The night was getting darker, the white candles danced with the bleak candlelight, and the same pure white gauze curtain was draped, reflecting the two graceful figures inside.
Xie Qingyao was a girl, and she didn't need to keep a watch at night. When the time came, Xie Yinlou ordered someone to help her down, and Jiang Si slept with her tonight.
Whether it's Xie Qingyao or Jiang Si, it's been a long time since they slept in the same bed.
Jiang Si listened to Xie Qingyao turning over like a pancake, and his heart was also tormented.
She couldn't open her mouth to tell the truth to her friends, so she could only silently make up her mind to do everything she could to help the Xie family brothers and sisters in the future.
This is the price of her rashness.
Rebirth turned out to be a double-edged sword, and she was just an ordinary girl. She died so tragically and miserably in her previous life. How can she be sure that she will be prosperous in this life
Jiang Si said sorry to Xie Qingyao countless times in her heart, and every time her friend tossed and turned, it seemed like a sharp blade had passed through her heart.
Unforgettable pain.
Jiang Si closed his eyes and didn't move, and the person beside him suddenly sat up and lifted the bed net.
Only then did she open her eyes and look at Xie Qingyao, her voice soft like water: "Qingyao, can't you sleep?"
Xie Qingyao sat hugging the quilt, clutching the thin quilt with both hands, and big tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes.
Jiang Si sat up and put his hand on Xie Qingyao's shoulder.
"Asi, I can't sleep..." Xie Qingyao's shoulders trembled slightly, his voice choked, "As soon as I close my eyes, I think of my father and mother, sometimes my mother is covered in blood, and sometimes my father collapses, I don't think about it at all. Dare to close your eyes-"
Jiang Si lightly patted Xie Qingyao's back: "It will pass, trust me, it will pass."
Xie Qingyao burst into tears: "Asi, I don't understand. My father only accepted two concubines when my mother was pregnant, which is very common in other people's families. He neither spoiled his concubines. Wife, she did not neglect her children, she was warm to her relatives and friends, and she treated her servants generously. My mother was also a virtuous person, but why did they die so tragically? What did they do wrong?"
Xie Qingyao covered her face and cried bitterly.
Outside the window is a clump of bananas, and the leaves of the bananas are as green as blue under the moonlight, shaking slightly.
A majestic big dog pricked its ears and listened to the cry coming from the window. The expression on the dog's face was very rich.
Uncle Yongchang held a funeral, and there were many people and it was easy for Erniu to get in.
"Asi, why exactly? Why?" Xie Qingyao murmured.
She didn't want to get an answer from Jiang Si, but the sudden tragedy made this innocent girl unable to accept the fact that her parents had passed away, and she wanted to find a reason.
Jiang Si finally couldn't help but said: "Qingyao, it's all my fault, it's my fault for you."
Xie Qingyao's light brown eyes moved, and looked at Jiang Si blankly: "Asi, what are you talking about?"
Jiang Si tried his best to control the urge to escape, and looked at Xie Qingyao's clear eyes, and said frankly, "Dammyung didn't intend to do it now, because I heard that my uncle suffers from sleepwalking, so I chose to do it at this time. And my uncle was diagnosed with sleepwalking because... because I reminded you to pay attention to my uncle's body at the time..."
The more Jiang Si said, the more guilty he felt, and his fingers turned white because he squeezed hard: "Qingyao, I'm sorry for you, if it wasn't for my talkativeness, my uncle and aunt wouldn't die—"
Xie Qingyao listened silently, even forgetting to turn his eyes.
Jiang Shi said these things, but there was a kind of ease in which a big stone fell to the ground.
If Qingyao hates her, she will admit it, at least she can't accept the trust and gratitude of the other party with peace of mind.
After a while, Xie Qingyao blinked and thought about it: "Asi, what does the death of my parents have to do with you? If you say it, then I shouldn't push my mother to ask my father for a doctor. It's even less likely that the damselfly was brought into the house because of greed, and the person who spread the story of his father's sleepwalking to the damselfly's ears should be cut with a thousand cuts..."
"But Qingyao—"
Xie Qingyao shook his head and stopped Jiang Si from continuing: "Asi, although I'm sad, I'm not confused. There are so many ifs in this world, no matter how much I blame myself, I'll understand that the damselfly is the most damnable, and the big steward. One of them is a murderer with a heart like a poisonous scorpion, and the other is an evil ghost who leads people to the abyss, and they are the most damnable."
Jiang Si opened his mouth, but was speechless.
What Xie Qingyao said was actually not wrong. If she didn't know the ending of her past life and her present life, she would not take responsibility for herself.
"Ashi-"
"Um?"
"If only couples in this world could have only two of each other in their entire lives, don't you think so?" Xie Qingyao put his hands around his knees, looking at the moonlight pouring in through the thin window screens.
In that case, her parents will surely grow old together and have many children and grandchildren.
"Yeah." Jiang Si murmured in response, his thoughts drifted away all of a sudden.
At that time, she had become the seventh prince concubine. On the one hand, she pretended to be magnanimous, and on the other hand, she tried to bring up the matter of concubines.
At that time, Yu Qi turned his face and said that he couldn't serve her alone, so how could he have time to deal with other women? Let her die as soon as possible, and don't make him angry.
After listening to the ironing in her heart, she didn't believe it.
He even coaxed her to marry her. As for the others, how could she possibly believe it completely.
Sometimes I think about it, it's normal that they didn't make it to the end. They concealed a lot of things from each other, and from the very beginning of the marriage, they carried too many things. Even if she didn't die tragically later, I'm afraid everyone would not be happy.
Xie Qingyao lay down slowly and said softly, "Asi, if I don't meet someone like that in the future, I won't get married, I'm afraid..."
Xie Qingyao was indeed too tired, both mentally and physically, when she vented her emotions, she soon sounded even breathing.
Jiang Sizhi stared at the top of the tent for a while before closing his eyes.
At dawn the next day, Jiang Si opened his eyes first, and saw that Xie Qingyao was still asleep, and shook his head gently to the maid who came in to wash and wash: "Let the eldest girl sleep for a while, or she won't be able to survive the day."
Xie Qingyao, as the only girl in Uncle Yongchang's mansion, would kneel in front of his parents' spirits during the day to greet the guests who came to express condolences. sharp.
Jiang Si was sitting on the embroidered pier on the side of the bed thinking about her thoughts, when she suddenly heard a soft sound from the window.
Jiang Si's eyes slowly turned to the window, smelling a familiar smell.
Two cows
Jiang Si almost subconsciously glanced at Xie Qingyao who was still sleeping, and walked quickly to the window and gently pushed it open.
Fresh air blows in, with the smell of morning dew.
The big dog, with its front paws on the window sill, looked pitifully at the mistress.
The two cows are hungry.