In Zhou Zekai's attending doctor's office, Chen Xinmin put forward his thoughts again, but the attending doctor looked at Chen Xinmin with a frown and said.
"Ms. Chen, although the patient has indeed shown a gradual loss of intelligence and intelligence, it does not mean that the patient will remain unconscious. Sometimes the patient may still be sober. If you do this, I, as a doctor , is unacceptable.”
Luo Yang's gaze was on Chen Xinmin, but he sighed in his heart, this woman is so persistent, if she really followed her will, it would be a life gone, even if this life has started to wither, he still has A reason to live!
"Dr. Luo, it's been eight years. It's been eight years since he got sick for the first time. In the last three years, when I transferred him to your hospital, he didn't know me anymore. You Do you know how painful it is for me to see him like this? He has lost himself, his emotions and his reason. If he is allowed to choose for himself, he is definitely not willing to live in such a muddled way... "
Chen Xinmin's face is full of sadness, as if everything has been decided, she can no longer bear this husband who always forgets herself, he will not call her name intimately, and will not tell them softly He doesn't even know her anymore, they love each other so much, even this kind of disease can't stop them...
This kind of cognition made Chen Xinmin think that her love is like an illusion, as if it had never happened. Thinking about how many people rejected their relationship back then, she still persisted, and even bore so many insults for her husband And negligence, but what is it in exchange for now
In exchange for someone who casually forgot about her
"Ms. Chen, from a factual point of view, it is indeed the case. Maybe having such a disease will make Mr. Zhou feel that life is better than death, but he is not too sober now, even if it comes to the day when he really needs to make a choice." , you or Mr. Zhou’s children are not the ones who can make the decision. Mr. Zhou has to choose whether to continue to live such a painful life, isn’t it? After all, it is his own life, besides, I think , Alzheimer's will still wake up part of the time."
Luo Yang tried his best to convince Chen Xinmin in front of him. He had heard many stories about the two of them. When he received this patient, he also worked hard to treat this patient. But he never expected that this lady who got everything in the name of love , unexpectedly chose to euthanize her husband at this time.
In such a hospital, Luo Yang faced countless terminally ill patients. They were suffering and helpless. Some of them had lost the glory of life, and some wanted to live harder. Luo Yang was never willing to let the family members decide at will. The patient's choice will only allow the patient to make his own choice after a brief sobriety, and truly follow his heart.
Mr. Zhou is only suffering from dementia now. Although his body functions have regressed, he has never reached the point where he needs euthanasia.
"No...he won't wake up. He has already forgotten me, our past, and the good times we had before. Doctor Luo, I just hope that he will leave without pain. He who has lost his soul like this is as dead as he is. , what's the difference?"
There were tears in Chen Xinmin's eyes, as if making this decision was a last resort, but Dr. Luo still did not back down.
"Ms. Chen, no one can guarantee that there will be no pain in life or death. Only by experiencing pain can many people truly feel that they are alive. Sorry, I can't understand your thoughts. If you really want to euthanize Mr. Zhou, I will inform his ex-wife and children that you cannot make a decision on this matter alone."
Looking at this old man in his sixties with a cold face, her husband has gray hair all over his head, but every time she comes to the hospital, she always looks radiant and beautiful, and she only comes to visit once in three months. This kind of love is another Who needs it
After being told by the doctor, Chen Xinmin began to cry silently. She was really doing her husband's best, why couldn't these people understand...
In the garden outside the office, Ah Fang was pushing Zhou Zekai to enjoy the garden scenery. She would push Zhou Zekai out almost every day or two to enjoy the garden scenery.
The garden on the side of the hospital is specially taken care of by gardeners. At this time, spring has just begun, and there are blooming winter jasmine and other flowers everywhere, which makes people feel a sense of vitality.
Many people think that hospitals represent death, but they forget that hospitals often bring more vitality to people.
Zhou Zekai just sat in the wheelchair, staring blankly at the winter jasmine in front of him. The yellow jasmine was so beautiful that he even felt a little bit of joy in his mind.
The current Zhou Zekai has already started to piece together the memory fragments in his mind, trying to restore his sanity, and only when he recovers can he complete the task of the wisher.
Occasionally Zhou Zekai would have the time when the wisher was euthanized. At that time, no matter whether the wisher was clear or not, would he be willing to accept such an ending of euthanasia
Ah Fang looked at Mr. Zhou who was sitting there blankly with blank eyes, and suddenly felt that the extreme bloom of the winter jasmine was an extremely cruel thing for Mr. Zhou who is now in the dusk, right
When a person has to face the invasion of time and gradually bid farewell to the world under the harvest of time, the pain and loneliness should be impossible to tell anyone, right? It was probably a kind of waking up from a dream in the middle of the night, the kind of panic that I was afraid that I would never wake up again.
Suddenly, Ah Fang had an extremely strong desire. She hoped that even if Mr. Zhou still had to end up in that kind of ending, he couldn't just be treated like a soulless body.
People often say, I love you, I love your soul deeply, but if you don't have such a body, how can you love each other only with your soul
Seeing Mingmei approaching, Ah Fang asked Mingmei to look after Mr. Zhou first, and then went to her own lounge, where no one would find her.
I found the crumpled white paper in my sealed drawer. It was the phone number that Mr. Zhou wrote down when he was sober. At that time, A Fang was very curious when he knew it. He once called and answered the phone. It was Mr. Zhou’s eldest son, Zhou Nianjin, but when the phone was connected to Huizhou, Ah Fang didn’t dare to say anything, and hung up the phone instantly. Thinking about it now, Mr. Zhou must have missed the child very much at the time...
Besides, it has come to such a time, Ah Fang feels that no matter how much Mr. Zhou's son once hated Mr. Zhou, he will not let Mr. Zhou be treated like that by his wife.
Cautiously dialed the phone, and soon heard the other party's voice.
"Hi, I'm Zhou Nianjin, what can I do for you?"
Zhou Nianjin is also in his forties this year. Although Zhou Nianjin's experience in his youth has affected Zhou Nianjin for a long time, the more he grows up, the more difficult it is for him to do things in the past.
"Hi, Mr. Zhou, I'm the female nurse next to your father Zhou Zekai. I'm calling this time because I have something very important to tell you."
As soon as Zhou Nianjin heard that the other party was his father's nurse, Zhou Nianjin felt a little complicated. The appearance of his father in his childhood and the father who could no longer be in close contact with him when he grew up were intertwined in his mind for a moment. The appearance of his father who was silent, The mother wept sadly and silently. Those days were intertwined in all Zhou Nianjin's youthful years.
"Okay, what's the matter?"
The hand that was holding the phone tightened unconsciously. Many thoughts flashed through Zhou Nianjin's mind. Is he critically ill? Still hurt? The fear in my heart began to increase again and again.
The more hate there is, the original reason comes from more love.
"Mr. Zhou, it's like this. Mrs. Chen Xinmin, Zhou Zekai's current wife, is currently discussing with our attending doctor about the comfort of Mr. Zhou. Do you know?"
Ah Fang always believes that children will never allow their parents to be euthanized like this. Whether he has lost his memory and reason or not, he is still the father in the hearts of his children, not a soulless body.
"What?"
Zhou Nianjin couldn't help raising his voice. Although he didn't understand some medical terms, he still knew what this comfort was. He never expected that Chen Xinmin would do such a crazy thing.
"Are you sure Chen Xinmin wants to comfort my father?"
Although euthanasia is not allowed in China, as long as it is determined that euthanasia is desired, it is enough to transfer to a foreign hospital, and euthanasia can be practiced abroad.
"Yes, that's why I called you. To tell you the truth, I know your phone number because your father wrote it down while he was awake. He seemed to want to say something to you. Now he Although your situation is not very good, but occasionally you will wake up, I know the situation between you and Chen Xinmin, so I hope you can think carefully about what to do."
The son wants to support but does not wait for the relatives, which was the case with Ah Fang in the past, but now, if Mr. Zhou dies, will the two brothers and sisters of the Zhou family suffer
Any mistakes seem to be worthless in the face of death, no matter how many injuries he has experienced, but knowing that this person will be killed by this method, Zhou Nianjin still can't bear it.
That is their father! Even if this father is not very competent, and even abandoned his mother, he is their father after all. If there is no more, there will really be no more...
"Thank you, I will deal with this matter immediately, thank you."
He expressed his gratitude to A Fang, and after hanging up the phone, Zhou Nianjin called his sister directly and told her the news. He knew that her sister hated her father very much these years, and because of Chen Xinmin, she stopped telling her father Not a word, not even a ten-year meeting.
However, he still knew that the more his sister cared about her, the more painful she would feel.
After the siblings made an appointment to meet at home, Zhou Nianjin watched her brother-in-law walk in with her red-eyed younger sister, while Zhou Nianqing came up and grabbed Zhou Nianjin's arm, her voice hoarse.
"Brother! Let's go! Go get him back! Even if he dies! I won't allow him to die like this!!!"