But she was not frightened by my sudden action and yelling, instead she looked at me as she did before, and her eyes were firm and she didn’t give in at all. Her look made me extremely angry, I felt my breathing getting faster and faster, and my whole body seemed to be about to explode because of anger, because I didn’t understand why it was so difficult for her to admit something! !
Anger made me lose all my rationality. At that time, I seemed to have completely forgotten who the girl in front of me was, the girl who always smiled at me, the girl who would carry an umbrella for me on rainy days. I just pointed at her nose with red eyes and said to her loudly, from now on, you are you and I am me, you go your way and I go mine, and if you dare to mess with me behind my back again, I will fucking kill you!
I will never forget the look she gave me at that time, because that was the first time I saw someone heartbroken. But at that time, I was controlled by anger and would not be shaken by her look at all. Under the gaze of everyone, I turned around and went downstairs, leaving her alone in the corridor.
After I went downstairs, people in the corridor turned their eyes back to her, and what they saw was just a heartbroken girl, a girl who was wrongly blamed by her favorite boy. However, the surprise in the eyes of those people in the corridor gradually disappeared, and slowly turned into ridicule and disdain, because seeing a girl who was usually hailed as a goddess by everyone being pointed at and scolded by an ugly boy, anyone would feel a little bit of perverted pleasure, because human jealousy is a very scary monster.
But the girl who called Bailu for me just now and the girls who were chatting with her immediately surrounded Bailu. Some took out tissues to wipe her tears, while others asked who that bitch was and how dare they say that to her. But Bailu said nothing. She just walked back to the classroom blankly like an empty shell that had lost its soul.
I walked down the stairs step by step, but my mind was empty and it seemed like I had lost something important in my body, but I couldn't feel what it was.
The fury I had just felt slowly faded away, replaced by a calmness that frightened me. Although I didn't want to think about it, I kept thinking, what if it really wasn't what Bai Lu said? What if? ! ! What if? ! ! ! !
I don't know what to do, because now whenever I think of the way Bai Lu looks at me, I will feel more and more scared, because now I am more and more unsure if that person is her. But even if it really is not her, what can I do now? Can I still use an apology to save the relationship
I shook my head in despair and smiled bitterly. No matter what the truth is, I know that I lost two girls who loved me today. Some people may never meet one in their entire life, but I lost two in one day. I don’t know if I have experienced my greatest misfortune or lost all my luck. Anyway, I messed up. I messed up everything.
I wandered back to my class like a walking corpse, looking at those classmates who were still laughing and cursing. I watched them as if I was watching a movie, because I felt that they were not in pain, just like the people in those movies, but I was a person living in reality, a person who was tortured by pain and was going crazy.
At this moment, I suddenly heard a familiar voice beside me asking me, "Are you okay?" I don't know why I almost cried when I heard this, because it was like a hand reaching from heaven to hell, bringing sunshine, warmth, and all the light in the world, comforting my heart at that moment.
I turned my head suddenly and looked at Zhang Nuan who was standing next to the seat. Her hands were still wet and she smelled a bit smelly. She probably just came back from the toilet. But at that time, I really, really wanted to throw myself on her and hug her tightly. But in the end, I didn't do anything. I just smiled bitterly at her and said, "It's okay."
She sat down, shook the water off her hands, and asked me, "What did you do just now?" I shook my head and said, "Nothing."
Then, not wanting her to ask any more questions, I deliberately changed the subject and asked her if she had fallen into a pit and why she smelled so bad. But Zhang Nuan didn't listen to my nonsense at all. Instead, she looked at me seriously and asked me with her big eyes as if she could see through my thoughts, "Did you go upstairs just now?"
I blinked and avoided her gaze, then said unhappily, "No." But Zhang Nuan saw through my lie immediately and shouted, "You're lying!"
I frowned and looked up at her, and found that she was standing there with her big eyes wide open, looking at me unconvinced. I don't know why, when I saw her like that, I suddenly lost the mood to resist, and said sullenly, "Well, I went upstairs."
I heard Zhang Nuanqi snort, and then he softened his tone and asked me tentatively, "You and your partner..."
She didn't ask any more questions, just looked at me with her big eyes wide open and some worry. I looked up at her, sighed, nodded and said to her, "Well, it's over."
When Zhang Nuan heard me say that, she subconsciously clenched her two little fists and asked me with a frown, "What's wrong? Is the love letter not well written?"
I laughed at myself in despair, then shook my head and said, no, that love letter was very well written. If it weren't for that love letter, I don't think she and I would be so miserable.
Zhang Nuan blinked and looked at me, seemingly confused by what I said. I looked at her, sighed, and explained to her that when she broke up with me today, she told me that she couldn't bear to leave me.
Zhang Nuan almost stood up from her chair and asked me, her eyes wide open, "Why did you two break up? Didn't she miss you?"
I shook my head and smiled bitterly and said that because I made a principled mistake and lied to her, she somehow knew that we went to the park yesterday, and then she asked me today what I did on Sunday, and I lied to her and said I was at home, and she started crying and said I lied to her and she couldn't stand me lying to her, and then it ended.
I narrated the story calmly, just like I was telling someone else's story, but what I didn't expect was that when I finished I found Zhang Nuan next to me looking at me with red eyes. Then when I looked at her, she quickly turned away so that I couldn't see her face. She raised her arm as if wiping her tears. I was very puzzled and asked her, "I broke up, why are you crying? Why do you seem to be even sadder than me?"
Zhang Nuan hit me hard with her hands and said, "You are the one who cried, I didn't cry!" But the corners of her eyes were still dangling tears that she had just wiped away. I didn't feel like making a scene with her, so I used my arms to block her and said, "Okay, okay, you didn't cry, but I did. I almost cried the Great Wall down, okay?"
When Zhang Nuan heard what I said, her tearful face just now burst into laughter. Then she glared at me with her big eyes that had just cried and said, "I think you are really heartless. Your partner doesn't want you anymore, and you're still happy!"
After she said this, I turned my head and looked at her expressionlessly, then pointed at my face and said, "Sister, how can you tell that I am happy?"
Zhang Nuan then pouted at me, but immediately lowered her head, frowned, and whispered to me, "It's all my fault. I insisted on going to the park yesterday. Otherwise, we wouldn't have been seen, and I wouldn't have caused you to break up with your partner."
I shook my head and sighed deeply, then said I didn't blame her, and subconsciously put my hand on her thigh and patted it as if I was comforting a buddy. But when I patted it, I realized that the person sitting next to me was not my good buddy, but Zhang Nuan!
Damn, my hand, which was about to clap a few more times, suddenly stopped in mid-air awkwardly. Zhang Nuan, who had just been admitting her mistake to me, suddenly turned red. She lowered her head and looked at my hand that had just patted her thigh with a red face. I knew that if I said anything at this time, it would only make the situation more awkward, so I didn't say anything. I just took my hand back under her gaze and put it on my leg.
The two of them didn't speak for a long time after this little episode. I sat there and couldn't help wondering in my heart, why does it feel like Zhang Nuan is a little different now than when I first met her? Although my feeling may not be accurate, why do I feel like she is a little like a normal girl who knows how to be shy
Especially in terms of physical contact, when I first met her, she touched my body to get some water from my lower body, but now, if I just pat her thigh unintentionally, she will blush. What the hell is going on? Is it not me who is crazy, but the whole world that is crazy
Zhang Nuan wrote something on a piece of paper when class started, then poked me with her arm and handed me the note. I reluctantly opened the note and glanced at it casually, but I almost jumped out of my chair because Zhang Nuan was going to take me to find Lin Yi after class! !
Oh my god, is this girl crazy? I was so anxious that I wanted to talk to her and persuade her, but since this class was an English class and the old man was lecturing happily, I was too embarrassed to talk so recklessly on the ground, so I wrote on a note and told her not to go, because Lin Yi and I had broken up. Although she had no responsibility here, she was still a suspect of Lin Yi. If she took me to find Lin Yi later, wouldn’t it be a big deal
After I finished writing, I quickly slammed the note on her desk, thinking in my heart, damn, this girl is really not afraid of trouble. She is determined to make me famous in the whole Lengshan school, because if this gets out, it means that I cheated on my girlfriend behind her back, and then took the mistress to get back with my ex-girlfriend. Damn it, I swallowed and looked at Zhang Nuan who was looking down at the note next to me, and I couldn’t help thinking in my heart, I have to stop her no matter what I say this time, otherwise I will become famous.
I looked at Zhang Nuan nervously, because even though I had only known her for a short time, I had suffered a lot because of her shitty personality, so I knew that if she really thought that way, I couldn't persuade her with just a few words.
I was anxious to see what she meant and what she had written on the paper, but as soon as I leaned over, she noticed it and quickly used her little arm to cover the small note underneath, and then glared at me with her big eyes. This made me helpless, because I thought that you have to show it to me after you finish writing it, so what's the difference between seeing it now and seeing it later!
I was so angry that I picked up the English book and wrote in big letters on the back cover, "What's the difference between reading it now and reading it later, sister!"
Then I took the English book to show Zhang Nuan, and Zhang Nuan took a pen and wrote on my English book. When she finished writing, I turned it over and took a look. I was so angry that I almost vomited blood, because this bastard actually said that writing and reading at the same time would not feel like passing a note!