When Jiang Yu woke up, she saw the girl in the crystal music box on the bedside table, spinning constantly.
Last night, Qiu Li accompanied her all the time, gave it to her, and then accompany her to sleep.
The music of "Swan Lake" has been lingering in her ears and echoing in her mind.
A lot of sweet pictures of being with him flashed in the dream, but with the slow fading of the music melody, these pictures seemed to... finally disappeared without a trace.
After she woke up, it was strange, the feeling of reluctance and sadness seemed to disappear completely.
There is no heart-wrenching, earth-shattering split between the hero and heroine in the TV series.
Her mood was like a calm lake, as if it would never make waves and ripples for him again.
Is it because after getting it, it feels boring? Jiang Yu frowned, feeling empty in his heart.
It was as if his withdrawal had completely taken away her whole world.
Except for the unforgettable, soul-shaking feeling that night.
Qiu Li's ability in some aspects is really impressive and unforgettable.
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Qiu Li never thought that such a beautiful thing would happen on the night of their farewell.
That was the first time he felt, the warmth surrounding him everywhere.
Each time seems to be the last time the end of the world.
He gave her the best possible condition, so that she could leave some beautiful and tender memory fragments.
Even the fragments of these memories seem insignificant to her after waking up.
However, every second was unforgettable for him.
He didn't know if Jiang Yu was satisfied, she just kept crying, and it didn't look like she was crying.
There are many red marks on his back.
After that, Qiu Li didn't leave. He sat in front of Jiang Yu's bed for a whole night, watching her fall asleep from drunkenness, whispering in her ear, strengthening the effect of hypnosis...
It wasn't until dawn, when he packed her and himself, that he got up and left.
Qiu Li will become the leading hypnotist in China in the future. When a TV station interviewed him, he told them without hesitation that the first person he hypnotized was himself.
And the second... was the love of his life, and on the first night he had her, he also lost her completely.
Later, Zhen Xuxu found Qiu Li and danced an ugly whiplash 32 times.
Qiu Li didn't finish it, turned around and left.
Zhen Xuxu experienced unprecedented setbacks in him, and shouted at him unwillingly: "You said it! You said that I practiced well, you just... "
"I don't want it anymore."
He walked away without looking back.
After owning Jiang Yu, others made him feel more and more boring. He was like an ascetic monk, closing off his whole world.
Even if the temptation is close at hand.
The memories of that night can probably accompany him through every long night without dawn.
Zhen Xuxu could clearly feel that since then, Qiu Li was completely different from the clean young man in a white shirt when she first met.
As if coming out of the deepest darkness, with air-conditioning all over her body, she is also extremely cold to her.
In the past, I would say a few words to her, even if it was a perfunctory one.
But after that day, no more.
Zhen Xuxu is reluctant to give up. She has never been a girl who gives up easily, whether it is her studies or her dreams.
Mom said that as long as she works hard, she will get what she wants.
I don't know if his ex-girlfriend came over like this when he was chasing him, she hoped so.
But what if it wasn't.
Every time I think about this, Zhen Xuxu feels like a thorn in his heart.
Perhaps the worst of him is reserved for people he doesn't care about.
But fortunately, Qiu Li is no longer drinking and playing cards as he used to. He quit smoking and drinking, maintains exercise and self-discipline, and at least lives like a person.
Zhen Xuxu doesn't know what changed him, but he did change
He started to go to the library, and he spent a whole day in it, as if his five senses were completely closed, and he became an emotionless robot, reading those boring texts.
People are becoming more and more sinister.
Zhen Xuxu really hates herself like this. The proud and excellent school flower goddess in the past seems to have disappeared. Under his indifferent discussion, she has become a poor little one who worries about gains and losses.
But she just can't bear to let go, she just likes it very much, even if she is wronged every day, but she can't bear the days without him.
Sometimes I wonder, if I get it, I don't like it so much.
What you can't get is always in turmoil.
For Zhen Xuxu, love has become a bottomless purgatory.
Qiu Li's grades were getting better and better, and he easily became the first place in the whole hospital. When other students were struggling on the road to the examination, Qiu Li easily got the third level of the psychological counselor, as well as the therapist, Hypnotist and many other certifications.
He gradually began to do some psychological counseling. I don't know if it was a gift from his father or because of his childhood experiences. He could always see people's hearts at a glance, and see through the darkness and haze hidden under the harmless appearance.
Everyone's heart is not a pure white board, even if people are sunny and optimistic on weekdays, there will always be unknown darkness hidden in their inner world.
Negative energy is like a giant sponge, there is always room for negativity, sadness, despair, depression...
Eventually evolved into a crime guide. Match.
Those who come to him, if they are mentally healthy, Qiu Li will not guide them to the side, but if there is already a subconscious criminal tendency in their hearts, he will guide them out.
He tests hearts, never creating chaos per se, just sowing the seeds of demons.
He is more and more like his father, such a genius, such a madman...
Zhen Xuxu sometimes really feels like she doesn't know him anymore.
That early summer afternoon, the young man who surprised her like that seemed to have been killed by him.
And now Qiu Li, like a dragon sleeping in the darkness, opened one eye and stared at the world indifferently.
Jiang Yu returned to Beicheng, re-packed his mood, tried to look forward, and buried this dusty memory deeply.
As Ling Xuan said, if there is only love in life, if you just want to save a person with love, it is very powerless and pale.
She should make herself stronger and become a real powerhouse. When faced with a decision in the future, she will be qualified to have what she wants most and will not be forced to give up...
Jiang Yu calmed down, danced well, and was no longer disturbed by emotions.
Bu Xi has become her biggest competitor, and it is precisely because of such a strong competitor that she will remain vigilant anytime and anywhere, and dare not slack off or relax.
Bu Xi seems to have been brooding over the Midsummer Night Ball, and has not communicated with her in private anymore.
Jiang Yu understood her.
At the beginning, the relationship between the two was based on a clear distinction between strengths and weaknesses. She heard that Jiang Yu was a classmate in class F, so she taught her skills without reservation, became friends with her, and even invited her to be a guest at home.
But at the Midsummer Night Ball, Jiang Yu gave Bu Xi a big surprise. She never thought that she would lose, and she lost to class F!
Bu Xi has been strong since she was a child, and her self-esteem and competitiveness are very high, especially in front of her mother and grandmother, how can she bear this.
Maybe that's why... she's never had any friends.
Jiang Yu did not regret the confrontation at the Midsummer Night Ball that night, and she even tried her best to compete with Buxi in the few duels later.
Only by doing your best is the greatest respect for your opponent.
In these few games, there are winners and losers, and the strength between them is comparable.
Bu Xi has always been very magnanimous, winning is winning, losing is losing, winning will make persistent efforts, and losing will work even harder.
They became the most unfamiliar and closest rivals.
Everyone felt that maybe in the near future, the queen's crown, which no one could take off since Bu Tanyan's death, would be put on one of the two girls' heads.
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University life can be said to be quite rich. Lin Miao and Mu Zixian are both at Beicheng University. Whenever they are free on weekends, they will take Jiang Yu to go shopping and watch movies and plot kills. Life is very fulfilling.
Qiu Li became a scar that could not be healed in her heart.
The gifts she gave him and the photos taken by the two of them were all sealed up, no more touching, no more mentioning...
It's just that the taste of that night would often appear in her dreams, torturing her so much that she didn't want to sleep peacefully.
Qiu Li gave her the ultimate joy as a woman, which was deeply engraved on her nerves like a stencil of thought.
And yet he just left, which is the most hateful place.
Desire replaces longing, invading all-pervasive.
Jiang Yu never denied its existence. If Qiu Li could stay with her for one night in exchange, she would probably be willing to exchange anything for it.
[Knowing] The app deducted 500 of her account balance every day, so she had to work hard to earn money.
It's not that there is no way out. Three hundred million is an astronomical figure for her, but for her two fathers, it is only a drop in the bucket.
Jiang Yu can speak to Cheng Ye, and Cheng Ye will definitely help her.
but... ...
After giving up the mission of [Saving the Devil Boy], Jiang Yu still couldn't do it.
Her feelings for him may not be as deep as she imagined, and she can't even shed a single tear.
She wasn't even sure if she still loved him.
But this mission was the only bond between her and Qiu Li, and she couldn't bear to give up.
Jiang Yu couldn't contact Qiu Li now, she tried to send a message to Qiu Li in the future, but the other party didn't reply.
Because the past has been changed a lot, the environment around him should also have changed in the future.
Jiang Yu didn't know how his situation was, everything seemed to be deadlocked.
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In order to compensate for the 500 yuan lost every day, Jiang Yu began to take tasks in his spare time—
Ding! Trigger the function of nearby people, [Help the girl to confess bravely], the task reward, 30,000 yuan, will the reborn accept it
Jiang Yu: Receive.
Soon, a girl named [Sheng Han] added her: "I am a senior student at Beicheng University. I have had a crush on my senior for three years, but I didn't have the courage to tell him. I like him for the past three years, and I see him every day. When he arrives, every time his heart beats, he will stack a small star and put it in a glass bottle. On the eve of his graduation, I am going to give him this full bottle of small stars and tell him my heart for him. "
"But on the night of graduation, on the playground, many girls confessed to him."
Jiang Yu: "...this."
[Sheng Han]: "They are prettier and better than me. There are even senior students who were directly hired by Fortune 500 companies after graduation. I think I can't compare to them in every way, so I didn't send them."
Jiang Yu: "It's so popular."
[Sheng Han]: "Most girls in our college like him, he's really good."
Jiang Yu: "Then now, do you regret it again?"
[Sheng Han]: "After that night, I felt really useless. I originally planned to stay in Beicheng to work hard, but I couldn't stand my mother's urging, so I went back to my hometown and worked in a public institution in a small county town. Many years have passed. , My life is very dull, going to work, going to get off work, going on a blind date... "
"When I went on a blind date, I met a man. He was a civil servant and he was suitable in every way, but I didn't have the feeling of being electrocuted by his heart, and I didn't have the urge to stack stars for him."
Jiang Yu: "You don't like him, how can you feel it."
[Sheng Han]: "Perhaps as my mother said, living at home is the most important thing to get along with. Maybe marrying this man will make me happy too."
Jiang Yu: "Then why did you find me?"
[Sheng Han]: "Tomorrow I'm getting married. When I saw the box of little stars hidden in the cupboard, I couldn't help thinking, if my stars were given out that day, would it be my future? Different."
Jiang Yu: "Maybe, maybe not. You can't be sure that even if he accepts your little star, he will be with you. After all, as you said, he is so popular."
[Sheng Han]: "But I just want to know the answer. Only when I know it can I give up. Otherwise, I may have a hard time living my life. So I hope you can help me and give me my stars on my birthday. ."
Sometimes, Jiang Yu received such tasks, and seeing the experiences of these girls, was really anxious for them.
Sometimes love is not such a mysterious thing. Maybe you can get it easily with a little brain and a lot of thought, but you will regret it later if you think about it and miss the best time.
Now that Jiang Yu has accepted the mission, he will naturally try his best to help her, not just by giving her gifts.
She also wants her to stand out among many excellent suitors and be noticed by the seniors.
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During the graduation season, there is a sentimental atmosphere of parting in the school, and there are seniors and seniors wearing bachelor's uniforms and taking pictures everywhere.
Every night, downstairs in the dormitory, there will be boys confessing or proposing marriage, placing big heart-shaped candles or roses, attracting countless onlookers.
Some people succeeded in harvesting love, and some people failed and left regrets, but in the end, in the resentful eyes of the host aunt, they cleaned up the mess.
A year has passed.
Sometimes, Jiang Yu would think of the present last year, when she and Qiu Li were both working hard for their respective futures, going in and out of the library every day, and he supervised her study.
Mutual growth and encouragement, to become better together, may be the beginning of their love.
Now Jiang Yu thinks back to those things in the past, with nostalgia, regret, and sentimentality, but I don't know why, and I don't miss it anymore.
Perhaps, time can really smooth out all edges and corners and heal all wounds...
The memories that I think I will never forget and vigorously are, after all, just a small hurdle in the journey of life.
After crossing over, the sky is high and the sea is wide.
But the heart is still empty.
No matter how hard she danced and how many tasks she took on, she couldn't fill the void.
Like something was stolen.
Jiang Yu went to the pet market after asking Sheng Han about the senior's basic situation. In a cold-blooded creature crawl hall, Jiang Yu spent 2,000 yuan to buy a small white snake.
At first, Jiang Yu was still a little scared and didn't dare to touch it. Under the guidance of the shop owner, she gathered up the courage to touch the little snake.
Pet snakes won't hurt people easily, especially Jiang Yu bought the mildest species after breeding and selection, and the risk factor is almost zero.
Gradually, she can also get started and let the pet snake wrap around her arm.
On the night of graduation, Jiang Yu took this pet snake and sat on the green lawn of the playground, and met the senior who made Sheng Han unforgettable and very fond of.
This senior's name is Qi Jiayan. As Sheng Han described, Qi Jiayan is really handsome, with a sunny personality and outstanding temperament.
He was wearing a white shirt, sitting on the grass, holding a ukulele in his hand, and slenderly sang a song of Jay Chou's "Sunny Day".
A large group of girls sat around, looking at him admiringly and fascinatedly, with little stars in their eyes.
Senior Qi Jiayan is not only good-looking, good-looking, humble and gentle, but also has strong personal ability. I heard that he has passed the recruitment of several groups of Yuefang Technology and has become the only undergraduate student in the school to enter Yuefang.
All in all, as far as... every aspect is the standard of a male god.
Soon, some girls came forward one after another to confess to Qi Jiayan.
After tonight, the senior male seminary will leave the school. Those little secrets hidden in the heart will not be revealed tonight, and there will be no chance to tell them again in the future.
So even if they get together to confess, they can't control it.
However, although there are many girls who confess, and there are many excellent ones. But Qi Jiayan smiled and politely refused.
Jiang Yu looked around and saw Sheng Han standing under a ginkgo tree beside the playground, observing Qi Jiayan from a distance, hesitating but not daring to go forward.
In her hand, she held the little star that she had folded for three years, in a transparent glass bottle, as pure and clear as crystal.
The girl's secret love is really beautiful, and the little star is also very beautiful.
After growing up, people always have to face the reality, no one will live in ivory towers and utopias forever.
The cruelty of real life may make love dusty and ideals fade...
But those little stars, those little memories in life, those little secret loves, those little secrets, and careful hearts, can resist the mediocrity of life.
Jiang Yu walked to Sheng Han's side and said quietly, "Sister, are you still going?"
"Go, what are you going to?!"
"If you're still hesitant to confess..." Jiang Yu touched the little white snake with a letter on his hand: "Then I'll cut the line."
Sheng Han saw the little snake wrapped around her wrist, and was startled, clutching her chest and saying, "You confessed...you confessed to a snake?!"
"Yeah! I heard that Senior Qi Jiayan likes little snakes and snakes the most. Such a cute little snake is a gift that I specially bought for him."
"No! No! He is most afraid of snakes, so don't go!"
Jiang Yu ignored Sheng Han and walked straight towards Qi Jiayan who was playing the guitar.
Originally, Sheng Han had already given up his confession when he saw so many excellent girls gathered around him.
But now that Jiang Yu was going to scare Qi Jiayan with a snake, she couldn't sit still, so she immediately chased after him.
Jiang Yu walked to Qi Jiayan with the snake, and said with a smile, "Hello, senior."
Qi Jiayan was obviously amazed when he saw her face, but when he saw the little snake wrapped around her hand, his whole person was not well, he jumped up suddenly, and stumbled back several steps!
The thing he was most afraid of in his life was snakes, which was his nightmare.
"Don't come! Don't come! Ahhh!"
The other girls also scattered in fright and did not dare to approach Jiang Yu.
Jiang Yu smiled and said, "Don't be afraid, senior, it doesn't bite, come and see, it's really cute!"
The more she stepped forward, the more Qi Jiayan retreated, her face turned pale with fright, she didn't want the guitar, and threw it on the grass, as if she was going to run away in the next second.
At this moment, Sheng Han ran over and stood between Jiang Yu and Qi Jiayan: "What's the matter with you girl! People send thousands of paper cranes and cakes when they confess, but you are the one who sent a snake ingeniously, don't you? Knowing that the senior has been bitten by a snake before, are you most afraid of snakes, or are you deliberately trying to scare him!"
Jiang Yu smiled sweetly and threw the snake on Qi Jiayan's guitar: "I'm sorry, I really don't know. But I confessed to the senior, what are you doing? Are you here to confess? Please line up, okay? ."
When you are young, you can really sacrifice your life for the person you like.
Although Sheng Han was also afraid of snakes, when she saw the girls around her watching from a distance, Qi Jiayan's face was pale and speechless, she still mustered up the courage and pulled the little snake out of Qi Jiayan's guitar. He grabbed it and threw it on the grass, ready to trample it to death.
"Hey!"
Jiang Yu didn't expect this girl to be so daring to be so cruel to the little snake, she hurried forward to pick up the little snake: "It's a life anyway!"
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"Senior, don't be afraid, it's just a snake, I... I won't let it hurt you."
Qi Jiayan said tremblingly "Oh".
Sheng Han angrily said to Jiang Yu: "You are not allowed to scare people with snakes in the future!"
"Okay okay, you are the boss, I will listen to you."
Jiang Yu put the little white snake into the snake bag and said with a smile: "What, I've finished my confession. The senior is obviously not interested in me and my little snake. Then it's your turn, come on."
Sheng Han watched Jiang Yu leave with a bewildered expression, turned back, and met Qi Jiayan's inquiring gaze.
Her cheeks were suddenly on fire, and she was at a loss as she held the glass bottle of Little Star tightly in her hand.
"Thank you just now." Qi Jiayan saw the embarrassment of the little girl and spoke first, breaking the awkward atmosphere: "Do you have something for me?"
"Ah uh."
Qi Jiayan took the initiative to ask questions, even if Sheng Han was embarrassed to say it, but the arrow was on the string and he had to send it.
"Senior, I have liked you for three years. I have liked you since I met you in the student council interview in my freshman year. I think you may not have noticed my existence because... because I am really small and transparent, and It's not great, but I really work hard to make myself great."
"When I was in college, I won the silver medal in the college student science and technology competition. The gold medal is yours. I... I heard that you like the guitar, and I also went to school to learn to play the flute, although I am not very good at it now... If I It's a pleasure to be with you, and I... we definitely have something in common about music."
Her words were completely driven by ducks, so they were incoherent.
Qi Jiayan looked at her, but felt very sincere, accepted her little star, and said, "Thank you for your kindness, but we don't know you very well, and I don't know you very well, so I can't think about being with you."
A disappointed look appeared on Sheng Han's face: "It's okay, it's okay, I can say it, I'm very satisfied, I hope the senior graduates have a happy graduation and work smoothly."
After speaking, the little girl turned and left, her eyes were already red.
However, at this moment, Qi Jiayan suddenly said: "Although we don't know each other very well, I still really want to know you. You don't have to be together. You can add WeChat first and make friends first. You know I'm afraid of snakes. But you're not afraid, maybe... we can complement each other."
Sheng Han's eyes lit up, he turned around, and saw Qi Jiayan standing in the sun, smiling elegantly.
At that moment, everything was born.
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Ding! [Help the girl to confess bravely] The task is successful, the commission fee has been credited, please check. The client asked the platform to express his gratitude to the reborn and leave a message—
"After I met Senior Qi Jiayan, I decided to stay in Beicheng to work hard and didn't go back to my hometown. We established a romantic relationship a year later, and now we are about to get married. Thank you, and thank you for your little snake, for treating him so rudely, I told him Sorry."
Jiang Yu leaned against the ginkgo tree, rubbed the snake's head in his hand, and said softly, "It's done, you cold-blooded scary little thing did a good thing today."
The little snake spit out the letter, and lay obediently by Jiang Yu's hand, enjoying her soft touch.
Jiang Yu suddenly liked this little white snake a little bit. She felt that it was a bit like Qiu Li, sometimes cold-blooded and ruthless, and sometimes very obedient and obedient.
The more you look, the more like.
It's been over a year.
She won't always think about him, but sometimes, inadvertently, his appearance will pass through her mind like a glimmer of light.
Jiang Yu looked at the little snake's eyes and became much gentler: "You can be my A Li in the future."
The little snake seemed to be able to understand her words, and clung to her hand obediently, with her chin resting on her palm.
"Ali."
"Alili."
...
The little snake spit out a letter and looked at her.
Calling his name, a tear fell.
Jiang Yu dazedly reached out and touched her eyes, but she didn't even realize that she was crying.
Ali, I still miss you.