Following Yang Keying's sharp voice, what Zhou Zekai saw was a face full of tears, those eyes that were originally full of smiles were now full of pain, with a trace of expectation, just looking at him with tears in his eyes, It made Zhou Zekai feel a little uncomfortable.
"If it's because I lied to you before, can I apologize to you? Don't break up, Ah Kai, I really don't want to break up with you. I never thought that we would break up..."
Stretching out her hand to hold the man's hand, Yang Keying really wanted to see softness in her boyfriend's eyes, and also wanted to see the other party's tolerant smile, but now, the other party's face was indifferent, as if treating any girl Same.
Originally, Yang Keying was envied by everyone because she was able to become the one-in-a-million person who was treated tenderly by Zhou Zekai alone, but now, once Zhou Zekai withdrew his tenderness, Yang Keying also felt like a Like strangers.
No, maybe at the moment when the other party proposed to break up, I was probably not as good as a stranger...
Thinking of this possibility, Yang Keying shrank her hand, but in the end she held Zhou Zekai tightly again, her eyes stubbornly looked at the man in front of her, she really didn't want to break up with him, even if she knew him early Yang Keying never thought about breaking up in the future, but now, just because her friend revealed her identity, her boyfriend said that she wanted to break up with her. Does he really not love herself
Zhou Zekai could feel Yang Keying's soft fingers. Many times, he held this hand like this. Yang Keying is a road idiot. He doesn't look at the road when walking, and he doesn't even know how to sit on the bus. These are all taught by him. , so most of the time, Zhou Zekai just held this hand, as if as long as he held it, he could protect this little girl forever.
Zhou Zekai can sense these feelings, but it doesn't affect Zhou Zekai's decision. Since he doesn't want to cause harm to these two people, the best way is to disappear into the world of these two people and secretly guard these two people behind their backs. Girls are fine, because no matter who you choose, it is a kind of harm to the other.
At least from Zhou Zekai's point of view, that's how it is.
The wish-maker's three views are not correct, and his spirit is off the rails, but Zhou Zekai will not.
"Yingying, I never thought that we would break up before, but we still have to break up. In addition to your family's situation, there is actually my family's situation. I told you that there is a younger sister in my family. The conditions are even worse. In this city of Shangjing, if I want to buy a house to marry you, I may have to struggle for five or six years. You may be able to wait, but your family does not allow you to marry someone like me. I can't give you happiness, even if we love each other, but in many cases, we can't be together just because we love each other."
Zhou Zekai said this, paused, and continued.
"Actually, I have always been a person with low self-esteem. I always looked cold in school because I didn't know how to make friends with people. Later, when things like that came out, I didn't know what to do after hearing what you said. Explain. Maybe your best friend is right. I probably can see this face, so you fell in love with me at first, but I can't give you a future. When I think of your identity and your family, I can't control myself , you know, I've always been a bit cowardly..."
Hearing the person she likes say such words, Yang Keying's tears slowly rolled down, and she gradually let go of Zhou Zekai's hand.
She already understood what Zhou Zekai meant. The reason for the two of them breaking up might be because of her family, but it also had a lot to do with Zhou Zekai himself and Zhou Zekai's family, especially when he heard that the other party said that he could not give her a future. , Yang Keying actually wanted to say that she could buy a house, and even take over Zhou Zekai's parents to live in, but she knew that if she really said such a thing, it would be the most sad thing for him.
The so-called inferiority complex and the so-called cowardice are all due to differences in class and uncertainty about the future. Even Yang Keying is not sure whether she can stay with Zhou Zekai forever. She doesn't want to break up with Zhou Zekai, but she has never expected to be with him. Zhou Zekai's future.
For a moment, Yang Keying felt like a selfish person, who tried hard to enjoy the other party's goodness, and confidently wanted to make the other party become what kind of person for herself, but never thought about whether the other party was willing or not.
After a while of silence, Yang Keying slowly wiped away her tears, finally calmed down, and nodded towards Zhou Zekai.
"I see, then I also wish you happiness and find someone better, Ah Kai, you are the first person I fell in love with, even if we can't be together, I still hope you can be happy."
At this time, Yang Keying picked up what little self-esteem she had left, knowing that no matter what she said, it would be useless, so she finally chose to bless her.
The two of them sat there dully again, and after drinking the last cup of coffee quietly, Yang Keying left first.
She didn't say goodbye, as if she knew she would never meet the person she loved for the first time, she turned and left without looking back.
Sitting there, Zhou Zekai didn't look at Yang Keying's leaving figure, but stared at the coffee in the cup, suddenly felt that today's coffee seemed to be a bit more bitter.
The days after that became a bit busy. Zhou Zekai moved out of school and bought a computer. Now besides speculating in stocks, he also makes some small software. A little uncle helped, and the family took out 200,000 yuan at once.
Hearing this news, Zhou Zekai said that his family will vigorously support things like farms in the next ten years, and even the government will approve loans, so he finally chose to go back for a trip.
The 300,000 in his hand plus the 200,000 in his family, it can be regarded as a temporary investment for the establishment of the breeding farm, and a loan of 2 million from the government by the way, which is very simple for Zhou Zekai.
When Zhou Zekai's younger sister was secretly playing with Zhou Zekai's phone at home, she suddenly saw a photo of her brother and a girl, and asked curiously, but Zhou Zekai said it was an ordinary classmate, and then deleted the photo.
He doesn't want to delay anyone.
At the end of the year, Zhou Zekai contacted Xie Jiajia and prepared 500,000 yuan for Xie Jiajia. Her father's surgery needed at least 500,000 yuan, so Zhou Zekai had already made inquiries.
Xie Jiajia was surprised when he received the call, but he refused Zhou Zekai's help.
"My father's surgery fee has been collected, you don't have to worry, Ah Kai... Maybe this is the last time I called you Ah Kai, what you said is right, before, neither of us was happy in the dream , you have someone you cherish and want to keep in your heart, I can only endure it jealously, I dare not even ask a question, when I saw you a few days ago, you asked me a few words, I am back After thinking about it for a long time, now I can finally tell you."
"The me in the dream is not happy at all. From knowing that my husband has someone in his heart when I got married, to the fact that my husband still cares about others when the child grows up, I always feel that my life is too much of a failure. , It is too difficult to love someone, maybe what you said is right, I should learn to love myself first, only by loving myself first can I get happiness, I also wish you happiness, I hope you are well."
After seeing Zhou Zekai back then, Xie Jiajia thought about Zhou Zekai's problems for a long time, only to realize that the years when she and Zhou Zekai were married were actually not happy at all. She had endured too many things and was used to them. Forced myself to be a little nervous. After being reborn and rushing in front of Zhou Zekai, Xie Jiajia couldn't get rid of the feeling of her previous life, but when she saw Zhou Zekai's strange appearance and went back home to see her parents, Xie Jiajia realized that in her new life, what she needed to do was not just Just go after your love.
She missed too many things in her previous life, about her father, about her mother, and many things. In this life, she can slowly make up for it.
Hearing what she meant, Zhou Zekai felt relieved a lot. He just told him that if there was anything he needed to help, just ask, and he would definitely help.
This couple who used to be in a 'dream' seemed to have really become good friends. In the following days, Xie Jiajia would occasionally call or send something to Zhou Zekai's parents.
Yang Keying never contacted Zhou Zekai again. After the new year, Zhou Zekai heard that Yang Keying had gone abroad. It seemed that her grandfather had a company abroad that Yang Keying needed to take care of. Hearing this, Zhou Zekai didn't know what he should think, but Thinking that as long as the other party does not have a flash marriage, nothing strange will happen.
As Zhou Zekai's business grew bigger and bigger, in addition to his company, the scale of the Zhou family's breeding farm was also getting bigger and bigger, making a lot of money. After a few years, Xie Jiajia has found her true destiny. After knowing that Zhou Zekai is always alone, he will occasionally encourage Zhou Zekai, let Zhou Zekai understand his own heart, and pursue the happiness he wants.
But where is the happiness you want? Zhou Zekai was very comfortable living alone, and after seeing his younger sister getting married, he was in a good mood.
He found someone to secretly watch Yang Keying, knowing that Yang Keying had returned to China, married into a family similar to the Yang family, and lived a very good life. Her husband loved her very much, and gave birth to twins within two years of marriage.
Everything has changed and turned into the best appearance. Only Zhou Zekai, who is a loner, occasionally has to face Zhou's father and mother's urging marriage, but this is nothing to him. He does not plan to get married. This lovely woman has already made him feel that his life is very comfortable...