Half an hour later, neither of the two people on the bed fell asleep, and they tended to become more energetic as they lay down.
Song Yu squeezed Zhou Yanqing's hand: "Can't sleep?"
Zhou Yan nestled on Song Yu's neck cautiously, and responded in a low voice: "Well, what about you?"
"I can't sleep either." Song Yu moved down and touched Zhou Yanqing's forehead, "Shall we chat?"
Zhou Yan held his breath lightly and let out a "hmm".
Song Yu turned on the wall lamp at the head of the bed, turned around and lay on his back, Zhou Yanqing also moved half of his paralyzed body, changed to a supine position, and secretly exhaled.
The two stared at the roof of the cabin, and Song Yuxian asked, "When did you find out that I was also born again?"
Zhou Yan pursed his lips lightly, and replied: "I lived in a nursing home to recuperate, and I vaguely had an idea the night I had a nightmare."
"So early?" Song Yu was surprised. He always thought that Zhou Yanqing only suspected Han Jin after the post came out.
Zhou Yanqing groped for Song Yu's pajamas under the quilt, held it in the palm of his hand, and then explained softly.
On the night he was admitted to the nursing home, Song Yu gave him a new mobile phone and helped him save the mobile phone numbers of some frequently used contacts. When chatting, Song Yu said that he is very sensitive to numbers, and he can remember them after reading them two or three times.
These words were just scraps of chatter, but they were still deeply imprinted in his mind.
A few days later, on the night Song Yu returned to the nursing home after recording the show, he dreamed of the car accident that brought him back to life, and in the dream he saw the complete license plate number of the car that hit him. He was in a state of extreme panic at the time, afraid that he would forget , instinctively looked for a pen everywhere and wrote down the string of numbers in the palm of his hand.
Song Yu found him a pen and saw him write the string of numbers with his own eyes. After he calmed down, he made up an excuse that he was hit by a car at school, and Song Yu accepted it calmly, but it was precisely because of this indifferent attitude that he found it strange.
The string of numbers he wrote on his palm is not only the license plate number, but also Han Jin's birthday. And he clearly remembered that in the few days when he came back from recording the show on the island, he went into the office several times to deliver tea to Song Yu, and saw the iPad stuck on Han Jin's encyclopedia information.
Since Song Yu is so sensitive to numbers and has read Han Jin's information so many times, why did he react so calmly to those numbers
Of course, it’s just a string of four-digit numbers, and it’s reasonable that Song Yu didn’t have too many associations, so it was just a flash of thought in his mind that night. sensitive.
But after that, after he recalled all kinds of things after his rebirth, some doubts gradually emerged.
The first is the appearance of Chai Richeng.
According to the investigation of his previous life, Chai Richeng did not leave any traces around Song Yu, and after his rebirth, he was with Song Yu almost every day, and Chai Richeng had never appeared in front of Song Yu. But since he was injured, Chai Richeng suddenly appeared and helped Song Yu do various things behind Meng Shiping's back. Chai Richeng was like a secret weapon that Song Yu had hidden, and was taken out at a critical moment.
This kind of suspicion became more and more serious, and bits and pieces of the time with Song Yu came to my mind.
Why was Song Yu so sensitive to the medicine he was taking in the first place, and wouldn't let anyone touch it? Is it really just that he is afraid of being known that he is suffering from depression
When recording a program in Wanhu Village, he helped Song Yu clean his muddy shoes. Song Yu said casually, "Gao Lei would never do this." An assistant's job duties are within, but if you think about it from another angle, this sentence becomes meaningful.
Also, when playing the quick question and answer game, Song Yu once said that he had a relationship once, and it was also on the hot search. Meng Shiping ran to Song Yu's house in a rage because of this incident, and the two almost quarreled. Meng Shiping said desperately that he had never heard Song Yu say that he had any love in the past, but what if the love Song Yu said this time was in a previous life...
There is also the episode of Haidao, Song Yu was fine that day, but after seeing Han Jin, he suddenly suffered from physical symptoms of depression...
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Song Yu nodded clearly, and immediately turned around and wrapped around Zhou Yanqing's waist: "So after you started to doubt, you tested me twice and three times?"
Zhou Yan froze slightly, seeing that Song Yu didn't intend to let go, so he said shyly, "Did you feel it?"
Song Yudao: "It was only the second time that I realized that you were testing me. The previous time was not an accidental slip of the tongue."
Zhou Yanqing clenched Song Yu's pajamas tightly in embarrassment. He tried Song Yu three times in total, wanting to see Song Yu's subconscious reaction.
The first time was the day he left the nursing home and moved into the old community. He lived in the dormitory all the time in college, but deliberately said that he had lived alone before, trying to test Song Yu's subconscious reaction when he heard his words. Song Yu didn't respond at that time, he thought he didn't hear it, but it turned out that Song Yu thought he had really slipped up and pretended he didn't hear it.
The second time was after he recovered from his injury, he accompanied Song Yu to the Northwest to record a program. That night Song Yu was fixing the radio for the uncle. Seeing that Song Yu was concentrating on it, he asked unintentionally, "I thought Brother Lei wasn't such a meticulous person. Was he also so careful and thoughtful before?"
Song Yu responded subconsciously at that time: "Well, she is quite careful."
Zhou Yanqing only knew now that Song Yu had already realized that it was his temptation at that time, and what he thought was unintentional was Song Yu's intentional flaw.
Song Yu rubbed Zhou Yanqing's hair, followed his words and said: "The third time, after the post of Han Jin's illegitimate fans broke out, you asked me in my office 'did you know about this before', in fact, you You are asking me if I knew that Han Jin had a sister before, and if I knew that Han Jin's intention to approach me was a bit distorted, right?"
Zhou Yanqing nodded sincerely.
"No wonder you are so obedient and obedient in the back, you don't ask anything."
Zhou Yan smiled lightly: "Because you let me be an intern."
After confirming that Song Yu was reborn, he was also very afraid of disrupting Song Yu's plan, so he really didn't care about anything. But he really didn't expect that Song Yu would use the way of sacrificing his body to deal with Han Jin. When he received a call from the security guard that night, his heart almost stopped, but fortunately, he was out of danger.
Song Yu pinched his cheek: "Since you have tested out that I, like you, was born again, why didn't you ask me?"
Zhou Yan shook his head lightly, neither thinking nor daring.
He hoped that Song Yu would be reborn from Nirvana and return to a normal life, and he didn't want anyone to know the secret of Song Yu's rebirth, including himself. So he has been afraid to face this result, and even covered his ears, convincing himself that everything is a coincidence.
Although Zhou Yanqing was silent and did not speak, Song Yu had already seen through Zhou Yanqing's eyes. He embraced Zhou Yanqing with both hands, and said in a hoarse voice, "Thank you."
Zhou Yan said softly: "Actually, I dare not ask you, I'm afraid you think I'm meddling and disturbing your life."
"Fool, how could I blame you." Song Yu sighed softly, stared into Zhou Yanqing's eyes, and couldn't bear to ask a question that had already been answered, "What is the string of numbers you wrote on your hand that night?" Is the license plate number correct?"
Zhou Yanqing hesitated for a moment, then nodded slowly.
Song Yu looked at Zhou Yanqing apologetically, and told him: "I gave Han Jin that car, and I bought the license plate number on purpose. I..."
"It has nothing to do with you. It's not that car, it's another car." Zhou Yan lightly interrupted him, "Besides, if it wasn't for Han Jin's collision, I wouldn't be here."
Song Yu stared at Zhou Yanqing for a while, then said in a trembling voice, "Does it hurt?"
Zhou Yan lightly pressed his cheek against Song Yu's heart, clearly feeling the violent heartbeat and the abnormal rise and fall of his chest. He hugged Song Yu's waist and replied, "I don't remember."
"Then you will blame me, blame me for easily letting go of Han Jin and Meng Shiping, they treat you..."
"No." Zhou Yanqing said decisively, "I think this is the best solution, I just want you to live well."
The two of them were silent for a while, and they simply talked about the things in the previous life. The medicine that was replaced, the unidentified 30 million yuan, and that dark night, the real reason why Song Yu lost control, all the ugliness was laid out.
Song Yu told Zhou Yanqing that Han Jin should have replaced the medicine, because Gao Lei didn't dare, and Meng Shiping not only didn't dare, but also didn't have that chance.
As for the unrealized 30 million film investment, Song Yu guessed that Han Jin should have dug a trap for him and Meng Shiping at the same time. He threw money into it, and Meng Shiping was lured by Han Jin with the money. Threatened, and finally joined forces with Han Jin to help Han Jin cover up the facts and erase his traces.
But this can't be proven, it's just speculation.
After experiencing death and regaining a new life, and Han and Meng have reaped their own consequences, Zhou Yanqing thought that he had underestimated everything in his previous life.
But when he heard with his own ears that the reason why Song Yu hanged himself was that Han Jin asked Hu Dalong to send him those photos, he still lost control of his emotions. Shaking uncontrollably.
Song Yu encircled Zhou Yanqing with all four limbs, stroked his back over and over again, and comforted him over and over again: "Good boy, it's all over."
Under such constant reassurance, Zhou Yanqing's tense nerves slowly relaxed, and a deep sense of exhaustion and sleepiness swept over him immediately. He grabbed Song Yu's sleepy front and fell into a deep sleep with wet marks at the end of his eyes. past.
Song Yu stared greedily at Zhou Yan for a long time, then looked away reluctantly, and turned off the wall lamp by the bed.
The next day, Zhou Yanqing was awakened by the noise outside. He instinctively wanted to open his eyes, only to realize that they were dry and painful, and seemed to be a little swollen.
Song Yu's gentle and deep voice sounded: "Are you awake?"
In an instant, all the memories of last night came back.
Zhou Yanqing froze for a few seconds, listening to the noise outside, suddenly remembered a very important thing. He got up quickly and looked for his mobile phone everywhere: "What time is it! We are leaving for the airport at 7 o'clock."
Song Yu wrapped his arms around his waist: "Don't panic, we won't leave today."
Zhou Yan was stunned, and looked at Song Yu: "The time has been changed?" Didn't you agree yesterday to leave for the airport at 7 o'clock this morning and catch the earliest flight back to City S
"Only the two of us won't reply." Song Yu replied, "I'm sorry, I was so excited yesterday that I forgot to tell you."
Zhou Yan was puzzled: "Is there any other job?"
"Well, sort of." Song Yu nodded avoiding Zhou Yanqing's gaze, "We'll go to City C next door in the afternoon."
Zhou Yanqing had no doubt about him: "Okay."
Song Yu supported Zhou Yanqing's shoulders to make him lie down, and twisted a towel from the basin beside him to cover his eyes: "It's not until 7 o'clock, you sleep a little longer, I'll go out and say goodbye to the director and the others." individual."
In the darkness before his eyes, Zhou Yan gently raised his hand to touch it, only to realize that Song Yu had covered his eyes with a hot towel. The hot and humid towel was applied to the eyelids, which relieved a lot of discomfort, and also covered the trace of uneasiness in his eyes after he was fully awake.
Zhou Yanqing felt that he should also go out to say hello, but he was afraid that if he went out of Song Yu's room like this, he would not be able to explain clearly if someone saw him, so he could only lick his lips and replied, "Mr. Song, thank you."
After waiting for a few seconds, he didn't wait for Song Yu's response, nor did he hear the sound of Song Yu getting up. Just as he was wondering, his warm lips had already touched the corners of his lips.
Song Yu only touched it lightly, and said with a smile, "This is punishment. I hope that when I come back, you have already thought of a more suitable address for me."
Zhou Yan tugged the quilt lightly, and slowly covered his protruding Adam's apple and the lower half of his face. He failed to come up with a suitable address for Song Yu, because shortly after Song Yu left, he couldn't stop his sleepiness and fell asleep again. This time he slept deeply and soundly, and it was already noon when he woke up again.
Song Yu happened to enter the room with a dinner plate, and saw that Zhou Yanqing was awake, so he put down the plate and looked at his eyes first: "Let me see, do your eyes still hurt?"
"It doesn't hurt." Zhou Yan woke up lightly for a long time, and he had already turned over and over again what happened last night in his mind a few times, and his joyful, sad, and angry emotions had all calmed down. So when Song Yu's fingertips touched the end of his eyes, he didn't subconsciously dodge, and accepted it calmly.
Song Yu rubbed his hair: "Then go wash up, we'll set off after dinner."
"good."
Before leaving, Chai Richeng helped Song Yu contact a car from the villagers and took them to the city. After the two had finished eating and packed their luggage, the fellow just drove the car to the driveway outside the cabin, honked the horn and waited outside.
Zhou Yanqing hurriedly took off the scarf on the hanger, ready to help Song Yu tie it up, and Song Yu just picked up the scarf on the back of the chair, and wanted to help Zhou Yanqing wrap it up. The two looked at each other holding each other's scarves, and smiled at each other.
Song Yu lowered his head slightly: "You help me first." After Zhou Yanqing helped him tie the scarf, he also helped Zhou Yanqing tie it. The two exchanged their care and love for each other like kindergarten children .
After changing the shoes, Song Yu checked the room, and after confirming that nothing was left behind, he picked up the two suitcases with both hands and said, "Let's go."
Zhou Yanqing who was standing in the entrance did not open the door immediately, he suddenly turned around and embraced Song Yu, raised his head and said, "Brother, happy birthday."
After much deliberation, Zhou Yanqing still felt that it was most appropriate to call him brother.
In fact, when he lived in the nursing home before, Song Yu semi-forced him to call him "Brother", but he couldn't say it smoothly. Because of what kind of title entrusted with what kind of feelings, Song Yu was too gentle to him at that time, he was afraid that he would be deeply involved, and needed a distant title to remind himself all the time.
But now it's different, he can express his feelings frankly and straightforwardly, without any worries.
Song Yu lowered his head, kissed Zhou Yanqing's eyes, and said hoarsely, "Thank you."
After going out, Song Yu walked in front.
Zhou Yan stepped lightly on the thick snow and followed behind, his eyes fixed on Song Yu's back, and the picture in his eyes gradually overlapped with that afternoon in the second year of high school.
That day, Song Yu patted him on the head and said quickly, "Brother is going to be late, so I won't talk to you for now." Then he rushed out of the classroom.
At that time, when he followed and locked Song Yu's back tightly, a thought came to his mind: It would be great if this person was my brother.
After many years of menstruation, my long-cherished wish has been fulfilled.
Of course, the emotion contained in the "brother" today is different from that in the past.