The eyes were very complicated, and the mood at this moment could not be explained in words. Chu Shi held the bag in her hand, stood there, and looked at Ji Xueyang under the street lamp in front of her from such a distance, everything seemed to be the same as before.
Ji Xueyang, on the other hand, saw Chu Shi getting out of the car, she seemed to be the only one left in her eyes. Compared with two years ago, she was more mature, and she became more attractive, perhaps because of the baptism of time. , giving her a sexiness that Ji Xueyang had never seen before, and that red dress made the whole street seem to light up.
At this time, there were dim lights on the street, flickering on Chu Shi's face, making Ji Xueyang unable to see the other person's expression clearly, but just felt that there were fireworks blooming in his heart, and then walked towards Chu Shi with the pace of identification past.
Zhou Zekai looked at the situation below, and began to direct and arrange people. When Ji Xueyang walked towards Chu Shi, as she approached Chu Shi step by step, snowflakes flew in the sky, and the place that he hadn't noticed before because of the dim light, It turned out that shining light balloons slowly followed Ji Xueyang's approach, and behind Ji Xueyang, a flicker spread out...
Chu Shi held the hand holding the bag tightly, and her heartbeat was not short at this time. She tried hard to restrain her heartbeat, but she couldn't help herself. Looking at the person walking towards her, she couldn't help it. It was in a trance, as if she saw this person walking towards her for the first time back then. At that time, she didn't know that the other person was a girl, but the other person was like the light behind him, gradually occupying her the whole emotional world.
Ji Xueyang finally approached Chu Shi, the person she had always liked, loved deeply, and even carefully wanted to protect, and then showed a silly smile.
"I miss you so much."
she said.
The first time I didn't call the other party's name, but I just wanted to say "I miss you so much", this sentence made Chu Shi feel even more flustered, and wanted to look away from the other party's eyes, because this The eyes look too affectionate, as if, I miss you so much, but I actually want to say - I love you.
Sometimes, I love you, even if you don’t have to say these three words, you can feel it between two people who have feelings. At this time, Ji Xueyang’s eyes are almost full of starlight, and she just looks at the person she loves the most in this life. , the person I love the most, I suddenly didn't know how to say the words that were full of words before, and after a while, I repeated.
"I really miss you."
From the first day, the first week, the first month, the first year when we were apart, to the seven hundred and twenty-fifth day now, I haven't stopped thinking about you for a moment.
Ji Xueyang was smiling at this moment, she didn't say how much she missed this person in front of her, she was going crazy thinking about it.
When she really saw this person, she just smirked, as if the whole world had stopped, and only Chu Shi was in her world in front of her, because she really missed Chu Shi so much, she missed him so much, she couldn't wait to see him with her eyes. Describe everything about her, and try to remember her appearance in her mind, so that she can have a comfort when she is deeply missing.
The two stood there quietly, and Chu Shi looked at Ji Xueyang with very complicated eyes, especially those two simple sentences, I miss you so much, had already expressed the feelings of the two of them for more than two years.
When she misses herself, why isn't she like this
But compared to the other party, she is always so cowardly, afraid to express her feelings, afraid of her affairs being known by others, and afraid of dragging down her family.
Chu Shi took a deep breath and tried to show a smile. Just as she was about to speak, Ji Xueyang suddenly pressed her on the car behind her. Snowflakes fell on the hair and shoulders of the two of them. Chu Shi was a little flustered, but In the next second, Ji Xueyang kissed her on the lips.
The body was pressed against the car, and a kiss full of the feeling of encroachment made Chu Shi try hard to push the person in front of him away, but her body pushed away uncontrollably from the very beginning to finally gently hug each other's back.
Obviously they are all girls, but Ji Xueyang will always be like this. She seems to be stronger than her, so she will never be able to resist the opponent's movements.
This kiss seemed to pour out Ji Xueyang's longing, which made Chu Shi unable to resist, but it made the two people's longing and emotion entangled again.
When the kiss was over, Ji Xueyang hugged Chu Shi tightly, buried her face on her neck, and Chu Shi felt warm tears falling on her neck.
"Shishi, don't leave me alone, okay?"
Just like the first time the other party asked after being drunk, Chu Shi's hands holding Ji Xueyang trembled a little. She knew her mood at this time and could feel Ji Xueyang's love, but this was impossible, they couldn't be together …
"Xueyang, we can't go back anymore."
She said these words and tried hard to keep her voice from trembling, but Ji Xueyang held Chu Shi stubbornly. After a while, she let go of her hand and raised her head. The red eyes looked at Chu Shi. To Chu Shi.
"No, I want us to be together. I like you, and you like me, so we should be together. Why? Why can't we be together even though we love each other?"
As she asked, tears slowly rolled down her face. Ji Xueyang, who was so embarrassed, was only seen when Chu Shi broke up with her, but now, when she heard this question, Chu Shi didn't know how to answer .
Because she couldn't answer why two people who love each other can't be together.
In the end Chu Shi still left, and Ji Xueyang hugged Zhou Zekai and cried for a while, drinking non-stop, but Zhou Zekai didn't try to persuade her, listening to her sister constantly talking about whether she doesn't love me anymore, why can't she Talking about being with me, I feel that Chu Shi is actually not that cowardly. How can Chu Shi, who can carry the number one lady, be a cowardly person emotionally
He believes that Chu Shi still cares about Ji Xueyang after all, because it is impossible for no one to know about such a big thing Ji Xueyang has done today, so as long as someone knows, Chu Shi's family will know, how to choose is Chu Shi's business up.
Zhou Zekai admitted that he played tricks to force Chu Shi to break through himself and face up to his feelings, but he didn't regret it, because he knew that if two people who love each other couldn't be together, what would happen? what a pain.
On the second day, the hot news became #姬雪阳证白秘约红衣女子#, although there was only a distant picture, and only the back of the woman in red was seen, but it was enough to make everyone feel hot! Ji Xueyang used to have a characteristic that made girls feel very strange, but now, looking at the picture that is as romantic as an idol drama, everyone suddenly thinks, so what if Ji Xueyang is gay? Even if she is a gay, she is also the most handsome gay!
Besides, he's gay, and he didn't eat your rice!
When she saw this picture on Weibo, Chu Shi was stunned, because she almost stayed up all night after coming back last night, and refreshed to this picture in the morning.
Wearing a red dress, she was hugged by Ji Xueyang. The heavy snow in the sky, and the warm-colored bright balloons behind her all brought the atmosphere to the extreme, but what made Chu Shi feel distressed the most was when Ji Xueyang hugged her. The tears on that face, the eyes were obviously smiling, but the tears fell down.
Suddenly her heart ached, looking at the screen on the phone, Chu Shi suddenly understood what Ji Xueyang said last night.
"Shishi, can I give you all of myself?"
Last night, she didn't understand what the other party meant, but now, when she looked at this picture, Chu Shi suddenly understood.
The shining balloon in that night was as warm and soft as the sun, and the snow that filled the sky made her unforgettable, Ji Xueyang... the scorching sun in the snow.
Finally, I couldn't control the excitement in my heart, and my heartbeat accelerated unconsciously. The picture on the phone was saved and set as a screensaver, and then I called my grandfather.
That night, Chu Shi confessed her sexuality to her family members, and explained the things she had been with people in foreign countries before. Although her grandfather was angry, she didn't say much, but her father was furious and kicked Chu Shi out of the house.
At that time, it was already two o'clock in the morning, and it was raining heavily outside. Even if Chu Shi was driving, she was a little embarrassed. Surrounded by this thunderstorm city, she didn't know where to go for a while. When he finally realized it, the car had already stopped outside Ji Xueyang's house.
She asked someone to investigate where Ji Xueyang lives now, so she drove here involuntarily. Seeing the darkness inside, she took out her mobile phone and called Ji Xueyang for the first time.
Ji Xueyang was sleeping on the bed with her head depressed. In fact, since she finished drinking last night, she had already woken up during the day, but she couldn't fall asleep all the time. The figure of poetry.
The phone rang suddenly, Ji Xueyang stretched out his hand, picked up the phone, took a look, and found that it was Chu Shi, his eyes widened immediately, and he clicked on the connection.
After the call was connected, there was another silence. Ji Xueyang was nervous and didn't know what to say, but over there, Chu Shi listened to Ji Xueyang's nervous breathing, but felt unprecedentedly relaxed.
"Ji Xueyang, I'm out of the closet, this time, I really only have you alone."
This sentence made Ji Xueyang stiff on the bed. Later, when Chu Shi said that she was downstairs in her house, she didn't even bother to put on her shoes, so she ran out directly. In the rain, I found Chu Shi's car, watching the moment the car window came down, Ji Xueyang was as happy as a fool...