The Butterfly Effect

Chapter 34: Teacher Song!

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The iron gate behind him closed tightly with a "clang", and then there was the sound of the lock being locked, and all the chaos was locked behind the iron gate.

Song Yu pressed down on the brim of his hat, and walked towards the way he came from without looking back.

Zhou Yanqing's face was solemn, and he followed Song Yu step by step like a puppet, thinking about Aunt Zhao's exhortations in a very low voice in the small room.

"Xiao Zhou, I don't want to talk too much about my boss's affairs, but I don't say it. I worry about it every day, and I feel uncomfortable. I have taken care of my wife for five years, and I can piece together a heartbreaking story from her few words." Here comes the story. Probably the wife’s husband had an affair and abandoned their mother and child. The wife’s obsession was so deep that she couldn’t let it go, and finally drove herself crazy. She is actually very quiet on weekdays, but she will have an attack every once in a while. Sitting in front of the window every day, I read my son’s name and my husband’s name for a while. If I can’t wait for Mr. Song for a long time, she will kill herself. I have six eyes and I can’t stare at her 24 hours a day. The mottled scars were made by myself. Besides me, my wife doesn’t let anyone take care of me. Whenever I have no choice but to tell Mr. Song. Mr. Song will come every time, but... But every time I come He will be like today, his wife will regard him as his father, and Mr. Song will kneel and be beaten motionless as if he is atonement for his father. I am also a mother, and my son is about the same age as you. It hurts me to see it. "

Aunt Zhao is a kind person, she choked up more and more as she spoke, the last few words were already broken down.

"My wife is a miserable person. She is sick and crazy. She doesn't know people and doesn't know right from wrong. In the future, if she wakes up and knows how she was slapped on her son, how heartbroken she will be? I also let Mr. Meng persuaded, but... anyway, try it. "

As a middle-aged mother who is about the same age as Wen Wan, Aunt Zhao understands Wen Wan and sympathizes with Wen Wan.

But Zhou Yanqing took a different stand from her. As a son who was also abandoned by his parents, an assistant who witnessed Song Yu being tortured by depression, and an ordinary person who knew Song Yu's fate in two years, he couldn't draw Wen Wan at all. A trace of sympathy. He didn't want to know how painful it would be for Wen Wan to wake up as a mother, he only knew how painful it would be for Song Yu to kneel on the ground and be beaten as his father's substitute, he only knew how much it would be for Song Yu to be betrayed by his father and hated by his mother pain.

Besides, Wen Wan had no chance of waking up in her previous life. She died of illness in a nursing home two months before Song Yu committed suicide.

Zhou Yan clenched his teeth lightly, suffocating from lack of oxygen like being soaked in water. He counted the horizontal and vertical brick cracks on the ground and walked forward, until the person in front suddenly stopped. The instinct to avoid danger prompted him to stop urgently, but the inertia made him stagger forward. Zhou Yan lightly He bumped his head into Song Yu's back.

The impact was not heavy, and the skin on his forehead rubbed against the fabric of the clothes, making a light rustling sound, Zhou Yan's neck stiffened slightly and his face turned red.

"Yes, yes, I'm sorry, Mr. Song."

Song Yu let out a short snort, and he said "it's okay", then opened the car door and sat in the driver's seat.

Zhou Yan was stunned: "Mr. Song, you are sitting wrong."

Song Yu pulled the mask down to his chin, showing the same calm expression as before. He tilted his head towards the co-pilot: "Didn't you say you have a headache? I'll drive."

Zhou Yan lightly clenched his hands beside the seam of his trousers, he was thinking about how strong his heart is to allow a person to think about the excuses made up by his assistant when he is in a state of embarrassment.

"What's wrong?"

Zhou Yan swallowed the bitterness on the tip of his tongue lightly, and said softly, "It's okay."

Song Yu drove the car out of the Wetland Park smoothly, holding the steering wheel loosely with both hands, as silent as when he came, as if everything in the nursing home just now had never happened.

Zhou Yanqing restrained his desire to look at Song Yu, and after thinking about it from the other party's standpoint, he knew that Song Yu didn't want to get any attention or concern at this time, so he kept staring at the constantly receding scenery outside the window.

Song Yu drove steadily and returned home in a calm manner.

It was past one o'clock in the afternoon, and neither of them had lunch. Zhou Yanqing was about to ask Song Yu what he would like to eat, but Song Yu took off his peaked cap and returned it to him, said "thank you" and went upstairs.

Zhou Yanqing didn't ask any further questions, but nodded. In fact, he didn't have much appetite for dinner.

After watching Song Yu go upstairs, Zhou Yan went back to the room lightly, took out his notebook, and turned to the "Wen Wan" page.

After the death of Song Yu in his previous life, some privacy that he deliberately protected was revealed, including of course his mother Wen Wan.

Zhou Yanqing found out about Wen Wan's information through Internet hot searches shortly after Song Yu's death, so he was not surprised at all when he came to the nursing home today, and even came with the intention of solving the mystery, because there were This post has dominated the hot searches for a long time.

This post not only exposed the fact that Wen Wan and her husband divorced when Song Yu was twelve years old, but also exposed that Wen Wan suffered from schizophrenia for seven years.

This immoral behavior of exposing other people's privacy and pain has been criticized by fans and some righteous netizens, but there are more passers-by who can't help but watch the excitement.

Although Song Yu's death made most people feel sorry and unacceptable, it is undeniable that his death has also become a wonderfully effective spiritual placebo for some people who live on the dark side.

You see, even if a big star earns so much money a year, he can't cure his mother's illness, nor can he cure his own illness. They are only superficially beautiful, and their lives are no better than ordinary people, and they end up committing suicide in the end.

This kind of sour grape mentality made Song Yu's private affairs gain unprecedented discussion heat, and then a hot post appeared on a certain page, a user who claimed to be a psychological counselor analyzed the causes of Song Yu's depression from a seemingly professional level, In the end, he came to the conclusion that the sudden death of his dependent mother was the last straw that crushed Song Yu, which directly caused him to lose control and end his own life.

Song Yu was dead and unable to defend himself, but the living people desperately wanted an answer, so this seemingly reasonable guess was accepted by most people.

The tip of the pen rested on the paper, and Zhou Yanqing's eyes lingered on the line of "suffering from schizophrenia for seven years". After a while, he typed √ after the line.

Aunt Zhao said that she took care of Wen Wan for five years, and two years later it will be seven years, so this matter is true.

Song Yu is now 30 years old. According to this time calculation, when Wen Wan suffered from schizophrenia, he was only 25 years old, and he had just entered the circle for two years. And Song Yu said that Wen Wan first suffered from depression and then suffered from schizophrenia, which means that Wen Wan's mental state was not very good five years ago. Zhou Yanqing does not know exactly how long ago, it may be when Song Yu was in college, or it may be when he was in high school, or even earlier.

What kind of role has Song Yu been playing these years

Zhou Yanqing held the pen tightly, his eyes were moist, he quickly wiped it with the back of his hand, and focused his somewhat blurred vision on the next line.

[Song Yu's parents divorced when he was twelve years old], this line has already been ticked.

Zhou Yanqing had already guessed this matter before there was a leaking post on the Internet, because the two tombstones of Song Yu and Wen Wan were closely connected, and there was no room for the third person, and someone later asked He confirmed it.

Afterwards, Zhou Yanqing drew a big X on the last line [Song Yu couldn't bear the shock of his mother's death and committed suicide].

Zhou Yanqing was skeptical the first time he saw the post of a certain petal. If Song Yu really committed suicide because of Wen Wan's death, why did he act a month later? Isn't it the saddest and most unacceptable moment for a person to face his mother's cold corpse in the funeral home? One month is enough for one person to slowly digest the death of a loved one.

Of course, Song Yu is different, he is a patient with severe depression, he may be immersed in sadness and unable to extricate himself.

However, what happened in the nursing home today and Song Yu's reaction confirmed Zhou Yanqing's thoughts. It was not because of her mother's death that Song Yu couldn't think about it for a while.

Aunt Zhao said that Song Yu didn't go to the nursing home very often, and only found time to go there when Wen Wan had a fit, and Song Yu didn't have the slightest intention of commemorating when she left.

Any relationship must be maintained through two-way equivalent sacrifices. Wen Wan has lost the ability to maintain family relationships since she fell ill five years ago. For Song Yu, Wen Wan is no longer the role of a mother, and the bond between mother and child is no longer family affection but responsibility.

Moreover, Wen Wan has been tortured by schizophrenia for many years, and has already lost her basic dignity as a person. Zhou Yan thought lightly, Song Yu might hope that her mother would be freed as soon as possible...

Maybe it was because the news of the present world that he was not sick and pretended to be sick came quickly, or maybe he was thinking too much, Zhou Yanqing really started to have a headache. When he put down his pen, he just wanted to write for a while, but he fell into a deep sleep after a while.

A sharp alarm sounded suddenly, and Zhou Yanqing was awakened. He rubbed his sore sleepy eyes and looked at the time. It was almost five o'clock.

At this time, it should be the time for ordinary people to start cooking dinner. Zhou Yanqing closed his notebook and left the room.

There was no one in the living room, but the lights were bright, Zhou Yanqing felt a little strange. He walked a few steps and found a strangely shaped shadow on the huge floor-to-ceiling windows, like the shadow of a person, it seemed to be shaking under closer inspection...

Every pore on the body suddenly opened, and the heart seemed to jump into the throat for a moment, making it difficult for Zhou Yanqing to breathe. His neck seemed to be rusted and he lifted it up little by little. He first saw the two legs hanging lifelessly, two arms, and then Song Yu's bruised face.

Song Yu was hanging under the chandelier.

A few seconds later, the brain regained the lost consciousness, and Zhou Yan opened his mouth softly several times before shouting hoarsely.

"Teacher Song!"

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