bed. Although I closed my eyes, all I could think of was the image of Zhang Nuan with her eyes closed. That image lingered in my mind like a spell. I tossed back and forth, as if I wanted to drive the image of Zhang Nuan with her eyes closed out of my mind in this way, but I couldn't. I couldn't.
Finally, I gave up and lay flat on my back with my eyes open, looking at the ceiling. I felt like everything was far away from me, because I thought it was Lin Yi lying next to me, but now it was Zhang Nuan who was lying next to me. I thought Zhang Nuan should have scolded me angrily, but she closed her eyes. Why did everything turn out like this? Why
I don't know how much time has passed, but I felt the quilt moving under my arm. I didn't pay attention to it at first, but it moved again, so I leaned my arm in. Then I heard Zhang Nuan's voice, "Are you asleep?"
I replied awkwardly, "No." Then Zhang Nuan whispered, "I can't sleep either." I sighed and said, "What can I do?" Zhang Nuan nodded and thought for a while and said, "Why don't we get up and watch a movie?"
I turned my head to look at her, smiled with interest and said, "What kind of movie do you want to watch? A blockbuster?" As I said that, my eyes deliberately showed a naughty look, and Zhang Nuan reacted immediately, hit me hard and said, "You are disgusting, let's watch a horror movie!"
I frowned and said, "Aren't you afraid?" Zhang Nuan looked up at me and said, "Aren't you here?" I smiled and sat up and said, "Let's go."
We both wore pajamas and went to the living room. Zhang Nuan connected her laptop to the TV. She asked me which country's movie I wanted to watch. I said it didn't matter. Then she played a Korean ghost movie. Damn, I always had a prejudice against Koreans. I didn't expect that their ghost movies were so good. I didn't dare to go to the toilet by myself after watching it. After watching it, Zhang Nuan was also trembling with fear. Although she didn't get scared to the point of crawling into my arms, she pinched my arm until it turned red.