When Zhang Nuan said this, her eyes suddenly turned red, and her voice seemed choked up and she couldn't continue. Lin Yi and I looked at her in confusion. I couldn't help but wonder what tricks this girl was going to play next
Zhang Nuan sniffed hard twice before continuing to speak softly with her head down, "Because yesterday was my mother's death anniversary, my mother used to take me to the park, but I have never been there since my mother passed away. Yesterday I suddenly wanted to go, but because my brother is studying abroad, my father never even comes to see me, and my boyfriend...
When she said this, she paused, took out her cell phone from her pocket, turned on the desktop and showed it to Lin Yi, and then continued, "My boyfriend left me forever a few days ago."
Tears welled up in Zhang Nuan's eyes. When she mentioned the word "leukemia", tears flowed down the corners of her eyes. When she said that her boyfriend died of leukemia, she finally burst into tears.
Lin Yi and I were completely surprised this time, but I seemed to see her again, hugging the tree in pain that day, the girl who carved words for her boyfriend on the tree.
Looking at the crying girl in front of her, Lin Yi's clear eyes seemed to turn red. She took out a tissue from her pocket and gently handed it to Zhang Nuan, but Zhang Nuan did not take the tissue. Instead, she hugged Lin Yi in front of her. Lin Yi was also stunned for a moment, but she still pursed her lips and reached out to pat Zhang Nuan's back gently. At this time, the class bell suddenly rang, but none of us three moved. But for some reason, Zhang Nuan cried even harder when she heard the class bell, and then she said to Lin Yi with tears and snot, "It's time for class. Why don't you go back first? I'll explain to you when you have time..."
Lin Yi just looked at the crying girl in front of her and shook her head gently. She wiped Zhang Nuan's tears gently with the tissue she had taken out for a long time and then said to Zhang Nuan gently, "I'm not in a hurry. Just talk slowly. Otherwise, I won't feel at ease if I go back like this."
Zhang Nuan took the tissue from Lin Yi and blew her nose hard. Then she looked at Lin Yi pitifully with her big eyes and said, "Yesterday, I was looking at my mother's photo alone. I felt so sad and wanted to go to the park, but I didn't want to ask my friends to go with me because they all knew about me and I didn't want them to worry about me. Then I thought of my new desk mate. He is a nice person and he doesn't know about me, so I called him to go out with me. He said at that time that he would call you to tell you, but I didn't let him tell you."
I opened my eyes wide and looked at Zhang Nuan who was telling lies with her eyes open, but she was not completely lying.
When Lin Yi heard Zhang Nuan say this, she tilted her head and looked at Zhang Nuan tenderly, as if waiting for her explanation, just like a mother looking at her daughter who had just secretly eaten candy.
Zhang Nuan sniffed again and said, because I don’t want others to know about my affairs, I didn’t tell him when he asked me yesterday why I wanted to go to the park.
When Lin Yi heard this, she couldn't help but sigh softly, then reached out and gently stroked the fallen hair on Zhang Nuan's head.
Zhang Nuan just looked at Lin Yi like a good little girl. Lin Yi couldn't help laughing when she saw Zhang Nuan apologizing to her. Then she nodded and said, "Yeah, I understand."
Zhang Nuan then cautiously asked Lin Yi, "Are you still angry?" Lin Yi smiled and shook her head, saying, "I'm not angry anymore."
Zhang Nuan then wiped her tears, looked into Lin Yi's eyes and asked softly, "Can you please not break up with him?"
It was easy for Zhang Nuan to ask this question, but it stunned Lin Yi and I. I swallowed nervously and stared at Lin Yi in front of me, but Lin Yi just bit her lips lightly and lowered her eyes, thinking. Time passed by minute by minute, I was so nervous that I could hear my own heartbeat. Zhang Nuan also stared at Lin Yi nervously with her big eyes. Finally, Lin Yi raised her head and smiled and said to Zhang Nuan, "How about this, let me go back and think about it?"
When Zhang Nuan heard Lin Yi say that, she blinked her big eyes, but nodded immediately. Then she took the opportunity to ask for Lin Yi's phone number, and promised her that if she wanted to borrow her boyfriend to go out and play in the future, she would definitely notify her in advance. I interrupted and said, what's the point of notifying her, let's just go out and play together.
Zhang Nuan smiled and said yes. However, Lin Yi looked at me with a rare playful look in her eyes as if I were alive again. Then she just said to me softly, "I'm leaving then," and turned back.
After she left, Zhang Nuan and I went downstairs. When Zhang Nuan went downstairs, she wiped her tears and said to me proudly, "How about it, I can handle it with just one step!"
I deliberately curled my lips to make her angry and said, what's the point of doing that? She just said she would consider it, not that we'd make peace.
However, Zhang Nuan raised her head and said unconvincedly, "Hmph, you know shit. When a girl says she'll consider it, it means she basically agrees. As long as you don't make any major mistakes recently, you'll be fine. Hurry up and think about how to thank your sister Nuannuan!"
I immediately pretended to vomit, and Zhang Nuan glared at me as if she wanted to hit me, so I quickly ran down two steps. Then I couldn't help but smile and said to her, "You are quite amazing. Even I was fooled by you just now. You cry as soon as you say cry. Did you practice this when you were a child?"
Zhang Nuan pouted at me, frowned and said to me, "You've just practiced! I lied to you because of you. If I had known you would say that to me, I wouldn't have helped you!"
I deliberately made her angry and said, "Do I need your help? It was you who had to drag me here!"
Zhang Nuan was so angry that she was speechless. She stuck out her tongue at me and turned her head away to ignore me. I just smiled and said nothing, then turned around and walked downstairs. However, I didn't notice that after I turned around, Zhang Nuan gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with the back of her hand.
We went back to class one after the other because I told Zhang Nuan that it would not be good if we went back together. After all, if a boy and a girl went to class together and went back late, it would make people think differently. It’s not that my thoughts are too feudal or anything, but there is no need for us to have any scandals because of these things.
After we both returned to the classroom and sat in our seats, I breathed a sigh of relief, because no matter what, there was always a turn for the better. Zhang Nuan started writing and drawing in her notebook again. I felt a little bored, so I took out my phone and played with it. I browsed Tieba for a while and found it boring, so I subconsciously clicked on the text message and saw the two text message folders in my phone, but my eyes fell on the bailu and couldn't move anymore. I looked at it for a long time and finally sighed helplessly. My mood became gloomy again. I thought about it and edited a text message on my phone. There were only a few simple words on it, "I'm sorry about what happened in the afternoon. It's all my fault. Can we meet when we have time? I want to talk to you in person."
I read the text message with these words over and over again for a long time before I finally found the sender. After hesitating for a while, I finally sent it to Bai Lu.
The physics teacher was explaining a very typical example in the front. The two top students in the front stared with their eyes wide open, afraid to miss any idea of solving the problem. However, I was staring blankly at the blackboard, looking at the formulas and substitutions written on the blackboard. In my heart, I was only concerned about my mobile phone, expecting it to vibrate, expecting her to reply to me. However, the phone did not vibrate until the end of the get out of class, and Bai Lu did not reply to my message.
I lowered my head and looked at the phone in my hand, shook my head gently, and looked at Zhang Nuan who was still lying on the table and writing something in a notebook. I wanted to talk to her, but I didn't say anything, because I felt that she had helped me enough, and I couldn't rely on others for everything. At least I should deal with my own feelings by myself. I can't be like before. Thinking of this, I took a deep breath and made a secret plan in my heart. When Bai Lu returns to school, I will find her and apologize to her. No matter what the result is, I will apologize to her with my most sincere attitude.
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but subconsciously clenched my phone, and then I couldn't help but turn on the screen of the phone, looked at the text message icon and clicked on it. This time I didn't just look at the folder on the left, but looked at both folders together, because I suddenly felt that what I was doing now seemed very unfair to Lin Yi. Even if nothing happened between Bai Lu and me, what's the point of always keeping the text messages she sent me in my phone
I looked at the two folders in my phone and kept thinking, if I really want to be with Lin Yi, I should delete the folder belonging to Bai Lu, and then wait for Bai Lu to return to school, and have a good talk with her, tell her everything and my decision. When I thought of this, I put my hand on the folder belonging to Bai Lu, and then pressed the option to completely delete it. The folder that had been weighing on my heart for a long time disappeared, but I knew it didn't mean that person disappeared. But I thought at least I had tried to be a good person.
I was groggy during the afternoon classes because so many things happened that day that made my mood feel like a roller coaster, up and down, making me feel a little tired. Don't laugh, although I am just a young man under 20 years old, I also feel very tired sometimes.
For example, now, luckily the English class representative sitting in front of me lent me a novel, but what I didn’t expect was that Zhang Nuan actually cried while reading the book White Night Walk in the afternoon, and then she insisted that I read it with her. I asked her why she was crying over a novel, and what I don’t understand the most is that if this was a romance novel, I could understand you crying, but this is a suspense and mystery novel and you also cried, isn’t your tear point a bit too low
Although I said this, I still took the book she was reading, and then I opened the first page and saw the strange words, "There is no sun in my sky, it is always dark, but not dark, because there is something to replace the sun. Although it is not as bright as the sun, it is enough for me. With this light, I can treat the night as day."
What annoyed me the most was that when I was reading this passage on the title page, Zhang Nuan was still narrating to me. Damn, I looked at her crying with tears and snot beside me with a gloomy face, and then asked her helplessly, "Sister, is this really so touching?"
Zhang Nuan wiped her tears with paper and said to me with sobs, "You'll understand when you see it. It's so touching!"
I could only take a few more sheets of paper from her tissue and asked her to wipe her tears. Then I put the book on the table and prepared to read it. But just as I was about to read it, Zhang Nuan leaned her big head over to me. I asked her, "What are you doing, sister?" Zhang Nuan said to me with tears in her eyes, "I want to read it again."