It was almost 0 o'clock when they returned to the hotel from the Ice and Snow Paradise. Song Yu and Zhou Yanqing took hot baths respectively, washed away the cold and exhaustion, and went to bed.
Neither of them felt sleepy, so they lay face to face and chatted. After a while, it was unclear who approached who first, and when Zhou Yanqing's chaotic mind cleared up, he and Song Yu had already pressed their lips together. , the limbs are also intertwined.
When he felt Song Yu's hand reaching into his T-shirt, and the hot palm pressed against his lower back, Zhou Yan froze for a moment, opened his closed eyes a little, and took a peek at Song Yu's near The slightly trembling eyelashes were close at hand, and then the hands clasped on Song Yu's shoulders exerted a little force, and got closer.
Song Yu felt encouraged, his hand went up along Zhou Yanqing's spine, touched the shoulder blade, and then slowly moved down to touch Zhou Yanqing's thin waist, lingering on the side of the pajama pants for a long time.
Song Yu could clearly feel the reaction of a certain organ in his body, as well as the scorching hot desire in his body, but he endured it and withdrew his hand reluctantly, stepped back a little, and separated himself from Zhou Yanqing's entanglement lips.
Zhou Yanqing's eyes were covered with a layer of water vapor, and he looked at Song Yu puzzled and blankly.
Song Yu pinched his cheeks, panting slightly and said in a hoarse voice: "I have been taking antidepressants for several years, and those medicines have many side effects, which will affect sex/function/function."
This is a difficult thing for a man to say, but he has no secrets in front of Zhou Yanqing, and he can be honest about anything.
Zhou Yanqing's eyes were only distressed, he leaned forward and kissed the corner of Song Yu's mouth, and wrapped his arms around his waist tightly: "We don't need to do this."
Song Yu was stunned for a moment, and immediately realized that Zhou Yanqing had misunderstood his words. He rubbed Zhou Yanqing's broken hair with his fingertips, and explained with a smile that he hadn't completely lost his sexual function, but that he rarely had sexual desire in the past, and it ended quickly when he did it himself.
Now, his desire is very strong, but he is very afraid that he will "waste" halfway, and he doesn't want his performance to be unsatisfactory. More importantly, he didn't want the first time between the two to happen so hastily in a hotel, and he didn't make any preparations. He didn't want Zhou Yan to be slightly injured.
Zhou Yanqing actually didn't think so much, he only needs to be self-sufficient occasionally, and he lacks knowledge in this area. When he approached Song Yu emotionally, he had no idea in his heart, but simply wanted to follow Song Yu passively. But after Song Yu explained it, he realized that he actually made up a lot of pictures in his brain. Every time Song Yu said a word, he shrank a little under the quilt, embarrassed and ashamed, and finally hid the whole person under the quilt.
Song Yu was provoked by his childish appearance, took two deep breaths before suppressing the impulse, pulled him out of the quilt, and wrapped him in his arms.
Zhou Yan struggled embarrassingly, but failed, so he turned around slowly, with his back to Song Yu.
Song Yu smiled narrowly, hugged Zhou Yanqing, whispered next to his ear: "Zhou Zhou, are you acting like a baby?"
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Zhou Yan took a breath, and denied it falteringly: "No, no, no..."
As he spoke, his voice became quieter, because he realized that his behavior might really look a little hypocritical.
He didn't know why he became like this after losing his formality and entering the state of love. Maybe it was because he was too comfortable and safe in front of Song Yu, and he unconsciously did some behaviors that did not conform to his original personality. It could also be that there's a side of him that's inherent in his personality, but no one has ever been able to bring it out of him before.
The more Zhou Yanqing thought about it, the more embarrassed he felt, he simply buried his face in the pillow and remained silent.
Song Yu didn't intend to let him go, and continued to follow his ear with a low and lazy voice: "Zhou Zhou, come back to S City and accompany me to the follow-up consultation, okay?"
"Yeah." Zhou Yan responded lightly and sullenly.
Song Yu said again: "I like the way you act like a baby to me very much, so - act like a baby to me more in the future, okay?"
Zhou Yan's whole face was red and hot as he sat on the pillow lightly, he really couldn't handle Song Yu like this, if he changed, did Song Yu also change? And when Song Yu spoke, the warm and moist breath kept rushing to his ears and neck, and the desire that had been dormant began to stir again.
But Song Yu obviously didn't give up if he didn't agree, so he had no choice but to answer in a muffled voice: "Yeah."
Song Yu bullied a little closer, and asked vaguely: "Then I will help you with my hands, okay?"
Zhou Yanqing's consciousness was already stuck, and he answered "um" reflexively before realizing the meaning of Song Yu's words. Before he could say anything, Song Yu had already kissed his earlobe, put his hand into the T-shirt and stuck it to his belly.
This stimulation was too great, Zhou Yanqing felt his scalp go numb, but it was Song Yu's hand, the hand with ten clean fingers, the hand that played the piano, danced the sword, and flipped the book on the screen, how could he do this for him? !
However, Zhou Yanqing couldn't pull out a sliver of willpower to reject Song Yu in the end, he just covered his uncontrollable voice with a pillow like a deaf ear.
The two spent another day in City C, went skiing, and visited the food court before returning to City S on the third day.
On the day he returned to City S, Song Yu called Chen Ying to make an appointment for a follow-up visit.
This was the first time Chen Ying received a call from Song Yu to make an appointment for a follow-up visit. He thought that his condition had become bad again, so he spoke nervously on the phone. After chatting for a few words, he knew that he was worrying too much, but he immediately set aside the next day to wait for Song Yu.
The next day, Song Yu took Zhou Yanqing to the hospital together.
During the consultation, Zhou Yanqing sat on a chair outside and waited, but the door of the outpatient room was not closed, and he could see Song Yu when he raised his eyes. As long as he listened intently, he could hear his voice. But he didn't listen, he took out his earphones and smiled at Song Yulang, motioning himself to listen to nursery rhymes.
In the outpatient room, Chen Ying smirked: "This is the person who pulled you out of the abyss?"
Song Yu coughed uncomfortably. About a month ago when Zhou Yanqing was recovering from his wounds in the nursing home, one day he really wanted to find someone to share the rich emotions he had suddenly aroused, so he harassed Chen Ying and sent this I didn't expect the other party to remember such a sour sentence.
Chen Ying played with the pen and couldn't help laughing. Song Yu waited for him to laugh enough before asking the question he wanted to ask the most during this trip.
Chen Ying raised his eyebrows ambiguously, but then got serious and answered Song Yu's questions seriously.
He said that taking antidepressants for a long time will indeed lead to sexual dysfunction, but it is not so absolute and serious. The main reason why Song Yu didn't have that idea before is that depression itself will lead to loss of sex/desire, and even no.
Chen Ying teased, "Of course, it's also possible that you haven't met someone who can make you think before?"
Song Yu lowered his eyes and pondered for two seconds, then nodded.
Until he met in the island recording program, he thought that he liked Han Jin in his previous life, but after he really fell in love with someone and experienced the heart-pounding feeling, he realized that Han Jin in his previous life was right to question him , he really never liked Han Jin.
Seeing that his expression was wrong, Chen Ying asked with concern, "What's wrong?"
Song Yu withdrew his thoughts and smiled faintly: "It's nothing, I'm a little worried."
Chen Ying glanced lightly at Zhou Yan outside the door: "Don't worry, it's just your psychology. Last time you came to my clinic for a follow-up visit, I reduced your drug dosage by half. Even if you are really affected by the drug, just stop After taking the medicine, it will slowly recover.”
"Yeah." Song Yu nodded, "Actually, I feel like a normal person now."
Chen Ying shook the report card in his hand and smiled helplessly: "You are a normal person now, this time I will..."
"Wait a minute," Song Yu interrupted him, "Let my little assistant listen to the doctor's professional diagnosis, so that he can rest assured." After finishing speaking, he waved lightly at Zhou Yan.
"What's wrong?" Zhou Yanqing immediately took off the earphones, got up nervously, and walked into the outpatient room.
Chen Ying shrugged and jokingly said, "You need to be accompanied by your family members."
Zhou Yanqing's face was a little hot, but related to Song Yu's condition, his expression was very serious.
Chen Ying spread out a few report cards, told the two people the results of the inspection, and finally concluded with a long sigh of relief: "The treatment can be terminated, and I hope you will go to a new life from now on." After a pause, he said seriously, "But still It needs to be closely watched, and if there are early signs of recurrence, you must contact me as soon as possible."
Zhou Yan couldn't hide his excitement, and replied tremblingly: "Okay, thank you."
Song Yu held Zhou Yanqing's hand hanging by the trouser seam, clasped his fingers tightly, and said, "Thank you, my little assistant."