For Yun Jinshu, it was much easier to laugh than to cry. He could be a smiling tiger all his life, but he could not be a pathetic man who cried and made people look down on him. So when he actually started making posters, he had a difficult time.
The poster asked for two groups. In one group, the elder brother Ruan Kun was carrying the younger brother on his back. The two of them were walking and laughing. This pair of Yun Jinshu and Gu Yanlai were very relaxed and they passed it in one go.
But when it came to the second group, things got a little troublesome, because Wen Zeyun wanted to take a picture of Ruan Ning crying in his brother's arms, but no matter what Yun Jinshu did, he felt it was wrong. At one moment, he felt that the crying was not beautiful enough, and at the next moment, he felt that it was not beautiful enough. It was too pretentious to criticize and cry. In short, it was not up to standard. I took the photos and deleted them, deleted them and took them again. I spent a whole morning and still couldn't finalize them.
He had been filming all morning, and Yun Jinshu had to cry dedicatedly all morning. In the end, everyone was exhausted. Gu Yan's chest was soaked with Yun Jinshu's tears, and a large area was wet on his white shirt, but it still happened. The position of the nipples made Movie Emperor Gu dumbfounded. He just rubbed Yun Jinshu for a while, and the scene lost the atmosphere of "cultivating" tears.
Wen Zeyun's face became more and more ugly, and he walked up to Yun Jinshu: "Jinshu, I don't want to have too many friends, but you are delaying everyone's time again and again, which makes it really difficult for me."
Yun Jinshu clearly knew that he was deliberately looking for trouble, but he didn't want to say anything more, because Wen Zeyun was very smart in this regard. He didn't take action easily, but he was sure and ruthless when he did. He took these photos that were selected to be invalidated. There was indeed something wrong with it. Even if others get up, they will not think that there is any grudge between the two. At most, this director is too pursuing perfection.
What's more, he is just a newcomer now. If he falls out with the director in the first movie he makes, he will never be able to take off his reputation as a big name in the future.
So Yun Jinshu smiled easily and shrugged: "Sorry, give me some time, I want to take a rest first to feel better."
Wen Zeyun sighed and brought him a cup of hot jujube tea: "Actually, I'm not forcing you. I'm just afraid of wasting Brother Gu's time and making him prejudiced against you. Don't think too much."
Yun Jinshu laughed, took the tea cup and made a pun: "Ze Yun, you stole my line, you should not think too much, right?"
He took a sip of jujube tea and walked out of the studio. As soon as he stepped out, his face wrinkled.
Damn it, this tea is not just sour!
He found an empty space with no one around and used his cell phone as a mirror to look at his current state of virtue. He had swollen eyes with red bloodshot eyes, and his face was stained with tears. In short, he was too embarrassed to see anyone.
A grown man was forced to cry all morning by his love rival. This kind of disgusting joke could happen to him.
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How bad is Wen Zeyun that he likes to watch others shed tears over and over again in front of him? Is it really a sense of accomplishment to do this? Then he must try it on Han Jiang when he finds the opportunity.
In his own mind, he pictured Han Jiang kneeling in front of him, crying with snot and tears. Sure enough... um... it felt good.
When Gu Yan walked over, he happened to see the "obscene" smile on his face. He immediately couldn't laugh or cry. Has anyone made himself laugh by making him cry
"Hey, come to your senses, hey, what's the point of being silly and having fun alone?"
"Ah?" Yun Jinshu came back to his senses after being slapped by Gu Yan. Thinking of the things he had imagined, he immediately felt like he was being ignored. He scratched his hair in embarrassment: "No... No, what are you doing? coming?"
Gu Yan sat next to him and handed him a can of iced Coke, "I just saw a certain fool looking wrong, so I came out to take a look. Only when I took a look did I realize that he is really a fool."
Yun Jinshu was so happy that he took the Coke and poured it into his mouth a few sips, washing away the taste of jujube tea in his mouth.
"Tch, Mr. Gu, are you overflowing with love? Did you act like this in the past? When your partner is in a bad state, do you have to come out and show your true nature?"
Gu Yan smiled and shook his head: "Of course not, I'm just curious. According to your performance in the audition this morning, you should be a good actor. Why did you cry so hard today?"
Yun Jinshu gave him an exaggerated look: "I've wet someone's clothes from crying, isn't it smooth? It's obviously more effective than eye drops."
"But you cry without emotion." Gu Yan hit the key point with his words and looked at him seriously: "Although crying when you cry and laughing when you laugh are the basic skills of an actor, but because you have to cry, you force yourself to shed tears, as if you have completed a task. Don’t you feel it’s painful as well?”
Yun Jinshu stopped joking and knew in his heart that Gu Yan was telling the truth. He did not shed any emotion at all, and he never even integrated himself into the role of Ruan Ning.
Wen Zeyun's previous words were like a curse, reminding him all the time.
He said, "Whether you admit it or not, you are somewhat similar to me." He also said, "I bring myself into this role to a great extent." Therefore, Yun Jinshu tried hard to separate himself from the character Ruan Ning. His stubborn persistence He was not anyone's stand-in, so he resisted subconsciously. Even if he could convince himself to act in this movie, and even deceived Zhao Hanchuan and everyone else, he could not deceive himself.
Because he hated Ruan Ning from the bottom of his heart, and Wen Zeyun saw through his heart, so he kept holding on to him, forcing him to cry over and over again, as if to show off his victory.
It turned out that all the disguises were in vain. Even Gu Yan, who met him for the first time, could immediately see his weakness. No wonder he was at a disadvantage from beginning to end.
Seeing that he was silent, Gu Yan raised his hand and rubbed his hair, and said to him like a kind brother next door: "No matter what difficulties you have in your heart, you have to remember that you are an actor. Although we are in front of the camera, You act out other people's joys and sorrows, but if you can't turn yourself into 'him', you won't be able to impress the audience for the rest of your life."
Yun Jinshu scratched his hair and said a little stiffly, "Brother Gu... uh... if you want me to call you that, I understand you, but I can never do it for the role of Ruan Ning."
Gu Yan chuckled and poured a few sips of Coke into his mouth, "Actually, what I did just now was just to fool you. It was what my teacher taught me. I am not authorized to reprint it. Ordinary newcomers will listen to my nonsense. I'll be moved to tears every time, but if you don't fall for it, why don't you force me to do the trick?"
Yun Jinshu was stunned for a moment, dumbfounded by Gu Yan's nonsense. Please, are you the best actor? Don't act cute at all times!
"I decided to take back the words I called you big brother just now. Having a big brother like this is too cheap, but I can give it a try."
Gu Yan was anxious. He went up and rubbed Yun Jinshu's hair again, and then curled his lips: "I remember when I was your age, I always regarded myself as someone else according to the teacher's instructions. As a result, I stuck to my own standards. Even if I acted It was so vivid, but others didn’t have my style, so in the end I got impatient and simply took every character as my own, and ended up becoming famous.”
"You are... letting me be myself?"
"Yes, it doesn't matter whether he is good or bad, just follow your own ideas and treat 'him' as you. It is you who are experiencing everything. All the joys and sorrows are yours and have nothing to do with anyone else."
Yun Jinshu was stunned, and he finally realized the crux of the matter.
Subconsciously, he has regarded himself as Wen Zeyun's substitute, holding on to Han Jiang hard, thinking that if he loves, he must be rewarded, but there is no reward for love. Gaining it is success, and losing it does not mean failure. Maybe It's a new beginning.
The hardest thing in the world, and also the easiest thing, is just the word "let go".
However, can letting go really mean letting go? he does not know.
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