That's right, the middle-aged man in Chinese tunic suit, with a sense of age, still had a gentle smile on his face, looking at Cheng Bing kindly as he usually taught Cheng Bing.
Cheng Bing never thought that one day, she would send away her teacher, the teacher she respected and admired.
"Cheng Bing, don't cry. People like me don't deserve your tears."
As the teacher spoke, he lifted up the book in front of the blackboard. The writing on it was so clear that he could already read it—Criminal Psychology Guidance and Research Materials.
Cheng Bing has seen the teacher studying this book countless times. She has always been curious why the teacher always likes to read this book, but every time she asks the teacher, she always smiles. Now, it seems that everything The answer will be revealed.
Looking at Cheng Bing's slightly embarrassed appearance in front of him, and then looking at Zhou Zekai, Feng Xi sighed in his heart, Cheng Bing was still not grown up enough, and after seeing him, he became frightened like this, if one day, the people around her When that person couldn't control himself, would Cheng Bing be able to accept being Zhou Zekai's observer
"Teacher... why? Why does it have to be like this?"
Tears fell crazily, Cheng Bing pushed Zhou Zekai away who was beside him, and walked firmly to the teacher Feng Xi step by step, his eyes were full of questioning.
Obviously, even if he knew the identity of the teacher, the teacher shouldn't be like this...
Hearing such a question, Feng Xi smiled, and as usual, stretched out his hand to stroke Cheng Bing's hair, and said.
"Good boy, this is our destiny. The moment we met you, your appearance has already determined our destiny. We have been groping in the dark for a long time, and our spirit was oppressed in a cage. Inside this cage There is a monster that wants to swallow me all the time. Each of us will face this monster. Whether we are swallowed by it or become one with it, the moment we enter the cage, we are no longer ourselves. ...Cheng Bing, you are the guiding light for all of us to move forward, let us no longer be so afraid when facing the unknown, and will not be occupied by anger and hatred. You... liberated our inner fear and replaced us Opened the cage..."
Cheng Bing is a key. When those people who hide a giant beast in their hearts and are trapped in a cage meet her, the chains of the cage will be opened, and the giant beast will appear crazily, and they will finally be able to Confront this behemoth and even... beat him!
In a word in psychology, it is probably called overcoming yourself.
In the past, when he hadn't met Cheng Bing, Feng Xi thought that he could no longer escape this prison. Pain and hatred had formed an iron wall, enveloping him completely, but when he saw Cheng Bing Afterwards, cracks gradually appeared in that wall, and he was finally able to come out, in an open and aboveboard way... out.
Cheng Bing's eye circles were all red. Having studied psychology, she naturally knew what the teacher meant, but the more she knew, the sadder she became.
If there is that cage, no matter whether it is pain or injury, these people can still live with these memories that make them angry or frightened, but what about now? When this cage is opened and they are freed, it is time to leave.
"Teacher..." I couldn't control the pain in my heart, but Cheng Bing knew that on this road, she could only be a lonely spectator, watching these people come and go around her, but she couldn't catch anything. .
No matter what she did, she couldn't change the outcome of these people.
Just like what Zhou Zekai said, since they were born in the dark, meeting her was the most perfect destiny.
"Okay, good boy, I just want to see my daughter. When she died, she was as old as you."
Feng Xi didn't have any expression on his face this time, but turned his head to glance at the urn in the classroom, then stretched out his hand and pointed slowly.
"Cheng Bing, help the teacher to see if these people have the dirtiest souls. I have studied psychology for so many years, but I feel that what I can't see through the most is the human heart. I hope you can be better in the future. See some people clearly, don't be attached to something, because attachment makes people more painful."
When he looked at these urns again, Cheng Bing didn't know what to say. These urns were terrifying and eerie, but they seemed to hide a more painful story. He found that the teacher's eyes were a little rosy. What did Cheng Bing want to ask? , but did not ask.
She knew that this was the ending chosen by the teacher herself, and even if she was the spectator, she had no reason to change anything.
Taking out a sharp knife from his pocket, Feng Xi's eyes fell on those urns, and he didn't look at Cheng Bing anymore, but his eyes seemed to be looking at something through the urns.
"Yinyin, dad is here..."
The blood sprayed on Cheng Bing's face, Feng Xi's speed was very fast, the knife quickly cut his throat, the sprayed blood just splashed on Cheng Bing's face, and he was immediately overwhelmed by the smell of fresh blood Surrounded, Cheng Bing didn't even show a look of fear on his face, he just quietly looked at the teacher Feng Xi who was still smiling after the blood spurted from his throat, just watching.
Feng Xi's body fell to the ground with a plop, and Cheng Bing stood there with unconcealable pain and struggle in his eyes, but the soles of his feet seemed to be filled with lead, unable to move.
At this moment, Zhou Zekai slowly took out a small notebook from his body, walked over, and stood beside Cheng Bing.
"Feng Xi, male, professor of psychology at Renmin University of China. Three years ago, his daughter Feng Yin was abused by students in Class 1 and Class 3 of Renmin University, and was raped by boys in the class. Other girls shot videos and posted them on some secret forums, causing Feng Yin to Death. Afterwards, Feng Xi killed all the boys in the first and third classes within one year, all the girls in the second year, and the principal and leader who handled the matter last year, and all inhumanly abused the victims , Eat its flesh, eat its blood, knock its bones, suck its marrow, and sleep its skin. Today, on April 1, 2064, Cheng Bing, the spectator, will see him off. May hell see you again.”
After reading the information in the notebook, Zhou Zekai still looked indifferent, took out a white handkerchief from his pocket, and slowly wiped the blood on Cheng Bing's face. He knew that the other party needed time to react, but, meeting them again She should have expected it when she was a human being, and this day has already come.
In the end, Cheng Bing was brought home by Zhou Zekai after being in a coma. When she woke up again, it was already the next night. The shock that Feng Xi brought to Cheng Bing this time had already made her unable to face it. Own.
When Cheng Bing woke up, Zhou Zekai was sitting beside her bed, and when he saw her wake up, his expression was still as gentle as before.
"Are you awake? Are you thirsty? I'll get water."
Just as he was about to leave, his hand was suddenly pulled by Cheng Bing, and he looked down at Cheng Bing who was lying there. Zhou Zekai didn't speak, just looked at him like this.
"One day...you will be like a teacher, in front of me, in..."
After that, Cheng Bing's voice was a little hoarse, and his lips were covered with dry skin, but Zhou Zekai was still very gentle, slowly lowered his head and pressed over, gently kissed Cheng Bing's lips, and licked his lips with the tip of his tongue. Licking Cheng Bing's lips, wet those dry lips, and then slowly opened the distance between the two of them, those dark abyss-like eyes looked at Cheng Bing so seriously.
"Cheng Bing, you already have the answer in your heart, don't you?"
The moment she became an observer of the ceremony, she was already able to decide the fate of them. Zhou Zekai, who stayed by her side, also knew in his heart that he also expected that kind of result.
Cheng Bing, who was lying on the bed, heard these words, but smiled. The smile was particularly ugly. Tears flowed from her eyes onto the pillow beside her. She took Zhou Zekai's hand and said stubbornly.
"Could it be, must it be like this?"
Yes, she had an answer in her heart, but why? Why can't this kind of life continue? Why do you have to leave
Zhou Zekai could feel how much strength was used to hold his hand, and even a little pain, but he didn't feel the real pain. With the other hand, he gently pulled Cheng Bing's hair aside, and said.
"You know, it doesn't have to be like this, but the end of our encounter was already doomed. Every time I go out and come back, you will frown. In fact, you have already discovered it? How often do I go out? , getting higher and higher, the beast began to tear my heart in the dream, I felt that I was about to be swallowed by it, before I was completely occupied by it, I only hoped to escape this cage with your blessing. "
Gently explaining, Zhou Zekai lowered his head slowly again, put his forehead against Cheng Bing's, and sprayed warm breath on Cheng Bing's face.
"Cheng Bing, love me. If you love me, you will be my observer. I don't want to embarrass myself so much."
Zhou Zekai's soul seemed to be affected by that feeling of wild beasts running wild in his heart. Recently, he has gone out more and more frequently, and he is almost unable to control himself. If this continues, one day, Zhou Zekai will feel that he will not be able to He controlled himself and started attacking ordinary people, so he didn't want to be so embarrassed.
Cheng Bing, however, looked at the person right in front of her, feeling endless pain and torment in her heart. After getting along for so long, she already understood what Zhou Zekai meant, so she could only stretch out her arms and put her arms around Zhou Zekai's neck, squeezing herself dryly. The lips were brought to Zhou Zekai's, and the two of them were close to each other, Cheng Bing's tears rolled down from the corner of his eyes, but Zhou Zekai heard her whispered promise.
"… good."
If all this is the ultimate fate, she will give up resistance and only pursue the time in front of her. Cheng Bing suddenly feels that she is going to go to this fate after all.