Qiu Li's eyebrows also seemed to be a little drunk, and suddenly he turned around and saw the girl by the floor-to-ceiling window of Qingba, thinking that he was hallucinating.
He turned his head sideways, shook his head, and looked again.
The girl rested her cheeks with one hand and leaned against the table softly.
She wears a very temperamental European-style retro dress, and there are sometimes red light spotlights in the clear bar, which makes her cheeks crimson, looking decadent and sexy, and her clear eyes contain gentle water.
She also recognized Qiu Li for a long time, and then she looked at him with a delicate frown and a bit of grievance.
The two stared at each other for a long time through the floor-to-ceiling windows.
From Qiu Li's point of view, Jiang Yu has really changed a lot.
In just a few months after graduating from university, she seemed to have lost the gray feathers of the ugly duckling and turned into a real white swan with neck and wings.
She was so beautiful that he seemed to think it was in a dream.
Ashamed and shameless, dare not recognize each other.
The Qiu Li in Jiang Yu's eyes has also changed a lot.
He, who never interacted with people in the past, actually gathered three or five friends around him—all the boys were talking and laughing, and there was a smile on the corner of his mouth.
Reading at zero
Jiang Yu rubbed his eyes, thinking he was wrong.
He had a cropped head, and his silhouette looked colder and harder. He was wearing black short-sleeved t-shirts and trousers. The tight skin on his arms was wheat-colored, and the scars from the past were faintly visible.
The two people were separated by glass, as if they were isolated in two different dreams.
Qiu Li looked away, walked in a mess, turned and left in a hurry.
In this relationship, he became a deserter, and when he met again, he was beyond recognition and had no face to say goodbye.
After walking for more than ten meters, and then looking back, the girl seemed to really only regard him as a dream. She lay on the bar by the window and fell asleep as if taking a nap.
"..."
After all, Qiu Li still couldn't leave her here alone. He strode back to the bar and came to Jiang Yu's side.
There were a few empty cocktails on the table, and the girl lay on her stomach half-awake, staring blankly at the crystal music box by her hand, in a trance.
The music box ticked the crisp tune of "Swan Lake", and the Crystal Ballerina turned in circles, circles and circles, pulling her into the deepest part of her dream.
Qiu Li's hand fell on her shoulder, as light as a feather, but Jiang Yu's body shrank sensitively, looking back at him defensively.
She missed the familiar and handsome face countless times in her mind, making her a little unbelievable, staring at him—re-confirmed: "Ali?"
"Um."
When Qiu Li saw that there was a cigarette case on the table, his scalp exploded a little: "When did you learn it?"
Jiang Yu raised the corners of his mouth lazily, and skillfully took out a lemon-flavored lady's fine cigarette from the cigarette case, put it in his mouth, and lit it with a delicate and lovely embossed lighter.
"you guess?"
"Jiang Yu!"
She turned a deaf ear to his sudden anger, took a puff, and handed the slender mouthpiece with lipstick to Qiu Li's mouth.
"It tastes good, try it."
Although Qiu Li thought it was absurd, he still couldn't resist the temptation and licked the lipstick on the cigarette holder with the tip of his tongue.
The taste...is good.
Inhaling the freshness of lemon, fortunately there is not much nicotine.
Xiao has thought about the scene of goodbye countless times in his dreams, but he never expected it to be like this now.
Jiang Yu seemed to be very drunk, took the cigarette out of his mouth and put it on his blushing lips.
Qiu Li rudely tore out the cigarette butt and pressed it out with his fingertips.
"Zila" - sound, he doesn't seem to know the pain.
"Jiang Yu, what are you doing?"
Jiang Yu finally took a puff of cigarette and sprayed it on the boy's face, then patted his cheek and giggled: "Like you, fool."
Qiu Li picked up the cigarette case on the table, kneaded it into a ball, held the girl with a low face and left.
"Hey, I haven't finished my drink yet—it's expensive."
Jiang Yu struggled to go back to get the wine, Qiu Li picked up the triangle wine glass, drank the remaining small half glass of liquid, slapped the table heavily, and then pulled the girl out of the bar.
The early autumn wind patted their faces coolly, and the cheeks of both of them were very red.
Qiu Li's dark eyes were filled with more and more intense anger, and this anger could not be vented to her. He could only stabilize his emotions and said restrainedly: "—If you come to a bar to drink like this, what should you do if you encounter bad people?"
"The worst person I've ever met is A Li."
"..."
Qiu Li held her slender waist and walked towards the end of the alley with her: "Send you back to the hotel."
"Are you Li?" Jiang Yu stopped, holding his face, and looked carefully: "If you are not, I won't go with you."
Qiu Li looked at the little girl's ignorant eyes and asked, "Do you recognize it now?"
"No, you have three heads turning, and I can't see any of them."
"..."
Jiang Yu stared at him and looked at it carefully—for a minute, tracing his facial features with his eyes, Qiu Li was patient and let her look slowly—
"Do you recognize it?"
"Ah no."
"You don't even remember your boyfriend?"
"I haven't seen you for so long, I almost forgot."
He asked angrily, "What should I do then?"
"Then just have a taste."
After Jiang Yu said this, he stood on tiptoe, covered his lower lip, and sucked gently.
Qiu Li didn't expect her to do this directly!
— In an instant, the five senses were enlarged, and the numbness spread all over the body along the cells, and then ran up the spine and swept through his nerve endings.
The girl's soft tongue licked him tenderly, sucking and biting.
He narrowed his eyes and opened his mouth slightly to welcome her.
There is a faint smell of wine and lemon on the breath.
She kissed his ears so red that he had no other thoughts in his mind other than encroachment and possession.
After keeping the inner order for so long, all of a sudden, everything is in chaos.
When he clasped the back of her head and was about to take back the initiative, the girl turned her face away.
The more he tried to get closer, the more she leaned back, preventing him from kissing him.
Qiu Li licked his lips incessantly, swept away all her taste, clasped the back of her head, and wanted to ask for it, Jiang Yu immediately took a step back, firmly expressing her intention not to continue.
Qiu Li didn't force it, and asked patiently, "Have you tasted it?"
"Well, it's A Li's taste."
"Let's go then."
"Where are you going?"
"Send you back to the hotel, at night - don't come out and wander around." He said, holding her hand.
Jiang Yu stubbornly stayed where he was and refused to leave, and looked at him with a smile: "—Take me to the hotel when we meet, what is your ex-boyfriend's heart?"
"..."
"Won't you go back in the end?"
"No, you man, very bad."
"I really want to be bad to you, you have already..." He held back.
"It's bad."
Jiang Yu pointed to his heart and said, "I lost a knife in my place. It caused me to bleed, it hurts, and it hurts."
Jiang Yu is not the flamboyant and presumptuous character of classmate Xiaotan, because of the environment she grew up in, she is actually quite introverted, a bit like Xie Yuan.
Most of the time, she would not express her love or sadness, so she rarely said anything like or love to Qiu Li.
I'd rather endure it, because I always feel that the love that can be spoken doesn't seem so precious anymore.
She hid herself with a thick shell.
In the past two months, almost no classmates saw that she had lost her love, including her mother and two fathers, who thought she was in good condition.
She even cried, it was just — biting her sleeve and crying alone in a midnight dance studio, silently...
Is it because she didn't say anything that he walked so freely and so cruelly.
Qiu Li looked at her silently, her breathing a little unsteady.
"Are you speechless?"
"Um."
Those who owe have nothing to say.
Jiang Yu took a deep breath and stopped asking anything, let alone asking him to come back.
That city has his most unbearable memory, perhaps as Mr. Ling Xuan said, when he was young, he thought that love could save the world.
And in fact, when the world collapsed — at that moment, love was really pale.
Jiang Yu followed behind him dazedly. Under the moonlight, she stepped on his shadow and walked very slowly.
As if to use this long-term life, and finish this road with him.
Qiu Li stopped and waited for her several times, and finally took her hand and dragged her forward.
She threw it away, and he held her again, pulling her to quicken her pace.
The girl walked... — and began to sob in a low voice.
The long-lost, piercing pain filled Qiu Li's heart.
"Don't cry." He wiped away the tears that kept rolling down with his fingertips, feeling a little lost, as if pleading but also comforting: "Xiaoyu... don't cry, okay?"
Jiang Yu hugged his waist reluctantly and buried his face in his chest: "Then you don't leave..."
"I do not go."
"real?"
"If you hold me, I can't leave." He coaxed softly, "Be good."
Jiang Yu wiped away tears on his chest and held his pinky finger: "I will be very good."
**
Half an hour later, Qiu Li sent her to the hotel.
This is the best hotel in Haicheng. The room she is in is also a suite on the top floor. Standing by the 270-degree floor-to-ceiling window, she can overlook the bustling night view of the entire Haicheng.
They — got up and lay by the window to watch the night scene.
Such a beautiful night, projected in her beautiful eyes, is the most beautiful scene in the world.
Qiu Li looked at her flushed face and couldn't help being fascinated.
She is no longer the poor little girl who was worried about a few thousand dollars in tuition.
She has a family who loves her, two fathers who can't wait to show the whole world to her, as well as the best teachers and friendly classmates and girlfriends.
The distance between them is not only separated by mountains and seas.
He didn't want to be a blemish, even a blood spot, in her happy life.
You can wait, when she can forget him, he will leave this world that does not welcome him, and completely end this absurd tragedy.
Stay away.
…
Jiang Yu staggered on the big soft and white bed, with his long and narrow eyes half-open and half-closed, looking at the man by the window.
"Ali, do you have someone you like?"
"no."
"Does anyone like you?"
"have."
"how is she?"
Qiu Li looked back at the girl on the bed, her cheeks flushed and her chest heaving due to breathing.
He looked away quickly.
"not so good."
— An unimportant person, he didn't even bother to find words to describe it.
"How does she compare to me?" The girl childishly looked forward to his answer.
Qiu Li put the crystal music box on the bed table, turned on the music, then sat beside the bed, and looked at her with narrowed eyes: "What kind of answer do you want to hear from me."
The girl sat up, hooked his neck, and smiled childishly: "I just want to hear from you... You don't like other people, you-no-I-no-no."
"For a long time, you were really my world and my life." Qiu Li said in her ear seriously, "No one can replace you."
She was amused by his words and giggled, then hugged him more and more affectionately, and called his name softly: "Ali is more and more liked by girls, and I'm really worried about being separated in two cities in the future. ... "
The boy was provoked by her actions... His breathing was obviously rapid, and his expression was uneasy—
"Xiaoyu, don't do this."
"But what should I do with you? You leave me, you leave Beicheng, you know which city I can't live without." She whispered in his ear: "My mother and father, my Esme La, my swan queen... is all there, what do you want me to do."
Qiu Li held her beautiful shoulder blades, and in the low and gentle melody of "Swan Lake", he had a very magnetic voice: "Then forget me, okay?"
"It's so easy for you to say it." Jiang Yu bit his lower lip, then pulled it away, with a drunken smile, "How to forget, we are all good, you tell me how to forget? "
Qiu Li enjoyed this moment... or the only remaining tenderness, attached to her ear, and said softly, "I'll help you."
Jiang Yu listened to the melody of "Swan Lake" and the voice of the young man who was close at hand. In a trance, his mind became more and more dull.
"How... how can you help me?"
"Back to the first night we first met, the moon was very bright, and there was no street light to see the road ahead. You heard dogs barking and swearing in the alley, as if someone was fighting, you walked slowly. Close, hide behind the tree, you see the boy lying in a pool of blood, do you see it?"
"Um!"
She nodded, then bit- down his nose: "It's you, the big devil."
"It's me." Qiu Li smiled: "I'm bad, I'll hurt you. So in the next second, you turn around and run, and the road runs wildly until you can't see me anymore..."
Jiang Yu's expression appeared - Si confused: "I won't run, I won't run, I want to save you, I won't run..."
"Xiaoyu, be obedient."
Qiu Li once again strengthened her tone and her control over the hypnotic world, no longer in her temper: "You turned around and ran out a few blocks, that person's face is in your mind. Slowly fade and disappear until you can no longer remember what he looked like."
Jiang Yu shook his head vigorously: "No, I'm not running! I want to save you, don't be afraid, I'm coming!"
"..."
Qiu Li's hypnosis failed again.
If the hypnotized person has strong self-awareness or belief, it is actually difficult to be hypnotized, but it is also possible that his current ability is not enough.
It's very difficult to make Jiang Yu forget him. It's too obvious to strip a person from a memory out of thin air.
When she goes back later, when others mention him, she will be confused.
Qiu Li decided to change—a way to hypnotize her more deeply—
"Xiaoyu, we are very happy together, right?"
"Yeah!" She nodded vigorously.
"But Qiu Li is very bad. He is very bad to you. He never considers your feelings. He goes back on his word, doesn't obey, and always bullies you."
"That's right!"
"—everything will be fine, you'll let go of a heavy burden, and you'll meet someone you really like."
"Do not... "
She still resists any introductory words.
"Actually, I don't like him that much." Qiu Li continued: "The person you like is actually just the person you imagined. In fact, he is not that good and is not worthy of your liking."
"No, Ali treats me well and is the best person to me except my mother. Ali helps me kill people, Ali helps me take the blame..."
The girl has completely fallen into deep hypnosis, and her mind is completely in the deep consciousness of chaos.
What she said made Qiu Li shudder.
"Ali is going to die."
"I want to save him!"
She screamed frantically: "He didn't kill! He didn't kill! He didn't kill! It's me! It's me! It's me!"
Qiu Li thought that there was a problem with his hypnosis, for fear that she would fall into a vortex of confusion, he immediately woke her up: "You look at me, I didn't die, and I didn't kill anyone! Look at me! Jiang Yu, look at me. ... "
Jiang Yu opened his eyes, looked at his dark eyes, and asked blankly, "What?"
Qiu Li was so shocked that he didn't dare to hypnotize her anymore.
The girl is already in a state of drunkenness and confusion, and it will be very dangerous to continue like this.
He simply got up and lay on the bed with her, closed his eyes and took a nap, chatting like a friend, and said slowly-
"It's impossible for a person to love only a person, Xiaoyu too."
"Is it because I'm not good?" She turned her head and asked in confusion in his ear, "Is Li going to leave because I'm not good?"
"No, you are very good, remember, no matter what kind of boy you meet in the future, you are the best! They are not worthy of you, they want to chase you, coax you, and love you. If they can't do it, they will be decisive. Leave."
This paragraph, Qiu Li said very solemnly: "You are very good, you must be proud, you know."
She turned sideways, lay beside him like a kitten, and looked at him ignorantly: "What the hell are you talking about?"
The corner of Qiu Li's mouth appeared - Si Desolate smile: "Xiaoyu, I have to welcome a new life."
"New life, how good is that? Let's get together. I work hard to dance and earn a lot of money... So our family A Li doesn't have to work so hard."
"Jiang Yu, I want to live a new life without you."
"Oh."
Tears suddenly leaked from the girl's eyes, but she wiped them away blankly, as calm as brushing the dust off her clothes: "Okay."
Hypnosis works.
He will let himself slowly disappear from her memory, even if it's not today, it will be tomorrow or many years from now...
There will always be a forgotten day, and when that day comes, Qiu Li will no longer have any attachment to this world.
"You have to remember, I am living well now, and I am living well without you."
"I remember."
"Then, so be it."
"Then Ah Li, give me a hug at the end." Jiang Yu opened his hand to him: "Is it alright?"
Qiu Li turned around and hugged her without hesitation.
The girl's soft fragrance is full of fragrance, that is the smell he will never forget, and it will be the last smell in his memory.
She moved her face into the socket of his neck, and the warm liquid soaked his skin.
Qiu Li trembled and tried very hard. He wished that he could hold her in his body. After all, he couldn't control his emotions and said something he shouldn't have said: "If someone bullies you, come to me."
"What's the use of looking for you."
"Ali help you kill."
Jiang Yu bit his neck punishingly, leaving a row of thin teeth marks, and then kissed him lightly.
Qiu Li stood up and was about to leave, but the girl's hand clung to the corner of his shirt tightly.
He reached out and tugged, but couldn't pull it apart.
"Xiaoyu, let go."
There were tears in Jiang Yu's eyes that could never be wiped away, and they just flowed down like this.
She seemed to be fighting with herself again, struggling desperately.
The only thing that remains - Si Nostalgia, is still holding on to him, and she can't let go no matter what.
She said with a weeping voice, "Then can Ali promise me the last - thing?"
Qiu Li sat down patiently, wiped her tears with his sleeve, and said gently, "I promise everything."
"I've been talking to someone for so long, and you have eaten so much food. In the end, both people and money are empty. I'm really at a loss."
He smiled wryly and continued: "Yeah, it's really a big loss."
She took his hand and drew circles in his soft palm—
"I don't want you to return the money, give me the man."
…
The author has something to say: The deepest road I have traveled is the routine of my girlfriend.
This chapter two is more unified.